I dont ignore warnings at all , I did say I DO need to STOP !
Im only a social smoker , hardly a 20 a day habit .
I know its still wrong , but hey dont we all have bad addictions ...
FOOD being the main one on here ...
I have had a terrible 6 years with some real heart ache in my life and been through hell and back .
BUT i could do a damn lot worse than having an ODD ciggy ,
I have NEVER touched a DRUG in my life , I also only have an odd glass of wine on social occasions .
Ive never done anything BAD to hurt anyone in my life , Im a caring person and a law abiding citizen .
And having my car trashed last night by vandals ,upsets me !
WHAT IM SAYING IS I HAVE HAD A CRAP TIME AND AN ODD CIGGY TO SAVE MY SANITY ISNT A CRIME , ESPECIALLY WHEN I SMOKE IT OUTSIDE HARMING NO-ONE BUT MYSELF !
And as for being fit for my surgery I have already lost a stone and I walk between 3-6 miles daily and I also attend the gym 3 times a week.
Rant over
Thank you !
Sas