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I am still pre op (8 days til surgery) but heres my confessions

On saturday i cheated on my liquid diet, i ate 6 tacos for dinner and had soda.. wait it gets better....
My bf and i each ate half of a mrs smiths apple pie with vanilla ice cream ( my fav thanksgiving treat). I think my nerves and cravings just got the best of me
I confess that i am back on track finally and m hoping i didnt do too much damage... no more cheating i swear
i confess that i look the other way or pretend to look at ny phone to avoid having to speak to people at work. I fear they are "looking at me" and thinking yuck look at what a fatty she is
I confess that i check this site so many times when i am supposed to be working
i confess that even though i am in a relationship for 5 years i wouldnt mind some attention from the opposite sex.

Mouse I know what u mean! And I love the fact! It's so hard to believe that 6 days from rite now I will be sporting my new sleeve!

I got approved....YEAH....Nov 20th here I come & I'm having my 35th B-day party at the hospital!!! lol

Defiantly ask your surgeon you don't want anything hindering your special day.

Thank u - pls send all positive vibes to all being sleeved tomorrow. I send mine to u for a quick approval

I can't wait to be there, when I get my approval my dance party begins

I'm so excited for you!

Thank you so much I needed that! I called today because they had until yesterrday to have it in medical review, they said it looks like they are wrapping things up?

6 days left until I am sleeved. I think that I've hit almost every emotion that there is. I'm grateful to everyone who has shared their own experience. You have no idea how much I appreciate you!

Yaaay!! Yours is next Jessica and Mazz!!!

Trust me I know how you feel!!! I started in May and just got approved on Tuesday! Yours is coming!!!! Keep at it!!

APPROVED TODAY!!! So my 10/29 date is a go yay!!! 90 required diet weight submitted with request for approval on 10/11 and approval received 10/24. My current BMI is 41 no co-morbidities. Time to create my weight ticker...so excited and I hope everyone else's process moves along quickly as well. I started this process June 7th.

I had some of that ambivalence too, but I got over it quickly. I am ready to stop this yo-yo stuff, and the best way for me is to have the surgery. I have tried to lose weight on my own too many times, and my inability to stick to it over the long term is proof enough that IT'S NOT WORKING. Somebody famous said something like... Insanity is doing the same thing over and over, and expecting different results. My surgery is scheduled for Nov 13th, and I'm EXCITED!

I love the first name identity, it feels personal. This is personal, it's the most personal part of me and I feel so normal here. Thanks everyone for sharing yor stories. My name is Mandi and i have always been the " big girl with such a pretty face " I work in the beauty industry and I am very good at making others feelmgood about themselves but deep down I hurt so bad, I'm embarrassed and disgusted with myself. I use humor to cover it up but when I go home at night after working with beautiful women, models and local celebrities the pain is alway still there.