Help (may be TMI for some of you) P.S. not a rant or rave, just off-topic

[DerickM 1]

I was being a smartass just in case some took me seriously.

[j_war06 0]

LOL Ive tried the freakin rabbit AND the bullet AND the mini bullet!!! It has nothing to do with an O. Its the connection so to speak. I like to be kissed and adored and worshipped in a way...maybe its just the attention lol! I should just post naked pics on the internet (KIDDING!!) Its more or less the feeling that Im wanted as a beautiful sexual creature. That Im desired...Maybe its because I NEVER got any attention (as far as getting hit on etc...) in school. I was always the "fat girl". So maybe its just psychological, maybe Im a nympho for different reasons...I realize this, I dont like to O its doesnt feel very good to me (dont get me wrong, every now and then its great) but for the most part I just want to know that I CAN please a man, that I am a real woman....And lets just face it, Im addicted to "the game" and Ive only lost once...but Im still playing and trust me, when Im done it will be 1:1 (I have a few secrets of my own after the case settles lol!) I just need to get back on the Prozac heard that would kill it lol

[circa 0]

Oh Ive tried all the good ones out there, but the fact that I have to do it myself doesnt work because no matter what fantasy I imagine, it just goes straight back to the fact that Im a woman touching myself in that way, and im a little homophobic in a real way (not a denial way) lol! Im serious I freak out if another woman comes within so many inches of me, it really grosses me out for some reason

There's nothing homoerotic about it though. Women are supposed to nurture - especially themselves