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I desperately want to eat something. Anything. I'm jumping out of my skin. Heading to see a movie, which I know I'll be late to, just to get away from the screaming crazy that is my head. I know why it did this. Why did I do this?

I'm reminded of the last line of Beckett's The Unnamable... "You must go on, I can't go on, I'll go on."

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Sasha, girl~~~~I wish I could give you a hug and make it go away! DAMN, them hunger pains! You are stronger. You will survive!

On a happier note, the advise you gave me....????....About disputing the waiting period. I recieved a call from the surgery unit this afternoon. I have already done my 3 months and I am going in for my pre op tests next week.

Thank you my wise friend! I am thinking of you and trying to share the hunger pains!

xoxoxoxoxoxo

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are you drinking enough water/fluids?

sometimes those rolls from the tummy is actually the body calling for some Water. If it has been two hours since you hav eaten try some Water. hope this helps

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Sasha' date=' girl~~~~I wish I could give you a hug and make it go away! DAMN, them hunger pains! You are stronger. You will survive!

On a happier note, the advise you gave me....????....About disputing the waiting period. I recieved a call from the surgery unit this afternoon. I have already done my 3 months and I am going in for my pre op tests next week.

Thank you my wise friend! I am thinking of you and trying to share the hunger pains!

xoxoxoxoxoxo[/quote']

Oh I could just hug you right back!! Your note makes me SO happy!! I'm thrilled for you that they're moving things up!

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are you drinking enough water/fluids?

sometimes those rolls from the tummy is actually the body calling for some Water. If it has been two hours since you hav eaten try some Water. hope this helps

Thanks Ice -- I'll try water next time! Right now I dont think it's physical though. I feel a little like a caged animal and my anger and rebellion at being confined is getting to me...

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