My Sister says I was reborn on February 22, 2011. Haha it's cute!

Well I'm still feeling pain, fear that every little thing is a leak or some other complication and A LOT of regrets. I still wonder what I was thinking and why I'd put myself through this. I keep thinking about long term & how my life as I've known it for the last 26 years is gone. Everything I've known about eating...gone. But here are some numbers that I keep thinking of to try to make myself feel better & look forward to healing so that I can work out & try to take advantage of this opportunity I've been given.

Highest weight ever : 305

Highest weight recorded @ kaiser: 286

Goal weight set by surgeon for surgery: 255

Weight on day of surgery: 248

Today's weight(1 week out): 238

That's good right? Right!

I think your numbers look really good! I hope to find my new birthday (and I soooooo hope it is in March). Keep up the good work.

Thank you so much. I hope you get your new birthday soon. I'll be praying for a March date for you.

Keep me posted!