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My dream is to get to goal or close to it (within 25lbs) and contact What Not To Wear and maybe get some good help from them and a shopping spree! LOL . That way It won't be quite so hard for me. I have always been fat and have never really had cute clothes. I am afraid I will dress way to young.:scared2:

Congrats on the walking up and down hills. I keep looking at mine and think one day I will walk up it. LOL I think they should at least read the first couple of pages and the middle few pages and a couple at the end, then post if needed. Sometimes I get irritated at some of the newbies for not reading before asking the same question that is asked 30 times a day. But then I remember that I was a newbie and probably irritated someone else. Even though I tried to read I always didn't read well enough. So I posted something that was asked 30 times that day. :scared2: Thanks slim.

frigafraginsackin*%#*&^@....I get so mad at myself when I am really hungry and don't slow down and CHEW, CHEW, CHEW! I know what will happen, but do I sloowww down and do like I am supposed to? Why no, that would be to easy...:confused: Now on a upper note....I went to a temp agency today. I can start as soon as Monday if I buy the color of pants and shirts and hair nets. I have 1 white shirt (but it is my good one) I do not have any beige pants. So I have to see if I can't borrow $ from my DS again. I hate having to ask, but I need the job.

Hey Fanny. Your looking fabulous darling! Way to go on the sale of your house. I'm glad to hear you and your man is getting along well. I miss your pics of Aussie hon. They were always so fun to look at. Susan thoughts and prayers are with you for a speedy recovery from your surgery and broken toe. Glou and SNT..I am also anal about money. I used to use the term bankers left. (same as heads up and left). Oh I get so irritated when I get money and it is all mixed up and facing different ways. Espeacially if it is from the bank! You make fewer mistakes if your money is in proper denominations and all facing the same way.

I am JOB hunting. Are you in N. Alabama?LOL

WOOOHOOOO! Congratulations on finally getting a date!

:smile2: Congratulations on reaching Onederland!

Hey Band Groupie...sounds very hectic in your life right now. I would be ansy also and peeved at the Dr.'s office if they weren't contacting me back. The leaky pipes..I understand. I wear pads while I am awake for the just in case sneeze or cough and belly laugh. It is getting better with the more weight I lose. What part of Ohio? I am originally from Mansfield. Good luck on getting a little calm and balance in your life right now.

Susan thoughts and prayers are with you. Ebony, I have to peel plums and apples. Grapes are ok as long as I do them slow and chew like crazy. I usually eat blueberries as they are my favs. I can sit down with a bowl of them and milk and my Apriva and be in hog heaven. I love this little frog. It is so cute.

PJTP....I just looked at Jonnie's PS album in Photo section:scared2:...I have so changed my mind about PS. I thought before after looking at PS pics that there would be no way. But now I am sure there is NO WAY I will have it. I will tuck all extra fat into anything that will hold it. After all I have been tucking fat in for my whole life. 10 lbs versus almost 200 extra lbs is doable! As far as the girls go, I'll underwire, duct tape or whatever I have to do to make them look a little perkey. By the way for ya'll that has had PS kudos to ya'll. Your braver than I am. 2 of my children were natural childbirth, no pain killers or anything, I would rather do that again than PS

Welcome back Sunshine. Sounds like you have your head on straight. That's a good thing. Image is something I will have to work on. I have never been thin. I don't remember ever being below 195. That was briefly at that weight. For a long time I was at 225. Then the last 6 yrs I have been up and up then down a little then up again to my highest weight 309. The closer I get to 225 the more nervous I get. I know it has to do with the way I perceive myself. So I might ask you for advise. Good luck on the rest of your journey.

Reading my previous post doesn't sound as good as it did in my head. It's supposed to sound evil.

doodooDoodoo...to the tune of the Outerlimits running thru my head.

Welcome back Hollie. It sounds like you have been through quite a few changes. Changes for the better. You know were here for you. Good luck with school and new job and boyfriend. Also you will drop them 10 lbs in no time.

Some times hot tea helps. It loosens the band a little if it is tight and a little swollen. Good luck.

Morning everyone. Congrats Mac on a 6 Lulu hows your ankle feeling this morning? Are ya staying off of it?:thumbup: Truthfully..... It's flippen cold here. in the 40s. I'm missing my grandkids today. I am used to seeing them at least 1 or 2 times a week. But I have been sick for over a week and haven't seen them. Having withdrawals..... Boy I need a life don't I!:eek:

weight. But it can also apply to Ohio. I have lived here for 27 yrs on April 4th. I still visit Ohio, but wouldn't want to live there again. When I left Mansfield it was already going down hill. It was referred to as little Cleveland (and not the good part of Cleveland) :tongue_smilie:

Me 3. That is so funny.:tongue_smilie:

Slim, I can't do heights anymore either. As a kid I would jump off the hay loft onto the hay below, now I get nervous on a step stool.:ohmy: Kat good luck on your new job.:tongue_smilie: Luluc...sorry about the ankle. My middle DD broke her ankle walking across the road. Stepped on a rock and twisted and snap! She was in a walking boot for 10 weeks. They thought that they would have to do surgery because it didn't want to heal. Finally it did heal. Just take it easy and stay off of it for a couple of days. If you have any crutches use them.

I am like you Diva, I cry over everything. Even some advertisements make me cry. My kids laugh at me until I catch them crying. Then it is the old saying of "I have something in my eye" routine. yea right!

My being bored was after I thought about what else I could be doing. The only thing that even sounded like fun last night was to bake and decorate a cake. But I don't keep the stuff around to do that on a spur anymore. I would eat it. So I don't do it now except for special occasions. Then I buy what I need. Happy Saturday everyone. Hopefully none of you are in the floods/ snowstorms/ or tornadoes, if you are I pray for your saftey. We were supposed to get bad storms overnight but didn't. Now they are saying this afternoon.

You have to keep apologizing and explain to un-banders about the way you speak now. ex....I just PB'ed , I am all slimey:blushing: hehehe, I'm stuck:rolleyes:, No I am not speaking dirty!

Sorry taps the rightful owner has just stepped up to the plate to retrieve the trophy from you (as I stomp on your foot and grab said trophy as you drop it in agony) teeheee:rolleyes2:

PJTP........I am bored!!WHAAAAA. Now if that was one of my kids saying that I would tell them to clean. Well guess who isn't cleaning.

When I was a kid my parents used to call me Ellie May (Beverly Hillbillies) cause there wasn't a strange animal to me. We lived on a farm, so every stray became one of ours. I actually have slides my parents took of me when I was 13 sleeping with a Lynx that I had befriended in British Columbia. But instead of becoming a vet I got pregnant and married. Then when I did finally go to college it was for crap that everybody else was telling me to go into. (plus no vet school near here) Kids are grown now, but bad credit still equals no school. Still not one near here but would travel. Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining. If given a chance to do it over, I would have packed up the kids and moved closer to the college that offers it instead of wasting time and money going for 2 different things I didn't really like. I didn't graduate from either course. The last course I took I only needed 1 more class for it to graduate. Sorry for rambling on. I have taken 2 Benedryl and am starting to feel the effects of it.:crying: