A NIGHT OF SADNESS BUT A MORNING OF JOY!!

:cry FOR SOME REASON ALL I COULD DO WAS THINK ABOUT MY BEST FRIEND & MY DAD'S FURNERAL:confused: :phanvan AND I CRIED UNTIL MY PILLOWCASE

WAS SOAKED. I HAD A BAD NIGHT ON OTHER WORDS OF COURSE I THINK

ABOUT THEM ALL THE TIME:rolleyes BUT LAST NITE WAS JUST SO

OVERWHELMING.:cry BUT I WOKE UP HAPPY TO GO TO WORK AND HAPPY

TO BE ALIVE!! IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME??? OR AM I STILL

GREIVING :cry

I LOVE YOU DADDY AND KARLA

Awww poor baby, been there done that and still go through periodically. Yes you are still grieving but this is temporary for you. You realize the sun will come in the morning and so does joy. Start remembering the good times you had with them and think about how proud they would be of you for taking control of your health.

They are smiling down on your so it is only right for you to smile all day and night because you were blessed to have such wonderful people touch your life. Joy will be with you tonight if you choose to have it. Smile Pretty One.

Lots of (((((Hugggsss)))))

You know it sounds so easy Teresita, but I thank you so much for your kind workds. I feel them around me I really do i guess I just miss being able to see them.

Thanks so much much

Luv to you Teresita you are my new ANGEL thank u thank u thank u.

You are precious. Baby I understand. I lost the most important people in my life. My mom about 15 years ago, my oldest brother 14 years ago, my grandmother 4 years ago, my seroget mother (family friend) 3 years, my dad 2 1/2 years, my best girlfriend early this year. I am past the crying everyday, now it is periodically. It is when i want someone to share the good or the bad with. I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to.

I think losing weight is helping to ease the pain because I am learning to love me and I am giving the attention to me. When before I needed all their love for my lack thereof. It takes time, patience and you have to try to find peace. When you are in a crying spell listen to your thoughts, are they positive. It is ok to say I miss you guys but then let your thoughts tell them all the positive things going on. Basically count your blessings to them and thank God. That always calms me. Help someone else who doesn't have. It will warm your heart, I mean the simplest things. The person in line in the grocery store who has a few items and you let them in front of you. If the person in front of you don't have enough money to buy one item. Offer it, if you can afford it. That person will remember that for a long time and may even bless someone like that.

Tianealperry life is short, give everyone in the house a big hug and smile. Say goodmorning and smile at people you don't like and don't expect a response. WWJD- I know you know what that means. ; )