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thank you again everyone!!!! im actually pretty happy right now.. i know this might be TMI, but lol aunt flow is here and thankfully i haven't gained any weight... yet... lol, im not losin either,but ill take that over a gain! im just sittin at 199.5 today a whole .01 loss from yesterday.. but its still early on.. but today i start tough mudder training so im hoping that will help keep the lbs at bay.

thank you riss and eren!!!! and eren looks like you don't have that much further to go.. thats awesome.. i can't wait to hit goal! good luck on your journey im sure you will be there in no time at all

Congrats on the onederland i too just hit that mark today, so i know the feeling im waiting for tomorrow when that number might go back up, but ill still take the little joys in life!!! On the other note i hope all your medical issues get resolved because you have obviously worked hard to get to this moment and i really wish you all the joy for your effort!

So I am officially in ONEderland!!!!!! weighed in at 199.6! lol im so excited.. but i know it will be short lived which is why im celebrating anyways... cuz aunt flow is about to step in and ruin everything, but hey its life.. guess i gotta deal right! on a good note tho.. I start boot camp next week which means those pounds will fall back off soon enough! i can't wait!!!!!!!! Boot camp is gonna be my jump start to tough mudder... ill start a new blog of my journey if anyone is interested in hearing about it!

I was a 40 DDD before surgery now im a 38DDD at 8 weeks out, but i was also one of those girls that developed early so even when i weighed less my ladies were always big.. so i don't really expect them to go down to much...and honestly im kind of ok with that.. im sure i will need an augmentation later down the road, but so far they are hangin in there...lol no pun intended.

ladies in know you feel my pain! lol and gents sometimes i swear you guys have it easy!!!! oh how i loathe thee! ok not really, but sometimes i seriously have penis envy. lol.. ok not sure if im allowed to say that on here, but oh well... YEA THAT JUST HAPPENED! LOLOLOLOL. You know what tho.. im so glad that i can come here and just vent sometime, makes me feel better. and on that note weighed in this mornin... and oh wait im 200.6 lol from yesterday at 200.8.... NOW THATS CRUELTY AT ITS BEST!!!!!

its not when you lose 100 lbs its when you hit the hundreds! lol its all good.. it can be what ever you want it to be.. but thats the norm is when you finally see 1_ _ on the scale

ok.. i have been bouncing back and fourth for the past 2 weeks between 201-204... i am sooooooo close to onederland.. and i know partially its my fault but... SERIOUSLY!!!! LOL i woke u this mornin and i weighed 200.8 grrrrrrrrr come on i ran 4 miles yesterday! give me a break... and what really sux is i will probably hit onederland tomorrow and then its that time of the month in like 3 days which means ill probably shoot back up to 203...SMH. ok so i know this really is more of a RANT than a post, but i just had to put that out there....

oh my... lol well then i guess you are used to an abundance of estrogen..lol

I do see a few guys every now and again...lol... But dang..the women are out in full force...u guys are sprinkled in...and its sooo funny..with all the ladies on here u guys have to feel a little estrogen envy...lol anyways just wanted to say hey guys!!!

ok i know there are way more men out there than this!! i want to see you guys, hear you guys on this forum, your input is as much needed as the woman, and actually sometimes its nice to have a guys perspective.. Are you guys shy or something... lol... WHERE ARE ALL THE MEN?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

thank you char!!! i know ill make it eventually just need to get my head back in the game!

oh ladies how i love thee!!!! you all are amazing.. and honestly who needs a man when you have VST! no but seriously.. i actually don't mind being single.. have been most of my life.. im not and never have been one of those girls that needs a man to feel complete.. I have very good friends, and i love myself, and im patient so i know the right one will come around eventually. infact CATS... me and a few of my single girls are planning just that, we are gonna get all dolled up and go out! and i fully intent on making someones girl jealous! lolololol no but really is it nice to have someone special send you flowers and candy... ABSO-FREAKING-LUTELY....but i also don't mind getting flowers from my best friend who loves me to pieces too.

is it just me or does being single for Valentines day SERIOUSLY SUCK?!?!?!?!?!? LOL

lol love it!!!! BOB is definitely a wonder boy! lol and i swear it only gets worse the closer it gets to valentines day!

i had the repair the same time as surgery and at first it was a little difficult to swallow but its much better now.. with the meats i found that i needed to take smaller bites, i didn't go to red meats right away, mainly stuck with chicken and fish. But you are still early out so don't worry to much it will get better. my suggestion try smaller bites to start with, especially with the denser meats.

definitely one for the bucket list..lol.. everybodys gotta try a bad boy once! they are sooooo much fun.. but you gotta make sure its the bad boy with the good heart! those are the best.

oh weee favore, you go girl!!!!! see im a sucker for tattoos i love me some bad boy with a sweet smile!

lyra-- i will keep an update of my progress..and the experience.. im pretty sure about 2 days into it i will regret it.. lol but ill keep it up. and good luck to you as well i know you will have an amazing journey! when is your surgery set for?

the training work out themselves is enough to kill ya.. lol thats awesome you should try it.. and if you get a CT team we can exchange blogs and pics that would be awesome!

Less i was in the middle of drinkin some Water when i read this and litterally spit it every where i was laughing so hard.. lol girl you are crazy!!! that was too cute.. its intense i know, but its definitely worth while... cuz when you finish the race even if its last place you will have accomplished something that only about 3% of the population could achieve. lol

click on the link at the end of my post... its basically a fitness competition... really gruiling.. it test physical mental and emotional strength and stamina

Hey everyone.. i was just wondering if there was anyone in the sac, ca area that would like to train for the tough mudder with me. it will be a great way to kick up your weightloss as well as get mentally and physically in shape.. im tellin you right now that it wont be easy but when you complete the competition you will feel so free of anything that was keeping you down before, because if you can do THIS....YOU CAN DO ANYTHING!!!!! I am shooting for the Sept 2012 competition in TAHOE.. but im willing to also recognize that i just had surgery and that i don't think i will have built up the stamina needed to compete that early so worse case senario, i start training now and wait till next year FEB to compete in the bay area. It would be really nice to start up a team and do it together, but i know not everyone has the same level of fitness ability. So if you are interested let me know.. because i am going to start training ASAP! and for those of you that just want to see the journey i will document it.. pictures and all.. and its gonna be sweat, blood and tears!

You are gonna be sooooooo happy when you accomplish that goal and i know your gonna get there quick! and its definitely a nice treat for yourself.. although i have to say.. GO WITH MIAMI!!!! LOL

thanks irene!!! it was definitely nice not to have to worry about the gym, but i know i need to crack down. and now that im back to reality.. lol but now ive actually gotta get to business cuz im gonna start training for the tough mudder.. dont you live in the sac area.. would you want to do tough mudder?