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it has. but i dont know if its because of the weight loss or the betrayal of close friends when i was hospitalized from my leak. now, i keep my head up high which my on and off boyfriend of 10yrs feels im "full of myself". i guess hes used to me being insecure where now im not. he hates that i get attention from guys & feels like im "gassed because of it but thats false! those r his own insecurities playing tricks on him. i think ex friends are jealous because they suffer with weight issues and "look down" on weight loss surgery patients. if anyone thinks they are better than anyone, it would be them thinking they are better than us! i think they are just haters. then its ppl like that that make the "new jaz" come out & ill say things that make me sound cocky like "she wish she looked like me" etc. but its only because of the way "she"/they act. otherwise, i wouldnt say anything like that.

You are a very pretty girl. You were pretty before you surgery. I hate when people tell me awww you have such a pretty face, so I would never say that!!! You just have a smile that seems infectious. Do you think your attitude has changed?

I have to admit I got a little teary eyed when I watched this because I know how much you struggled at first with your leak etc.and now to see the before and after and how far you have come along..it's really heart touching!! I'm so happy for you! You are doing amazing! I bet you feel amazing and you look amazing! It's sad that you have people who have tried to hold you down because of their insecurities and face it probably jealousy. I think WLS in general has been thought of as being the "easy way" out for so long that people just accept that. They don't understand it's not the easy way out. It takes work, and commitment, and not everyone can commit to it! You can and have! That just shows you're stronger than them!

Wow you look GREAT :-)

i wish i could squeeze you right now! you have no idea how it makes me feel when people took the time to read my rants and actually feel for me. people who were closest to me didnt even give a KCUF about my pain and suffering and people who ive been there for never cared! but people ive never met care! it makes me teary eyed reading stuff like that. thank you for remembering me. its much appreciated.

I have to admit I got a little teary eyed when I watched this because I know how much you struggled at first with your leak etc.and now to see the before and after and how far you have come along..it's really heart touching!! I'm so happy for you! You are doing amazing! I bet you feel amazing and you look amazing! It's sad that you have people who have tried to hold you down because of their insecurities and face it probably jealousy. I think WLS in general has been thought of as being the "easy way" out for so long that people just accept that. They don't understand it's not the easy way out. It takes work, and commitment, and not everyone can commit to it! You can and have! That just shows you're stronger than them!

Wow you look GREAT :-)

thank you love!

Truly inspiring! Thank you for sharing your journey, especially for someone like me who is going through the pre-surgical insecurities and fears.

You are welcome! I followed you faithfully, everyday hoping to get good news that you was starting to feel better.. even a little better! It's awesome to see where you are now! You are an inspiration to many!

i wish i could squeeze you right now! you have no idea how it makes me feel when people took the time to read my rants and actually feel for me. people who were closest to me didnt even give a KCUF about my pain and suffering and people who ive been there for never cared! but people ive never met care! it makes me teary eyed reading stuff like that. thank you for remembering me. its much appreciated.

Wow! You look amazing! Your transformation is awesome. I haven't had my surgery yet but I hope my transformation look like your transformation. Keep up the good work and best wishes!!

wow amazing!!! you look awesome!! ps. your boobs look great like you've had a lift or something lol sorry for noticing... but they do!! I hope I dont completely lose mine.

Wow. What a transformation. Congrats

As we say in Puert Rican: Guao!! ( wow)

Great Video. You are such an inspiration!!! I hope I can do as well as you. You're beautiful. Congratulations on all the hard work!!

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Would you choose to do it again?

You look great, im so proud of you u did it girl. Im 3 months out lost 42 pounds but I dont feel it. I dont have that much support witg my friends how did you deal with it. My friends don't say anything about my weight lost r the Surgery r you look nice type of thing. I feel like the wish me the worst and are hating :/ I trye for it not to bother me at all but is hard cuz they were suppose to be my support.team. Anyways luv u look great.

You look fantastic. I have read your earlier accounts that detailed your leak and your struggle to recovery. It's so good to know that when things turned around everything began to come together. You look so happy and I think it's great how you share your story with others. This can give hope to those having complications because I'm sure sometimes they probably think it will never get better.