Slimming Down Steve

Thank you and I now consider this forum dead. Thank you everyone!!!!

I would like to to thank everyone who has responded so far and who may still respond! This is a great community of everyday people who have come together to better themselves. We all carry emotional baggage we have to work through. I would like to put this to bed once and for good. I sent a certified letter to my mother Stating that is is not my family and never really has been except through blood. That I am going on with my life, that she has no rights to me or anything I own, she isn't welcome at my home or on my property, and further more she is not to ever contact me through the USPS, UPS, FedEx, or any other carriers. Is not to try to contact my by phone, VOIP, or any other digital means. Have fun in your life, cause I know I will. Then I printed my name, signed my name and dated the letter. Went out to the post office and sent it certified mail yesterday afternoon.

Seems like it's going to be a great day, the sun is shining, I took my first crap, I ate a piece of Hillshire farms black Forest ham around 1am and still no problems, my decaf coffee and slim fast caramel latte 1/2 bottle is going down just smooth, my horse pill medications that my surgeon told me to keep taking are going down fine. I want to thank everyone for their support and to the ladies: love ya, to the guys: fist bump.

She's very good at playing a victim. So I wouldn't ever lay a hand on her. I would be the one going to jail. I was sitting here remembering as a kid how out of nowheres in front of my aunts or her female friends she would kick me in the nads and start laughing. This went on till I was around 12 every now and then, never knew when. Could be weeks apart or months apart. When she did it in front of my friend, I pinned her to the wall and told her I would strip her of skin the next time. She stopped. But not before calling the cops and filling a police report on me abusing her with tears in her eyes. My friend was the only reason I didn't go to a boy's Ranch. Even one of her friends testifying that she has kicked me multiple times in front of her. The case was dismissed with the judge telling her that she was never to kick me there again. That wasn't discipline. That was it.

Thanks. And many hugs to you back.

No, I wish she was on drugs, that might explain alot then.

I told her to get out and don't come back. She didn't like it that she was evicted. She asked were should I go now. I told her that hell might take her in, otherwise I don't care. My wife thanked me after she was gone. Thing is we never invited her to the house in the first place. She just shows up.

Technically I'm use to being treated worse than dirt to my mother and the other women in the family. It was just that I hadn't even told or talked to mommy dearest in over 3 weeks. Never told her about the surgery coming up. For some reason why I can't fathom but my wife let her know I was in surgery. She didn't even ask my wife what happened or why I'm having surgery. My wife just came out with he's having a gastric bypass. That's when my wife realized that she messed up telling mother. So she cut off the text and my mother blew up my phone with multiple text cussing me and her. She deleted all my text so I wouldn't see them. It's just a fucked up situation!

The girls are like a gang of bullies, one jumps then they all do. Viper's. No dementia just venom. When she was up when Florida got the last bad hurricane. We were sitting in the living room and she had to open her mouth. She said you have done decent for a shot of cum that I almost aborted.

Thank you, I'll give it a try.

I do have genepro just been slowly adding it to my coffee while stirring constantly, otherwise it cakes up.

If it makes you feel any better I have been using the liquid hydrocodone/Tylenol mix at night right before bed. Helps me not feel when I shift my body and would otherwise wake up. Still feels like a fire at times under my left front bottom rib. Seems worse at night.

Glad you are feeling somewhat better. I haven't had much luck on getting in more than 64oz water in a 24hr period. I've only gotten in around 30 grams of protein a day. Farting pretty much constantly. Still haven't taken a bowel movement since the morning of 12/31/19. Don't think I'm constipated, just don't think anything is there to eliminate. All protein drinks are gross to me right now, even unflavored. So I drove to Walmart and bought a few cans of broccoli and cheese soup and a few cans of cooked shrimp. I put the can of soup, can of shrimp drained, 1 scoop of whey protein Isolate unflavored powder, and 1.5 cans of unsweetened almond milk in the blender. Turned it on the smoothie setting. It came out super creamy. Poured 6--2oz sealable bowls and put away 5 in the fridge. Heated the other in the microwave for a minute. Taste great, didn't even notice the shrimp in the soup. The soup was completely smooth with nothing to strain out. I'm going to get in 2oz in every 2hrs till 10pm that should give me 52 grams of protein today. The most so far.

So where do you live in TN. I live in a little unincorporated town above Crossville TN called GRIMSLEY.

Brenda Bell, oh she might not of been the perfect role model but wow that body was put together nice. She was my neighbor and was around 7 yrs older than me. Brenda would invite me over for steamed crab every Saturday with her family. Those were the best days remembering back. She actually had a brand new Iroc with 350hp in 1984 and she couldn't get it to do donuts in the snow. So I showed her how at age 10. I ripped those donuts out in the snow. She said how do you know how to do donuts. Up there you do what you have to to survive like many other city's. You do things that you call yourself an idiot later in life for. I was a major idiot.

Thank you for the many helpful replys. It just blew me away coming in out of nowheres. The night before in the hospital she texted me saying that the family were all eating crab cakes and chicken wings. With me growing up in Maryland and missing real clump crab cakes she did that to try to hurt me as well. She didn't know that I had no appetite. My wife said when I get to eating semi normally then we will get some crab meat overnighted and make the crab cakes. My wife Betty is a good woman.

Thank you!

Thank you for the support everyone. It just blew me away.

My kids and our bed

I have done well without her in my life up to know.

My wife and neighbor just blocked her on FB and phones. I blocked both of her numbers and then deleted them also. The numbers are still showing blocked.

Everything I have done in my life was my work and money. Her house is falling apart after her whole city in Florida almost got wiped off the map, she was here safe in the house I built by myself over 8 yrs with just overtime and tax returns money. She's pissed my house is larger. Didn't plan it that way, just started drawing out house plans a couple of months before I bought the land and during the time I was putting in my own septic field. 42 tonns of gravel with a line level, shovel and wheelbarrow. I worked hard all my life, she married different men. She used up their money then devorced them and added another chain link.

She is definitely jealous. If one of her sisters got a new husband then my mother would make sure she screwed the guy. Sisters are the same way.

I am the only white sheep in the whole damned lot of them. If they want to talk then I listened. But it's never been toxic till now that I'm already the thinnest person in the whole family.

I guess she is trying to stress me out, she has always been a bitter woman. That's why I live in TN. and she lives in Florida.