Hi Mel
I’m also 6 year post op and I, too, have gained 15 lbs.
Had an interesting conversation with a friend today who said the opposite of addiction is not sobriety, but connection.
Could that be true for you?
Are you missing some kind of connection in your life?
I think for me, it might be connection to my body. I tend to live in my head, and take my body for granted.
Hope you find a way through this dark time.
Take care of yourself.