Boo Boo Kitty

Good god girl. I am so envious of you! Congratulations you look beyond fab! I am looking forward to the day my sagging girls don't hit the ground when I walk without a bra! lol...

I have this problem as well, but I have found a system that helps. I put the big girl clothes into consignment, and don't take the $$ out. I have been just shopping with the credit there. It is working nice. It is funny as hell though to see my stuff on the racks. Part of me wants to take them back...lol....why I have no idea. lol....

Hello all Well, the trip was less than quiet of course. We had some major problems that got worked out. But, even though it has only been a few days I feel myself just pulling away. I think I have reached that point where I just can't deal anymore. I am sure he knows it. He keeps asking me what is wrong, I tell him nothing. I feel sad, depressed, but actually almost relieved I am starting to care less about being hurt all of the time. Is this what letting go feels like?

Hey girls. Back from a family trip. I see you all are keeping up the GREAT work! Brandi--keep rocking it girl and you will waste away into a tiny little thing! Maud--I have done it before, I think as long as you do it a week before a trip you will be fine. VA--You can do it! Bannie--It was over 100 where we were this week, it sucked. What is it up with this damn global warming thing?? Blah... We went to Cedar Point for a few days. It is an amusement park. I haven't been there in ages since I was too big to ride anything. I had a blast on the rides. Although I don't remember being quite so scared ontehm when I was younger! lol... But it was great to be able to ride whatever I wanted without having to worry if I fit in the seat or not. But the scale has not moved in weeks, no matter what I do. I hate it. I don't want to be stuck so close to where I want to be. I am going to go in for a fill before we go up north next week.

Thank you!

MMM.... "I'd like to bank on you." so sorry, lame as hell. Good for a laugh though right??

Thanks so much to all you for trying to help me! I got some really good ideas. Like I told Faith, how I react next time is going to depend on how I am feeling (being asleep and all) at that moment. I like the "Wish you would tell me when I am awake" line. Good news is, he is talking to me now. That is why I have been offline. Trying to keep him interacting with me as much as possible. But I feel in my heart I shouldn't have to try this hard. I thought I was broken, but I realize that I am not the one broken he is. I can't let him break me too. I would love to email or chat but he is disabled, so no work for him. That is probly part of his problem. But we are taking a family trip to Cedar Point for a few days. Hopefully it goes well! I will be with the in laws, which is just more issues...ugh... Thanks again so much guys for the support. I truly appreciate it.

WOOOO HOOOOOO girlie! We told you so, we told you so, we told you so!!!! lol..... Congratualtions enjoy it! You deserve it!

Libra I am sorry. It seems we are in the same boat.....blah...

The problem is if you can't get them to go, or work on your marriage there isn't alot of hope. I have spent the last 3 days without a word said to me other than "get my food". So counceling isn't gonna cut it. I can't even get him to look at me.

I wasm 16 and thinner than a rail when we met almost 15 years ago. He should know the person I was then skinny. I don't feel like my personality changed at all fat, I was still me just hidden under weight. Most people have told me that they are surprised that I haven't changed in personality. Which I find weird... As for us, the last few days have not given me much reason to hold out hope.

I agree Lucy. Although I have no problem watching sports on the tube. Look how far that gets me. But as far as my DAH being my first love he actually wasn't. I had someone just before him who was my knight in shinning armour. I regret everyday of my life that I let him go... blah...

Good lord why the heck is the insurance company making such a big deal over singulair? Insurance sucks most of the time and we can't live without it. I am not worried about the pot hurting, but the mess...lol...

The man I want is sweet and supportive and shows me love not just affection but love. I think about leaving most days, but it seems when I am at my surest I shoud go, he does something sweet or says something to me (when he thinks I am alseep) that shows me just the way it could be, the way I want. I have been with him 15 years, I know no one else. Maybe that is why when he lets me see a bit of the man I love I choose to stay. I just feel like I want to be happy, but maybe what I want isn't possible. Is there really a perfect partner or are they something we create in our mind and no one else can live up to the dream?

Happy 4th of July ladies! :cool: Here is to our independence with weight loss! WOO HOOO!!!!!!!!!!! :biggrin1:

I absolutely agree. I can't even count how many people treated me as if I was dumb when I was bigger. It stinks...

I saw those on Oprah. I just can't bring myself to do that. I can not believe that a woman did it on Oprah...lol.. Let us know how it went today!

Ah....yes this kiss. I think I remember what it is like. I think the last time I got THAT kiss that makes your knees buckle, was when we broke up and I was daiting someone else. My DH wanted me back, I said no, he kissed me, and well the rest is history.... The soaps make everything seem so damn easy...lol....except the women never know who their baby's daddy is...but hey that could be a good trade off for that kiss right??

Good lord you biking women! Woo hoo!!! Yeah! I need to take a page from your book and get on the bike! Brandi--thanks girl. I finally feel like a normal person now...lol... Nat--you can do it sweetie no problem! Do it by 12/07 that is my bday...lol... I am sorry you have tooth drama. That sucks. I hate it! Steph--sorry Aunt Flo is messing you up, she is such a witch! Claud--glad to see you sweetie! I missed you. You can do it sweetie! We all know you can! Banannie--just throw the scale away. Get rid of it. Scales suck..... They shouldn't be the only way we feel good!

If Courntey Love was my mom I would seriously consider emancipation no matter what my age. Some people should just not be allowed to reproduce, she should be on top of that list with Micheal Jackson!

Claritin did not work for me for crap...if I were you I wouldn't waste my time with it. I used to live in Texas for a few years so I know how bad it is there! It got 1o THOUSAND times worse. Just never go without med for it and you are ok. I didn't take mine yesterday, after our discussion and paid for it at bedtime....ugh....

Hello all. I was invited to this thread by Faith. I see the topic of the time is waxing. I am not brave enough for anyone to see me down there...rotfl....

Actually I think it has gotten worse, I never even thouoght about that! He is just so disconnected. I hate it.