Those little goodbyes *Everyone Please Join In*

[beautifultina 1]

I am happy to say goodbye to:

feeling as thought people are stareing at me because I am the largest person in the building.

shopping for bahama mamma clothing

worring if people are asking themselves..why is she eating...she looks like she could skip a year's worth of meals.

not feeling sexy at all

feeling like people think i have absolutely no self control

good bye to haveing low self esteem

good bye to not flirting with men for fear of them being grosed out by a fat girl winking at them.

good bye to wishing my life away wishing I was thinner and healthier.

Good bye to the thought of never being able to have a baby. (PCOS)

good bye to granny panties

good bye to the stares and riddicule from thin department store sales ladies who roll thier eyes in disgust when I ask them where the plus/ women's sizes are sold.

good bye to customers who feel its ok to treat me as less than I am just because I am fat.

good bye to job interviewers who are afraid to hire a morbidy obese person

good bye to creepy/gross men who think they are my only hope at finding love

good bye to my family trying to convince me to become healthier

good bye to depression