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I'm having a moment where I'm asking myself how did I ever let myself go like this. Why would I? I don't have any psychological reason of why I'm fat. I just love food. Its so yummy. If doritos tasted like lettuce... I wouldn't eat them. Do u ever feel like that

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oh all the time, I would beat myself up about it. I am just glad I finally took the steps I needed to do to finally get help! I know people would look at me and say, "how did you ever let yourself get this big". It can happen, I never thought I would be this big, never! When I use to weigh in my 200's I would say I will never get to 250, then when I was 250 I would say I will never get to 300. I really started to weigh over 300 the last year. My body seemed to be comfortable at 280-289 for over 10 years.

Last year in april is when i started to tip the scales sloooowly over 300. I saw 304, than 310 and by October 2011 I weighed in at 367. I also was diagnosed with an underactive thyroid in November of 2011 and wondering if that played a big role in that big weight jump. Either way, no more excuses I am sooo done with carrying this load....

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I know I'm finally taking the steps. I wish it would have never gotten this far because I use to be the shiiiiit!! Hans and I can't say that now beclause back then I had no clue. And yeah I'm still "pretty" for a fat girl but doesn't matter if you don't see it

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dont ask why..we cant go back in time........start saying yeah baby :) and i am doing this for me

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I ask myself this all the time... Especially when I see pictures of myself from a few years ago! Do you ever get embarrassed about your "skinnier" pictures? :-/

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nope, only because i am not that person now.........i am much stronger and in more self control...hope that was an ok answer

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I don't get embarrassed of those pics... I only do now. I dont take full body pics bc I'm ebarassed now. Im hoping that will allllllll change soon

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i am the same way.....i am my own worst enemy...i feel the outside world must see me as i see me....yuk

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There are days where it's tough to see closet full of smaller clothes that I use to wear. I try to use that as an incentive!

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Yeah I have all my skinny clothes hanging in the closet yet my current fat people clothes are wadded up in drawers. Oh yes... I also have some hooker heels that I can't wait to bust back out!!

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Being 25 and overweight is hard. I recently noticed that when I started gaining weight, I distanced myself from friends. All I ever hang out with is my boyfriend and my mom. I hope that after I loose some weight, I will be proud to reconnect with my friends. I am 216 and 5'2. I can't even imagine life under 200 at this point!

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I've distanced myself from doing things also because I don't want to be embarrassed if I can't fit into a seat... or if I look around and I'm the fattest in the room. Not to mwntion i have no cute clothes anymore. Hell.. I've already made it clear when I get my grove back... ITS ON!

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