mandymae

Im scheduled on 10/26 with dr Alvarez

I'm recently divorced, my sister is freaking about my decision to do this in Mexico, and I'm scared to death to tell my parents. Mainly because they would worry themselves sick. I don't know if I'll be able to stop smoking without nicotine replacement, which is a no no. (it's actually the nicotine that hurts healing). Just having moments of doubt. Very frustrated, and scared to go for the surgery alone. I'm pretty sure my ex rearranged his vacation time to sabotage my trip, too. No worries ... Lol. I rescheduled across one of his weekends with my son. Just needed to vent for a minute, and find some reassurance. Y'all please tell me that you don't regret doing this! That it's worth my frustration right now!

Ones anyone know if they actually test us? I'm really worried about being able to quit.