I am down 9 lbs from last week, and that is good. I am eating soft foods and doing ok. The doc removed my drain today.

My Mom died yesterday. I have cried so much I feel like I have pulled something loose. My Mom is gone.

Not the post I expected to make, but it has opened whole new issues.

Keep me in your prayers, please!

really sweet of you to reach out when your heart is broken. i am so sorry. what a test. it is physical pain to

loose our loved ones. it hurts. its like a bad dream at first. sometimes it hurts to even breathe. what i can say is that it takes a good person to share the pain. its one hour at a time. and then in a year or so one day at a time.

november 21 2006 i lost the love of my life. our mothers are our best friends. i am so sorry. today i can smile and i havent had my surgery yet. that is on feb the thirteenth.

remember she would want you to keep loving you. someday you will smile again and then feel guilty. dont your not moving on you are just loving you. reach out to your higher power god. you are not alone.

Just checking in on you to see how you are doing? Praying for you.

(((Pookeyism))) I'm so sorry!! That's the absolute hardest thing to deal with at this point in time! My best friend passed on Jan 7, 2012, so I've been a little hit and miss on posts here. I'm so sorry I didn't see this sooner!

I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I am praying for you for peace and strength for you and your family to get through this very difficult time.

Praying for you! Big Cyber hug. ((((((((((((squeeze))))))))))))))).

How unbelievably painful this time must be for you. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

So sorry for the loss of your mom!

I am so sorry to hear about loss. I can't imagine what your going through. My heart goes out to you and yours. Hang in there and just remember your Mom is still with you.

Oh no!!!! I'm so sorry for your loss! *BIG HUG*

Very sorry Pookeyism. I just saw this post, truly hope you and your family are healing in all ways. I am sure your mom would want you to make sure you take care of yourself.

My best to you,

Sandy