tianealperry

Well it's just another day at the Anatole the Big "A" and it was pretty good.

I have decided to get rid of the people that are use less to me!

When I call for a polite "hello" they dont answer :cell:

When I need a hug they are "never" available:sleep

When I need to "borrow" a dollar " i dont have it" :phanvan

When I need help with my car they "never" show up :yell:

When I just want watch a movie with someone "always an excuse" :sleep

I just need you to sign papers for me so I wont have to pay back pay for "child support" WTF!!!!!!!

Or if you see me on the payphone outside at 6:30am with my kids and you keep driving. And then you call me and tell me you seen us!!!:omg:

I dont need you:angry

I'm taking a stand Tia Neal-Perry will never be used again by anybody.

I'm venting today but I'm in a great mood!!!:clap2:

Hey ma

Go weigh in tonite use it was a stepping stone if you gained or if you lost. Learn from it use it for your good!!!!

You are my inspiration and I'm looking up to you. "pressure"

You can do it

You can do it

As a matter of fact you have done it!!!!!!!!

You made a big change you took a big step

Hang in there and dont let it be in VAIN.

Love ya Lots ANGEL

Tia

I really have been pretty good this weekend baked foods, no sodas, no bread. Washed clothes somehow that relaxes me. But I ate a baby ruth and a butterfinger for breakfast this morning, well the 10th is approaching and Im ready formy first consult.

I hope all is well and that you all are having a good day. :biggrin1:

My word for the day is PROCRASTINATION. an unnecesarry delay in action. No more excuses!!!

TEXAS RULEZ:whoo:

You have taken a big step even thinking about the surgery. I too will be going the UT Soutwestern I made an appt for the 11 of November so I will be sure to tell you how it goes. Which doctor are you looking at to do the procedure? What insurance do you have?

i had some chicken quesidlalals well you know what im trying to say. but i didnt eat all of it. 1 half cup of coke thats it

As you know in my last entry my day was pretty rough:phanvan

But today is a much better day

Dreamed I got promoted to a sales manager *IT IS SO in JESUS name AMEN* and in that dream I was thin and very sure of ME!!!!

Started the car after 2 tries it purred like a Caddy *I claim that too*:mad:

Got my kids & the daycare staff minus 1 some donuts:star:

Gave a hanger to a couple that locked keys in the car

The same people asked for 4 dollars I gave them 10.00 not much but I obeyed the will of GOD.

I felt the presence of GOD hugging me I felt that he was please with me at 6:30 in the morning.:hug: The same time my car stopped in the middle of the road yesterday morning.

And it brings tears to my eyes to know just on Wednesday I had no clue how I was gonna get gas for my car. Or have enough bread & peanut butter to fix lunch for my daughter for the rest of the week. But GOD provided and HE is AWESOME.

THANK YOU GOD FOR BEING MY EVERYTHING EVEN WHEN I DON'T SAY IT OR SHOW IT !!!

(I'M THANKFUL)

:hail: :hail: :hail: :hail: :hail:

I speak blessings & peace to whom ever reads this.

Shout out to My Angel and to DougP and to all the Texas pre-banders!!!

WOW I HOPE MINE GOES FAST LIKE THAT I NEED IT TO

VERY VERY HAPPY FOR YOU

IM VERY HAPPY FOR YOU

THIS WILL BE A VERY SIMPLE AND QUICK ENTRY FOR ME

MY CAR STOPPED IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD AT 6:45AM WITH MY KIDS IN TOW:omg:

MY CELL PHONE IS OFF:tired

MY STOMACH IS IN KNOTS BECAUSE OF STRESS:sick

MY HAIR IS BREAKING OFF AT THE EDGES:mullet:

:help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :faint:

HEY I HAPPY

I'M ALIVE

MY KIDS ARE BLESSED AND WELL

I'M BLESSED AND WELL

YES I ATE CREAM OF WHEAT AND EGGS WITH SLPENDA I LOVE THAT!!!

I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A SUPER DAY!!

SPECIAL SHOUT OUT TO MY NEW :angel: YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE

AND TO

DOUGLASP :note2:

LOVE YA'LL:grouphug:

Hon you are so pretty look at that hair at least you got approved for the surgery i just found out that my company will be changing insurance providers. im trying my best to get the surgery done before january. and your hubby is super cute

You know it sounds so easy Teresita, but I thank you so much for your kind workds. I feel them around me I really do i guess I just miss being able to see them.

Thanks so much much

Luv to you Teresita you are my new ANGEL thank u thank u thank u.

:cry FOR SOME REASON ALL I COULD DO WAS THINK ABOUT MY BEST FRIEND & MY DAD'S FURNERAL:confused: :phanvan AND I CRIED UNTIL MY PILLOWCASE

WAS SOAKED. I HAD A BAD NIGHT ON OTHER WORDS OF COURSE I THINK

ABOUT THEM ALL THE TIME:rolleyes BUT LAST NITE WAS JUST SO

OVERWHELMING.:cry BUT I WOKE UP HAPPY TO GO TO WORK AND HAPPY

TO BE ALIVE!! IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME??? OR AM I STILL

GREIVING :cry

I LOVE YOU DADDY AND KARLA

:rolleyes I called the doctor's office just to see what my first consult would consist of.

I was advise I would be seeing the dietician,:pop2: :hungry:

The insurance lady:thumbs_up: :money:

And a nurse:nono:

And I would be meeting with the man himself Dr. Rivas:rockon:

That helped me out so much! Knowing I would get to get these things done with 1 appointment! :mad:

All I do is think about getting this Lapband in my body is that normal??:banplease: I just want to be healthy and live for my kids.

November 10 cant come soon enough!!

I want to be BANDED by Christmas!!! That would be the ULTIMATE gift to me!!

Hey there

I feel the same way you feel about the friendship thing I decided to give up on having a true friendship with more than 1 person. I think you have to spread yourself to thin when you have more then 1 close close person to you. One thing I learned from being burned by so-called friends dont say anything out loud that you dont want repeated. in others just keep it to yourself tell your journal tell your teddy bear or tell your pillow. I guess I've been hurt too many times by the same group of folk. But you hang in there and fell free to email me anytime.

Stay focused on what you need to do

:cheer2: I must start off by saying thank GOD for another day:clap2: although I might not sound greatful I'am truly.

at 8am my attitude got read bad, like as soon as I got out of my sisters car I went from :mad: to :angry !!!!

I love my job it EASY, but I will admit a few of the people here are some simple, back stabbing, liver sucking roaches!!!:omg: I dont pay any attention to them.

I very frustrated about my weight my clothes have looked horrible on me all week:cry my last pair of shoes are busting on the side:cry!

If anyone out there prays to GOD please pray for me and my mental & emotional wellness. :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help:

thanks for letting me vent

:angel::angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel:

R.I.P. DADDY & Karla M. Thomas*best-friend*

:think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think

KEE KEE

girl just out of no where Im a receptionist and the sales managers have assistants but they are very nice to me. They know I'm a single parent of two and struggling to make it everyday. I always share and give to others so GOD blessed me thru her yesterday. I gave 2 of the purses away to my sister.

Walked into work today surprised by 2 Louie V's, 1 Coach, 1 Prada bag!:faint:

WOW that really made my day:D :mad: :biggrin1: :biggrin1: :biggrin1: :(

I'm still thick and FINE

but tired of the weight.:huytsao

Guess What

I got to make an appointment with a Dr. H. Rivas in Dallas for 11-10-06 and I'm so pumped about it!!! I was told his bedside manner was awesome and that I would always be able to contact him:biggrin1: so I made a whole heap of progress today.

My pcp referral dept has already faxed the paper to Dr. Rivas!!! :mad:

WOW i cant wait to see him!!

I'M COMING OUT

I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW

LET MY FEELING SHOW!!!!

diana ross 19??????

Not sure why my X-husband is so nice now a days I asked him if he had a policy on me and was trying to knock me off!!!!:mad:

I had some baked chicken with salsa and tea :hungry:

Man I hate tea dont know how to make it just the right sweetness...

Anyways ya'll stay focused

I'm still waiting on a call from the Lapband specialist for an appt.

Love ya'll

MY MOOD AT THE MOMENT IS :help: :phanvan

I CALLED TO THE L-BAND DOCTORS OFFICE TODAY TO CHECK ON A OPENING FOR AN NEW-PATIENT APPOINTMENT AND I GOT SENT TO VMAIL. THEN I CALL BACK AND I HAD TO GIVE ALL MY INFORMATION AGAIN TO A DIFFERENT LADY AND NOW I THINK I HAVE TO WAIT ANOTHER WEEK IN A HALF FOR AN APPT. I'M GETTING FRUSTRATED ABOUT THIS TRYING TO STAY ENCOURAGED BUT IT'S GETTING VERY HARD AND THIS IS JUST THE START OF THE JOURNEY. :phanvan

I LOVE YOU ALLY, NICHOLAS, DADDY & KARLA :mad:

HOPEFULLY I WILL BE FEELING BETTER BY THE END OF THE DAY!!!

Ok my day is going good, made up with my boyfriend:kiss2:

He is being very supportive about the Lband and I love him for that! He had loved me for the past 12 years from skinny to obese!! and I know our love will go to another level once I get this procedure done. He really dosent want me to do it BUT I gotta do it for ME!!! :mad:

It's strange how you can tell a person that's not apart of your family you deep dark secrets and they still love you:nervous

My family is not supporting me at all so I gotta do this by myself, BUT I'm happy I have you guys to give your comments so that helps!!!:clap2:

got a picture of myself but I dont know how to put it on here :phanvan so if someone would give me instructions in simple terms I would appreciate it.

Oh Yeah I had some Tilapia today it was AWESOME pretty soft I'm going to practice chewing :hungry:

Have a ROCKIN WEEKEND:cool:

Hi my name is Tia & I'm a pre-bander!!! :( :) :)

I called them yesterday and they gave me a list of who they cover and they said they would need documentation from my pcp that I have tried diet after diet etc i told them that I had done all that with my pcp thats why she gave me the referral to go ahead and do the procedure. So I called all the doctors and Im waiting for them to call me back with an appt. Should I go ahead and get my medical records from my pcp? And should I let her go ahead and do blood work?

As you all know I went to my PCP to discuss the procedure, and she almost bit my head off for not being able to loss weight on my on:mad: I was hurt and deeply offend by her statement, I must admit I was a bit senstive about get on the scale in front of her. I gained 1 pound:phanvan but I felt lower than a bug when she said and I quote "It amazing how people can say that they can lose with weight with this band but you can't do it on your own it's mind over matter." End quote

:omg: CLOSE you mouths I know!!!:omg:

I was to out done! I look that witch dead in the eye and told her butt OFF!! By the time I was done with her she sent me on my way with HER blessing and the APPROVAL for a specialist!!!!!!!!!!

I will be changing PCP as soon as this procedure done!:mad:

I have already called the doctor and I'am waiting for them to call me with the appointment. :clap2:

But it's cool baby Tia got what she needed and it's all good baby-baby!!

Im changing my life for the BETTER

Dedicated to

Alexandria & Nicholas "my kids"

&

In Memory of

Pastor Burnis B. Neal II "DADDY"2004

&

First-Lady Karla M. Thomas "Best-Friend"2006

I need ya'lls support let the BANDING BEGAN!!!:clap2:

What is TOPS never heard of that before? Yea we should talk more you can always email me at my work address tia_neal-perry@Hilton.com

Im so nervous about the doctos visit.

P.S. Every time I walk up the stairs it sounds like popcorn in my kness! If she says no to Lapband after i tell her that then Im looking for another PCP!!