Boo Boo Kitty

I am having the port moved in a few weeks. Because of school I have to wait for December for other revisions.

I just want to post that I am the worst fucking mother ever. My girls are gone and I killed 4 guinea pigs today by accident and I am sure they will hate me....How do I fix this???

Fran--thanks! I am praying he will do it. I am convinced they are what I need! Ghost--I agree with clothes I am happy, too bad I have to be naked sometimes....blah... Denise--I do actually EVERY arm machine they have at my gym. I do them all because I didn't have a trainer to tell me what to do, so I figured if I did them all I would get something right. lol.... They have I think around 9-10 of them. I will write down names next time for ya. I have a ton of skin still but I think it is more sleek with exercise.

MY GIRLS! I miss you all so much. We all need to get our shit together! I miss all of you! I am dealing with all the drama in my life. I am having surgery on the 18th to move the port. Not too happy. Surgery to be fix the PS problems will be in December. I am thinking I am also going to get implants to fill them out. I hope the Dr will agree. I want to get it done when he fixes them so I don't have to have a 4th surgery this year....blah.... Otherwise things are good. I miss you all terribly! Claud--I want to come to see you before my surgery? Got time?

WOOOOO HOOOOO!!!!!! Room size closet here I come! :smile:

They say we don't loose as much, but you loose as much as you want IF you do the work. I have lost 165 lbs in 18 months. SO I have lost 100% of my excess weight. More than a bandster or a RNY. If you work it, it works!

Depends on how much you like the person....lol... IF you know them well, I mean very well thank them and tell them it is not really you. Ask them if they would be ok if you exchange. If you don't like them do it anyways and apoligize later...lol..

Do you think it would be wrong to move a child out to do that??? :thumbup:

Karey--he plans on readjusting the breasts from the bottom. BUT I am really contemplating implants. I don't want them any bigger but I couldn't handle any smaller. I feel they need to be fuller on top. I hate all these decisions. I didn't talk to him about it, so I hope it is even an option even if I have to pay for the implants themselves. I hate this. He will be fixing the tummy, the sides dog ear with new cuts and some lipo. Lap--I haven't had work on my arms, if I had my way I would. BUT there is that long scar to deal with which I DO NOT want. SO I just work them out harder....ugh...

So sorry Stef. Hugs to you, we are all here for you and know how you feel. I will still blow bbay dust for you! Hugs! :thumbup:

Well I have finally got up the courage to put up these new photos. These are actually REALLY hard for me to do! I can't upload them to photobucket so you have to go to the link.... The new photos start with problems... Plastic Surgery Pictures, Videos, Photos, Pics, Before, After, Cosmetic Surgery :seeya:

Hey Denise Here is my before and after that I posted on the before/after thread. Did you want the BIG one? lol...

Easier to cheat on the band?? WOW if someone knows a way to cheat please tell me! My mom had the RNY, she eats 2-3 times more than I do and eats crap. She can't get an adjustment now that she has stretched her pouch and is very sorry she did it. I personally think the band is a bit harder than the RNY because if we wanted we could eat bad stuff. We have to make more of a commitment, maybe that is what is so scary to them!

:biggrin2:Lil Miss---PLEASE girl! 5 pairs? Get over it! At least you have no self control over shoes and not something like food!

Hospice care is for a disease or illness that is terminal, but expected to last 6 months or less. But because of the way things run their course different in each person it can last much longer. But generally hospice is fofr 6 months or less. The anticipation is 6 months or less but can be more. But Grace, there are things that you can do in this case. The first thing is to get together with your other sisters and get power of attorney. You need to do this with haste. Once your sister begins to make decisions she will set precendence. You can not let that happen. I agree to check and see if your mother has a living will, or living trust. Does she have a DNR or other orders? You need to know all of these things. I am getting my degree in Human Aging and deal specifially in these things. They can be very tricky when it comes to family, good luck!

I get crap all the time from RNY. I had one tell me that I had the surgery that makes you throw up all the time. I told her at least I didn't have the one that made you shit all the time. I am sick of it being us against them. My mom had the RYN and even she is like that. I get to show off though when I go to the Dr. They make a big deal about me there bc I am the most sucessful bandster they have ever had, so I get more attention. I love it and a few times I have swayed people away from the RNY. I am NOT a fan of obesityhelp because of the RNYsters over there.

I know you are right Mac. But it really is so damn hard for me. I have lots of friends but no one I ever get close to. I just don't open myself up. I think I am very jaded right now. My former best friend literally dropped me right before my PS. I was to be a bridesmaid in her wedding and everything, and she quit talking to me. She talks to me now, but it is weird. We will never be the same, I wasn't even invited to the wedding. She says she was never mad at me or anything. SO why even bother anymore? :thumbup:

Karri Hun I am so sorry you are so leaky! I leaked a tiny bit but nothing like that! Keep away from the carbs, they are not what you really need right now! Hugs and keep on healing baby!

Thanks everyone. I am feeling better. My mom has resinded the "I am not taking her". I got really bitchy with her. They complain that they never see my kids and when given the opportunity they blow it. I told her she should feel sad about how she is making her GD feel. My daughter was devestated. SO they are going to rearrange their plans (which they made after) and take her for a few days. Her reasoning was bs. She said she forgot, but we have been confirming it for months and months now. My mom and I have a not so good relationship. She competes with me. She had the bypass a few months after I did the band. She is the one now telling me that I am anorexic and she needs to "have an intervention" with me. WTF? I haven't lost anything since PS. She told me the other day my cheecks look sunken in.....c'mon. You guys see me all the time, do I look anorexic? lol... LuLu can I come to Texas? I love all of those things! lol... Losing--literally no one but my parents and my DH parents have ever ever watched my kids. I have some issues with that. My bf is always too busy, although I can watch her boy anytime. Since all of the weight loss I pretty much only have a few friends far away and all of you. Who of course I would DIE without! I love you all! I must be a real bitch now cuz no one likes me... Sorry pitty party over....ugh....

Kathy I thought I would go nuts before I was released for exercise. I think waiting was the worst thing ever. DD let me pack her stuff yesterday, so she is changing her mind a bit. I will let you know if she goes.....

I have to rant and race. I am so freaking pissed off I could blow fire from my mouth. My oldest is going to GS camp. Well the plan has been SINCE February that my parents were taking my youngest for the week. My DH never get time alone, and that is not a lie. In the 9 years I have been a mother my kids have been watched by a babysitter 0, yes 0 times. Our family lives 2 houirs away so it has been AT LEAST 2 years since we have goen out together. Well mommy dearest tells me that they are not taking Faith now. THe day before we were supposed to take her up there, It is total BS. NO wonder I hate my family. F*CK.... No wonder my marriage is to shit too....grrrrr....thanks for listening! :scared2:

80's chick I am so sorry you had to go through this, but chalk it up to a very hard lesson to learn! It could have been SOOOO much worse! You could have damaged your band or your body. It sucks you had to go through this, but maybe it is what your body needed before you really caused problems. Your pride will heal hunny! Good luck! And BIG hugs!

OMG! WHy the hell would you hand someone your freaking phone!! IN THE AIRPORT??? They could be a terrorist! WTH??? lol....

Thanks guys. I am getting back to things pretty good. I got a call from PS yesterday. He won't move the port at the same time as the revisions, so I will be having 2 more surgeries. I was hoping he could fix that screw up as well, but oh well. I am sure it will be better to have the Bariatric place fix it, I jsut don't want 2 big scars on my tight tummy! I am loving bikinnis now! lol... Went running last night and took my 9 year old. She fell it was so horrible, cuts all over, stiches on her elbow. I feel so horrible, she is supposed to leave for GS camp tommorow and now doesn't want to go..... I guess from now on I will leave my exercise obsession for just me! :scared2:

Lil Miss! Look at you!! WOO HOOOO!! :thumbup: