Well...T minus 8 hours. I'm surprisingly calm. I've kept myself so busy today that I've barely noticed I've only had Clear liquids. I weighed myself tonight and I'm 6 pounds heavier than this morning. I hope its just all of those fluids. I'll flip out if they cancel surgery because of Water weight gain. I just got my shower and used the Hibiclens antiseptic as instructed by my doctor. I've had a moment with all of my kids telling them how much I love them. I'm ok with this. I just pray everything goes well. I have 5 kids that I want to be around for.

I'm waking up at 5 to do another Hibiclens scrub and take my prilosec. We leave for the hospital at 6...its not quite an hour away. I was told that I have to do my hugs and kisses in the lobby and family isn't allowed in the pre-op area. That makes me very anxious. I should mention my husband and my parents are going to be there for me. I'm so blessed to have such a wonderful support system.

I feel like this is so surreal. Like I can't believe its really happening. I hope I stay strong and not flip out once I get there. I'm having the majority of my stomach removed...wow. Tonight, when I took my pre-surgery pics it reaffirmed for the 1000th time that I'm doing the right thing.

I wish I would of done a video blog. Maybe once I'm home I'll do that. If you are up at around 730 central time, please say a prayer for me or send good thoughts. I really appreciate it. I do plan on taking my laptop though I may not use it at all. Depends on how I'm feeling.

I can't thank everyone enough for the support I've recieved here. I'll report back as soon as I can.

Glad to hear you're doing great! Please continue to keep us all posted. And when you're up to it share those " before" pics. Just think, the next time you use the camera you will be beginning to see a difference. Exciting!!!!!

I made it home safe and sound Now I'm sipping and walking. Zero hunger.....tiny bit of nausea when I take too big of a sip. I've not had a nap the entire day so hopefully I will rest well tonight.

I did have about 5 mins of what on earth have I done to myself...but t hat went away quickly. I'm in the thick of it right now, but each day I improve tremendously! Thanks again for your continued support and prayers