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@@lachellove, @@SassyNanny, thank you! Updates galore: http://gaywifeconfusinglife.blogspot.com/2016/06/the-set-up.html

Oh what the heck... let's Celebrate this new phase in my life with, what else, BACON!

Oh, and while I'm here. pizza Pinwheels everybody!

Selling the farm - a SERIOUS mix of dread and hope... Anyway, the full update is here: http://bit.do/sellthefarm

Selling the farm, but don't worry, I'll keep writing delicious bariatric friendly foods. Also... I keep hearing rumors of a cookbook coming soon... Anyway, the full update is here: http://bit.do/farmsale

And a-one: http://gaywifeconfusinglife.blogspot.com/2016/04/a-change-is-gonna-come.html And a-two: http://gaywifeconfusinglife.blogspot.com/2016/04/maps-20.html

@@SassyNanny, nope: https://genesight.com/

@@SassyNanny - I'm so thankful you weren't seriously hurt, that's terrifying. Mine appears to be less about a subconscious need to be mad or anything, and more an (apparently) typical PTSD symptom as someone who experienced significant childhood trauma and is now experiencing re-abandonment. According to my psych it 'happens all the time.' Not exactly comforting. We also just sent a genetic sample to an org that will run a screen for my compatibility with various psycho-tropic meds, grouping them into 'red, yellow, and green' categories so I can get something onboard to help with the anxiety/depression.

@@lachellove - thanks. It's a bit of a headtrip, to be sure, but I agree, I think it's in everyone's best interest. @@SassyNanny - I thought it had stopped, then I asked Mrs. Smye and nope, every night, roughly at 2 am, she hears me mumbling and pacing in my room, there's a loud crash every few nights. I woke up this morning with my jeans on. But I've absolutely zero recollection of any of it. Bizarre.