Well here we go. I got so nervous that I went on a pre surgery shopping spree at Macy's lmao!! Couldn't sleep last night and I keep thinking I just dropped 400 on cloth that I won't be wearing in a few months. I'm stressing on small stuff like my pedicure or lack of it and how dry my skin feels w/o lotion and potions and lord above the lack of deodorant. So I guess I'm a little scared and deflecting. Time to go to what really works for me to release fear Prayer and meditation

Don't sweat the small stuff! You are gonna do great and in a few short weeks the pain will be forgotten and you life begins again. Good luck, Jamie. Hang on tight, you are in for a great ride!