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  1. tonya66

    Honeymoon is over!

    By tonya66,

    Well, once again, I can feel myself losening up. I think the swelling goes down and I get lose again. I still have some restriction, but not as much as I want.
     
    I'm going to call for another fill and have him do the fill just like he did this last time, not to take ANY out, and just add a little, I'm so close to that sweet spot.
     
    I can't eat a whole bunch, but can eat more than I should. I do force myself to stop eating before I eat too much.
     
    I've had fills in the past that got tighter after a few weeks, so I'm hoping this one will get tight again, so we'll see. In the meantime, I will make another appointment for another fill.
     
    NOTE TO SELF, time to exercise again and you will lose! Quit depending on the band to do all the work for you!!! ...End of Note to self.
     
    Last Monday when I woke up and stepped on the scales, the exact number was 171.6 - yikes! This morning, it was 164.5, so the weight has dropped a lot in the past 5 days.
     
    I'm sure in the morning I will probably weigh more than I did this morning, I went to my aunts house for a family get together. Well, had a peace of homemade chocolate cake, ate barbeque, and just ate more than I should have.
     
    I'm planning on hitting the gym tomorrow, and eating right so hopefully by the time I weigh in on Monday, I can be happy.
     
    I really really really want to see the 150's again! But more than that, I just want to be at goal. I'm almost embarrased that I've had the band as long as I have and not reached my goal.
     
    I knew when I got the band it was going to be a long process, but I seriously thought I would be at goal by 18 months. I'm now getting close to 3 years! January will be 3 years. I guess I should be happy with how far I've come, I'm down from a size 18 to a comfortable 10 and when I'm weighing around 160 I wear an 8 comfortable. Today I'm wearing my size 8 capris and they feel good.
     
    So I should be happy with my progress, and I am happy. I just want it all. I do not want to be the statistic bandster that usually only loses 60 to 70 % of their excess weight. I said from the very beginning I would lose 100% of it and by jolly I will!
     
    I need to THINK before I eat, I need to quit grabbing the chocolate out of the candy dish, and most of all I need to exercise! Time to refocuss and finish what I've started. So, as of tonight or this morning, Sunday at 12:45 am CST, 9/6/09, I promise to myself that I will recommit to the bandster program. Recommit myself and give me what I deserve. I deserve to reach my goal, I deserve to take time out for myself and exercise, I deserve it all!
     
    So, by my 3 year Band anniversary, which is 1/18/10, I will be at goal! My goal is somewhere between 140-150.
     
    I'm going blog my daily progress, or at least try and blog daily. I seem to do better when I blog....I want to keep myself accountable to my promises to myself so I'm putting it down in black and white! Here goes my final push.........time to cross the finish line and finsih this race!
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    9/2/09

    By tonya66,

    Day 2 of my new fill, so far it is the best fill I have ever have. I always thought I had restriction, but I feel this one more than any other fill. I'm keeping my fingers crossed and hoping this is the one, this is the fill that I've been searching for, could this be the "sweet spot"?
     
    Yesterday, had a WW smart one meal, chose speghetti since it is soft. Well, I had to work to eat it and only ate 1/2 of my meal, then I finished the rest for dinner.
     
    I drank water last night before bed, and I had a hard getting it down before I went to sleep. It was iced cold water and that usually makes me a bit tighter. I don't think I will be doing that again before bedtime. lol.
     
    I'm actually having to chew my food these days, thats a good thing.
     
    Weight this morning 168.7 - so its going down......It better keep going down if that scale knows whats good for him!
     
    Now on another note, NOTE TO MYSELF - GET OFF THE COUCH, PUT THE REMOTE DOWN, STEP AWAY FROM THE "COMFORT" AREA AND GET YOUR BUTT TO THE GYM!!!!
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    I really hate the scale sometimes, I really do. Today is one day I want to kick it and stomp on it and throw it against the wall and smash the little head in!
     
    I've done sooooo good, I have great restriction, was on liquids for three days, and when I did start back to eating, I ate good lean protein. So what the heck is the problem with the scale GOING UP? AND NOT GOING DOWN!
     
    Weighed this morning at 165.1. What the *&()^)_(y%$# - I was cursing at that little demon this morning! Oh, makes me so livid mad, tempting to go get a donut from my bosses desk, but I refrained! Plus, not sure if a donut would even go down without some sliming, lol.
     
    Anyhow, just coming to vent this morning. As you can tell, the scale has put me in a fowl mood today!
     
    I was thinking about me being "a scale whore", I just gotta have it everyday, every morning, gotta have my scale fix. Sometimes I love it, I can see the numbers going down, but today it was just a disgusting habit! grrrrrrr:mad::wink::eek:
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    8/20/09

    By tonya66,

    Well, another goal I'm not going to make........I wanted to be at my goal weight by my bday, which is next week. eeeek, not going to happen. So now I'm just hoping by my 3 year band anniversary which is in January!
     
    Eating has been good lately, exercise needs to pick up - it needs to be more consistant. I've got a plan for next week, so we'll see how that goes.
     
    Tomorrow taking a vacation day from work to just play. I plan on hanging out at my friends and lounging in her pool all day. Yay.
     
    The scale is going down, but not down as fast as it goes up. Why is that? Ever wonder how you can show a 2 lbs weight gain overnight and then only lose 1/2 pound the next day? Hmmmm.
     
    Wt 164.6
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    I am loving my restriction! Its not too tight, no acid reflux and I feel full after a few bites! Yay!
     
    I do notices that I'm wide open in the evening, but have really good restriction in the day time. I need to focus on eating good protein in the evening to help with my hunger so I don't pig out.
     
    I also notice I snack too much, a candy kiss here, a candy kiss there, No more candy kisses! I must keep my dirty hands out of the candy dish!
     
    Exercise - I MUST pick it up again, slacker this week.
     
    I'm about to head to the gym now!
     
    Menu today:
     
    Bfast
    coffee w/cream
    1 boiled egg
    2 slices of bacon
     
    Lunch
    salad with roasted chicken
    (candy kiss, candy kiss, candy kiss - grrrrr)
     
    Dinner
    Protein shake - just not that hungry tonight.
  6. tonya66
    I went for "hopefully" my very last fill yesterday. The doctor added about 2/10th of a cc and it was a bit much, so he withdrew (he said less then 1/10th). I really don't know what I have in my band, but I think right at 4cc's in a 4cc band. I am on liquids/soft foods for three days. I'm hoping this is the fill that gets me to goal. Only 15 pounds until goal - I'm so close I can smell - taste - and see the goal in sight! Below is my fill history.
     
    Fill #1 - 3/6/07 - 2.2cc's
     
    Fill #2 - 4/17/07 - 3.0cc's
     
    Fill #3 - 7/6/07 - 3.5 cc's (I think it was only 2.5cc's because when I went back for fill #4, he could only w/draw 1.8 cc's)
     
    Fill #4 - 7/20/07 - filled me back to 3.0 ccs - He should have filled me more!
     
    Fill #5 - 8/17/07 - 3.4cc's
     
    Fill #6 - 10/08/07 - filled me to 3.8cc's - the best restriction I've ever had,but still could eat big bites of food, so I figured I needed to be tighter.
     
    Fill #7 - 11/21/07 filled to 4.0 cc's. By the evening could not hold anything down, not even my saliva. PBing all night - horrilble experieince
     
    UNFILL #1 - 11/23/07 - unfilled to somewhere between 2.5 to 3.0 cc's - NO RESTRICTIONS AGAIN
     
    Fill #8 - 1/18/08 Went in and the doc filled me back up to just right under 4.0, according to Flouro, it was perfect. Well, by next morning, could not hold down saliva again, ended up back in hospital
     
    UNFILL #2 - 1/19/08 - Doctor had to unfill me to 3.0 again because of the swelling from all the PBing for being too tight. Again, NO RESTRICTION - :thumbdown:
     
    Fill #9 - 2/12/08 - 3.5 cc's - was tight for about a week, now feel lose again. grrrr, still have "some" restriction, just not quite enough! Next fill scheduled for 4/7/08 - I hate that it takes sooooooo long to get in to see the fill doc.
     
    FILL #10 - 4/7/08 The doc just added .4cc's, making me at 3.9cc's. I think this might be the one!
     
    FILL #11 - Was scheduled on 6/25/08 - but the doc did not fill me up, I was leaving for a cruise on 6/27 so he didn't want to risk me being too tight, so did not get a fill.
     
    FILL #11 - 8/5/08 Went for a fill, this time the doc took all my fill out and all he could get out was 2.4 cc's. Filled me up to 4.0 cc's, I left, had to go right back because I could not drink, he took out a little over .2 cc's, he said I'm somewhere between 3.5 to 3.7 cc's. - I had great restriction for 2 weeks, but It has now loosened some. I feel I might need a tad more. I'm worried I have a very slow leak.
     
    UNFILL #3 - 8/5/08 - Took a little over .2 cc's out, had pretty good restriction, but still a tad too lose.
     
    FILL #12 - 9/17/08 - Added just 1/10th of a cc - I think I'm somewhere between 3.8 to 3.9 cc in a 4cc band. I am hoping and praying this is the fill that I stop with! I do not have another appointment for another fill, will wait this one out and see.
     
    Fill #13 - 10/06/08 - Doc added about 2/10's of a cc. He took everything out and put it all back in and said I was about 3.7 to 3.8cc's. - which is where he said I was last time.
     
    FILL #14 - 11/10/08 - Doc took everything out and I had about 3.6cc's, which is pretty good. He then filled me up to just under 4.0cc's I believe I'm about 3.9cc's. I ate some canned peaches and set around the office for a bit, made sure none came back up. Seems to be doing good so far. I hope this is my last fill!
    FILL #15 - 08/10/09 - Added about 1/10th of a cc. I think I'm right at 4.0 cc. Wt on the morning of my fill was at 165. But was very bloated from steroids I was on for the previous week.
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    7/28/09

    By tonya66,

    Wow, its been a month since I posted? I should be ashamed of myself.
     
    Whats new, well, shoulder is still not healed, and really struggling these days to even get any exercise in. Well, to be honest, I haven't exercised in awhile, and I finally made it back to the gym last night. I am not lifting weight since I have an injury but I am doing cardio.
     
    Eating has been on and off. We went on vacation July 4th week and that started me down the bad path. It took 3 weeks for me to quit eating bad and get back on track.
     
    I am finally back on track and trying to get back to exercising.
     
    I guess I just a break from everything, eating right, exercising and blogging. I'm refocussed again and will start blogging again. It holds me accountable.
     
    Bfast - protein shake
    Lunch - FF tuna salad with 4 crackers
    Snack - grapes (red seedless)
    Dinner - roasted chicken and fresh tomatoes
    snack - Skinny Cow ice cream bar
     
    Exercise - 30 min on elliptical machine.
     
    wt - this morning 162.9 grrrrrrr
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    7/30/09

    By tonya66,

    Well, I got my happy butt out of bed this morning at 5:00 am and headed to the gym. I'm on a roll. lol. I did 35 min on the elliptical. I knew that tonight was going to be busy and I needed to do my exercise in the am if I was going to get it done, and I did it! Yay for me! I'm patting myself on the back right now....pat, pat, pat.
     
    Okay, enough of my bragging. Today's menu:
     
    Bfast - Matabolism is going crazy because I am STARVING!
    fresh tomatoes and carrots, dipped in hummus. yum yum
     
    Snack Ww yogurt - 1 WW point
     
    Lunch - the rest of my lunch from Applebees from yesterday. Talapia & broccoli. yum. Only 7 WW points for the entire meal.
     
    Dinner - Low fat chick tortillia soup - 4 ww pts
    Snack - Skinny cow ice cream sandwhich (2 WW points)
     
    Exercise - 35 min on Elliptical
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    7/29/09

    By tonya66,

    Well its Wednesday night, I just made it back from the gym, had a GREAT workout. I am trying to savor this feeling, so the next time I want to blow the workout off, I need to recall this wonderful feeling I have right now after my workout......
     
    Ate very clean today -
     
    Bfast - got so busy and didn't really eat bfast (something I don't like to do is skip bfast - bad me)
     
    Lunch - Went to applebees had the grilled talapia with broccoli, only ate 1/2 my meal, I will eat the rest tomorrow for lunch.
     
    Dinner - made a low fat chicken tortillia soup, skipped the tortillia chips. Very good and filling!
     
    Snack - had 4 grape tomatoes (that I personally grew in my garden) and 3 TBSP of hummus
     
    I'm about to go take a shower, get ready for bed and come relax on my couch and watch a little TV and have a small bowl of Red seedless grapes. Yum!
     
    Wt this morning was still up......163.4 grrrrr.
     
    I need to keep telling myself I LOVE TO EXERCISE, I LOVE TO EXERCISE, I LOVE TO EXERCISE, I LOVE TO EXERCISE.....
  10. tonya66

    Bummer

    By tonya66,

    Okay, I was doing great on my 84 day challenge, then on day 10, I was exercising, lifting weights and I felt something very wrong in my shoulder.
     
    I went to the doctor and it turn out I tore my rotary cuff - hurts like a dickens. So no weights for the upper body for awhile.....the doctor said it can take 6 mos to a year to heal, and I could have to have surgery, but we are trying physical therapy first.
     
    Anyhow, so I will stick to cardio and lower body workouts.
     
    I will be leaving for vacation Saturday afternoon, I plan on exercising while we are on vacation. We are going to our family cabin in the mountains and I will be in control of what I eat, so I think I can eat pretty healthy too.
     
    I'm looking forward to so R&R. My goal on this vacation is to LOSE WEIGHT, even if its just a pound. My last 5 vacations have been on a cruise, and I always gain! So this is the first vacation in awhile without gourmet food. lol. I will be doing the cooking, and let me tell ya, it won't be gourmet! hehehehe.
     
    Okay, I will post when I get back to my blog - My goal is to be at 158 when I get back home, thats 1 lbs lighter. Hopefully I will be more, but I will be thrilled with 1 lbs lighter!
  11. tonya66
    OMG, shoot me now and put me out of my pain!!!! That's exactly how I feel, my butt hurts so bad, it hurts to sit, it hurts to walk, I'm in so much pain.
     
    Those lunges yesterday did me in for sure! I had such a great lower body workout yesterday, but I sure feel it today. Ouch, I'm hurting!
     
    But, onward we go with the challenge, I will not quit, I will not stop, I'm going all the way to the end!
     
    Today:
     
    Menu
    Bfast - protein shake, added a TBSP of peanut butter to it
     
    M2 - peach, string cheese
     
    M3 - hummus, carrtos
     
    M4 - salad, grilled chicken
     
    M5 - turkey chilli,veggies
     
    M6 - WW ice cream bar
     
    Exercise - Cardio, HIIT,
     
    Wt - didn't weigh
     
    Notes - I'm sooooooooooo sore! :crying:
  12. tonya66
    So far I've stuck to my plan. Now, I'm only on day 3, but hey, I'm still proud of myself. :crying:
     
    I'm soooo sore today from my upper body workout on Monday, but I do a lower body workout today, so shouldn't be a problem.
     
    I'm already seeing changes, I know it sounds impossible, but I really feel skinnier, even if the scales haven't moved much. So I know that I'm building muscle and working off some fat!
     
    Today's plan:
     
    M1 - yogurt mixed with cottage cheese
     
    M2 - hummus, veggies
     
    M3 - stuffed bell pepper (only 1/2), edamame beans, cantelope
     
    M4 - peach, string cheese
     
    M5 - 3 oz chicken breast, spinach
     
    Snack - WW ice cream bar (I'm addicted to these and they are only 2 pts!)
     
    Exercise - Lower Body workout
     
    Wt 160.7 - grrrrr up from 159, but I'm okay, my body does that quite often. I drop, then bounce back up, then drop again a few more pounds. So I'm not upset at all.:frown:
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    Yay, I did it! I got my happy fat butt up and went to the gym at 5:00 am this morning and did my cardio. Per the BFL challenge, I am to do my cardio 3x's per week first thing in the morning.
     
    So, today was cardio day, I sure didn't want to get up, but I forced myself up and did it. Feels so good to have won this morning! I didn't let my evil twin talk me into staying in bed, lol. Usually I get this little voice in my head and that says "oh, come on, you don't have to get up, you can work out tonight". But this time, I just got up and did it. Yay!
     
    Menu today:
     
    Bfast
    cottage cheese mixed with yogurt
     
    Meal 2
    hummus (2 TBSP)
    carrots/tomatoes
     
    Meal 3
    Turkey meatloaf
    edamame beans
     
    Meal 4
    peach
    string cheese
     
    Meal 5
    Stuffed Bell Pepper
     
    Wt - Didnt weigh this morning.
  14. tonya66
    Okay, I decided to start the BFL challenge AGAIN...I've only done it once completely. Usually I don't make it to the end of the 12 weeks, but this time, I'm going to do it!
     
    I did it about 18 months ago and had good results, so I need to focus on the results I had and not the "working out 6 days a week". I know I can do it, I just need to do it!
     
    I took my before pics last night, so I can compare my pics every 4 weeks and compare my changes.
     
    I brought my workout clothes with me to work, so I can workout during lunch, there is NO EXCUSES.
     
    Menu today
     
    Bfast
    yogurt mixed with cottage cheese
     
    Snack
    hummus/carrot sticks
     
    Lunch
    3 0z chicken
    spinach salad
     
    Snack
    cantelope
    1 string cheese
     
    Dinner
    soup
     
    Exercise - Upper Body work out
     
    Wt - 159.1 - Yay, in the 150's!!!!!
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    Friday, 6/05/09

    By tonya66,

    Yay, its Friday!!!! I love Fridays! Knowing that I don't work the next day is just a darn good feeling.
     
    I ate terrible last night, didn't eat a lot, but just ate the wrong stuff!
     
    Again, no exercise.........
     
    Menu today
     
    Bfast
    Fiber One bar
    Coffee with cream
     
    Lunch
    3 oz grilled chicken
    1 cup of spinach leaves
    1 tbsp ff dressing
     
    Snack
    WW yogurt
     
    Dinner
    4 oz steak
    hummus
    taboli - only a bite or two
    maybe a bite or two of cabbage rolls
    (we're going to a labanese steak house)
     
    Wt - 160.7 (down .4 from yesterday)
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    6/4/09

    By tonya66,

    Eating has been good, exercise on the other hand, not so good.
     
    I don't know what in the world is my problem, just seems I have lost my mojo! I gotta get my mind right, make no more excuses and get my butt moving!
     
    Weighed in at weight watchers and lost another .8 lbs. Thats a total of 9.8 lbs since joing weight watchers. It has taken my 3 months to lose it, but hey, I'm losing right? I know its slow, but I'll take anything right now.
     
    My weight keeps bouncing around from 158 to 162, I wish it would dip down into the 150's and stay. Maybe if I would exercise it would! I really gotta get to the gym!
     
    Menu today:
     
    Bfast
    1/4 cantelop (1 pt)
    1 ww yogurt (1 pt)
     
    Dark chocolate (organic) - (2 pts)
     
    Lunch
    talapia, 3 oz (3 pts)
    Broccoli (steamed) 2/3 cup (1 pt)
     
    Snack
    few almonds, humus (4 pts)
     
    Dinner
    3 oz grilled chicken - (3 pts)
    green beans - ( zero pts)
     
    WW sugar free ice cream bar (2 pts)
     
    Wt - AM - 161.1
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    6/1/09

    By tonya66,

    New Month, and new goals! This month, I WILL get back to the gym, not tomorrow, but TODAY.
     
    I have got to get back to exercising!!!!!
     
    On a good note, we had our District Convention (religion) this weekend - three day, and I ate great! I packed my lunch everyday and had hummus and carrot sticks, very filling. I would also throw in a yogurt or piece of fruit.
     
    Dinner consited of grilled, or smoked chicken. yum.
     
    When I left (Thursday I was at 159, this morning I am at 161). But my body bounces around until it decides what weight it wants to stay at. Also, traveling always makes me hold more fluid.
     
    I am upping my water today, and we'll see how tonights weigh in at weight watchers goes.
     
    I can't believe I'm getting so close to goal!!!!
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    28 months ago!

    By tonya66,

    28 months ago I got the band. What a ride its been. Below are my stats - month by month - as you can see, the longer you have the band and the closer you get to goal, the harder its been for me. Some fly right to their goal, for me, its been hard work - and lots of it!
     
    Consultation with Doc 11/24/06 - 248.9
    Surgery Date 1/18/07 - 226
    1 mo post op (Feb 18)- 206.8
    2 mo post op (March 18) - 198
    3 mo post op (April 18th)- 193
    4 mo post op (May 18th)- 184.2
    5 mo post op (June 18th(- 178
    6 mo post op (July 18th)– 174
    7 mo post op (Aug 18th)- 178 - went on vacation and ate big (7 day cruise)
    8 mo post op (Sept 18th)- 174
    9 mo post op (Oct 18th)- 170
    10 mo post op (Nov 18th) - 167
    11 mo post op (Dec 18th) - 170 - haven’t even been trying
    12 mo post op (Jan 18th 2008)- 174 - again, not trying. But finally refocused - exactly where I was at 6 mos post op – so basically no weight loss in the past 6 mos
    13 mo post op (Feb 18th) - 183 - Ouch! started taking steroids and made my weight go up, along with not eating right and no exercise!
    14 mo post op (March 18th)- 185 - grrrrr
    15 mo post op (April 18th)- 180 - weight is finally going down, but inches are actually coming off faster since I've been exercising a lot.
    16 mo post op (May 18th)- 178
    17 mo post op (June 18th)- 175
    18 mo post op (July 18th)- 179- still not focussed:sad:
    19 mo post op -(Aug 18th) - 178 - focussed again - This time I am committed to getting to goal and will not stray! I do not ever want to see the 180's again!
    20 mo post op (Sept. 18) - 171 - :smile2:
    21 mo post op (Oct 18) - 168
    22 mo post op (Nov 18) - 169 - I am focussed and doing good, but need to get back to exercising. I want to hit 160 by year end.
    23 mo post op (Dec 18) - 166 - only 6 more pounds to get to my goal by year end. I don't think it will happen, but I will continue to try.
    24 mo post op (Jan 18, 2009) - 168 - had hysterectomy and gained from all the fluid due to surgery
    25 mo post op (Feb 18) - 168 - not losing, maintaining - joined Weight Watchers to give me some accountability and some structure.
    26 mo post op (March 18) - 165 - WW going slow, but finally moving down again
    27 mo post op (April 18) - 165 - grrrr -
    28 mo post op (May 18) - 160 - FINALLY, almost out of the 160's. The lowest I have been in YEARS! 5 lbs away from being at a healthy weight, and 15 lbs away from my ultimate goal of 145!!!
     
    Had my Weight Watchers meeting last night, I hit my 5% goal of weight loss, so I was excited. I'm half way to my goal of 10% - which would put me to 17 lbs and at a healthy weight (with clothes on).
     
    WW scales last night read 163.2 - fully clothed, my scales read 160 - first thing in the am in my bday suit. I go by my scales since that is the way I've weighed all along.
     
    It feels so good to be so close to being HEALTHY. My BMI was at 25.89. I want to get it to around 23. Something below 25. I love my band, but its a tool that I have to work with, not let it do all the work.
     
    Today's menu
     
    Bfast -
    Iced Mocha - non fat milk
     
    Lunch
    grilled chicken
    tossed salad
     
    Snack
    Apple - peanut butter (1 TBS)
     
    Dinner
    soup
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    5/11/09

    By tonya66,

    Well, its been a bit since I've journaled. So, back to journeling......
     
    Still doing weight watchers and I weigh in tonight - I'm hoping I have lost!
     
    Exercise lately has been hit or miss, mostly miss. But eating has been right on!
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    3/24/09 part 2

    By tonya66,

    Well in my previous post, I said I was not going to exercise today, I was taking the day off. I lied. Couldn't stay away from the gym. I only did a quick cardio blast, 30 min on the Elliptical, but hey, at least I did something today, right?
     
    I think I'm becoming a gym addict again, I used to be one, then got hurt and had to have knee surgery and ever since then, I just haven't been into the gym like I used to be.
     
    I'm really noticing a difference in the past week. I'm wearing a Junior size 9 Cruel girl jeans today, and Dang, they look good, and feel good! Even though I'm just a few pounds lighter, the fat is shifting or something because they sure feel and fit better than they did when I bought them!
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    Thats right, I am doing so great in the exercise department. I worked out so hard for 6 days last week. I mean really hard, where sweat is dripping off me and my shirt looks like someone dumped a bucket of water over me. I am so proud of myself for getting back to the gym and making NO EXCUSES!
     
    I almost blew it off last night, I was so tired and I worked all day with my husband in garage, so I was telling myself, I already had a workout. But as the night grew closer, I started feeling guilty, so I headed to the gym and did a gruelling cardio and lower body workout! My face was beat red, I think some of the people around me thought I was going to pass out. LOL. They were all looking at me like "is she okay". One guy even said to me "your serious about this stuff aren't you". uhhhh, hello, Heck yes I'm serious!
     
    So, I jump on the scale this morning and AGAIN, no loss. I've eaten good all week, really I've eaten good for the past two weeks and I've exercised 6 days a week for the past two weeks, you would think the scale would be a little nicer to me. Heck no, the scale likes to treat me like the red headed step child! :biggrin:
     
    Okay, I can't focus on numbers, I just can't. I feel good, I look good, and my clothes are fitting better. So no matter what the scales say to me, I know its working!
     
    Today's menu
     
    Bfast
    1/2 cup bran fiber one cereal - 1 pt
    1/2 cup skim milk - 1 pt
    mixed fruit added in (Strawberries & blueberries) - 1 pt
     
    Snack
    1 apple and WW cheese - 2 pts
     
    Lunch
    3 0z of chicken breast - 3 pts
    1 whole wheat, lc tortilia - 1 pt
    salsa - 0 pts
    cilantro - 0 pts
     
    snack
    1/2 cup cottage cheese, sliced peaches - 3 pts
     
    Dinner
     
    1 cup lean chili - 6 pts
    ww cheese - 2 pts
     
    20 pts total
     
    Exercise - 30 min elliptical
    Upper Body workout at gym - 15 min of cool down time on elliptical
     
    Wt - AM naked on scales at home - 164.6
    (yesterday was 163.4) grrrrrr:cursing:
     
    NOTES - tonight is my WW meeting and for the past 3 weeks I have weighed exactly the same - 167.6 with my clothes on ofcourse, so we'll see what tonight brings.
  22. tonya66
    Menu -
     
    Bfast
    1 cup fiber one cereal - 3 pts
    1 cup of skim milk - 2 pts
    1 bannana - 2 pts
     
    1 pc WW candy - 1 pt
     
    Lunch
    WW Quesadia (sp?) - 4 pts
    100 cal strawberry cake - 1 pt
     
    Snack
    sliced strawberries - 1 pt
     
    Dinner
    3 oz of chicken breast - 3 pts
    green beans
    WW yogurt 1 pt
     
    Low on points today, but will probably add more, just need 2 more.
     
    Exercise
     
    10:00 am - 15 min on elliptical
    3:00 pm - 20 min on elliptical
    8:00 - gym - 1 hour, missed my gym last night, so will be doing circuit training and doing upperbody work along with cardio.
     
    Wt - didn't weigh today.....
  23. tonya66

    3/25/09

    By tonya66,

    9 FREAKEN pounds and I will be at a healthy weight! 9 freaken pounds - and it is taking me FOREVER to lose them. Its the hardest 9 pounds I have ever tried to lose. Did you guys hear me, 9 FREAKEN POUNDS and I will be at a healthy weight. It feels like a dream to even type those words. I never thought I would be this close to being healthy. Oh, I dreamt it, but its really coming true.
     
    I sometimes focus on how long it is taking me, but if I really stop and think about it. Its taken me less time to lose it then it did to put it on. It took me 20 years to get up to 248 lbs, so I shouldn't be so upset at taking 2+ years to reach my goal weight with the band, right?
     
    I was thinking this morning as I glanced at one of my pictures on my desk with my kids, and made me think how far I've come. To know I will never ever ever be 248 lbs again, thats something to be happy about. So, I'm trying to stay positive, and focus on the weight I've lost and not the weight I need to lose.
     
    Speaking of my picture, my new boss was over at my desk the other day and he asked me if that was my sister, I told him it was me. His jaw dropped down to the floor, he tried not to act so shocked, but I could see it in his face. I said "well, I've lost a few pounds since then" His reply "you think?". lol. I love to see peoples reaction when they see the new me. Its the best reward of all.
     
    Plan today:
     
    Exercise - 10:00 am - 6 min on recumbant bike - 15 min on elliptical
     
    3:00 pm - 20 min on elliptical
     
    6:00 - dinner with some old high school buddies, planning our 25 year reunion -
     
    9:30 - Gym - 40 min on elliptical and upper body training
     
    11:30 - BED
     
    Menu
     
    Breakfast -
    yogurt mixed with granola - 5 pts
     
    Lunch
    Fish Taco (Wheat tortilia, WW cheese, Talapia, Cilantro, salsa, fresh squeezed lime) = 4 pts
     
    Snack - 1 orange, string cheese - 2 pts
     
    Dinner
    1 chicken taco - 5 pts
    beans - 3 pts
     
    Few chips and salsa (6 chips only = 1.5 pts)
     
    20 pts total
     
    Wt - 7:30 am naked - 164.6 (up .3 from yesterday)
  24. tonya66

    3/24/09

    By tonya66,

    Last night was my weight watchers meeting and guess what the freaken scales said, NOTTA, nothing, NO LOSS AT ALL. I weighed exactly the same as last week. 167.6! What the heck? I exercised 6 days last week, I ate pretty darn good and I didn't lose 1 freaken ounce? What the *&$%#!!!!!
     
    Okay, so the scales say I didn't lose but my clothes say differently, they are looser, fit so much better and some of my jeans, I must wear a belt! So am I worried - NOPE, am I upset, well, a little. I really wanted to see some movement. According to my scales, I've lost, but according to the WW scales, I haven't. We'll see what next week says. All I can say is if they tell me I didn't lose next week, someone is getting slapt. Thats right, I'm jumping over the counter and slapping one of those skinny little receptionist. :thumbup:
     
    The old me would have come home and just ate and said "what the use", but the new me can see the changes that my body is making and feel the changes that my body is making and I like it. So, do I care what the scales say? Well, a little, but I know they are liars so I am going to keep plugging away doing what I am doing because I know that changes are happening!
     
    Last night after dinner, I headed to the gym and did a very hard workout! I did cardio plus upper body strength training.
     
    Todays menu:
     
    Breakfast
     
    1 cup of sliced strawberries - 1 pt
    1/2 container of WW yogurt mixes with granoloa - 5 pts
     
    Lunch
    4 oz talapia - baked - 3 pts
    salsa, cilantro - 0 pts
    2 Whole wheat tortia - 4 pts
    (fish tacos - yum)
     
    Snack
    1 mandarian orange - 1 pt
     
    Dinner - WW meal - 6 pts
     
    Exercise - tonight is my night off, none tonight. :cursing:
     
    Wt - Naked on my scales in AM 164.3
    WW Scales - 167.6
  25. tonya66
    Okay, I'm doing it. No more excuses is working. I've been to the gym 6 times!
     
    3/18 - cardio
    3/19 - cardio
    3/20 - cardio and strength training
    3/21 - 1hr and 15 min doing 40 min of cardio and the rest strength training
    3/22 - 35 min on recumbant bike
    3/23 - Have only done 15 min so far of cardio, but plan on doing another 30 min before I leave work, then hitting the gym tonight!
     
    Eating has been right on! I had a bad night Tuesday (overdosed on girl scout cookies), but since then, I've done GREAT!
     
    Tonight is weigh in at Weight Watchers so we'll see how I've done! My scales show I'm down, but who knows what I will weigh wearing jeans and a sweater like I am today. I wish they had private rooms where I could just strip down naked - that always makes me go down a few pounds. :thumbup:
     
    I started tanning on Friday, got to get me a little color before my Cancun trip next month, I'm so white and pale looking. Got me a new haircut on Friday, cut about 3" off and I feel so much better, the hair looks so much healthier. Got my nails done on Friday too, I had a me day!
     
    My menu today:
     
    Bfast
    1 cup of Fiber One Cereal - 3 pts
    1 cup of skim milk - 2 pts
    1 banana cut up - 2 pts
     
     
    Lunch
    3 oz of chicken breast - baked - 3 pts
    asparagus 1/2 cup - 0 pts
    brocoli 1/2 cup - o pts
    few grape tomatoes - 0 pts
    FF salsa over my chicken - 0 pts
     
    Snacks
    4 large strawberries - 1 pts
    1 mandarian orange - 1 pt
     
    Dinner
    Turkey meatloaf - 4 pts
    1/2 baked potatoe - 1 pt
    green beans - 0 pts
     
    WW ice cream bar - 1 pt
     
    18 pts total - I get 21, but I lowered it down to 20 this week.

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