Jennifur

Morning everyone survived another day, i am so sick and woke up this morning afraid i have this infection going on because i inhaled insulation - i think i might break down and get some antibiotics, i've been hacking up really yucky stuff for 4 days nos Today is ds's bday so it is going to be a long day, going to work, pick up cake, get wings, i already ordered pizza, have to wrap his presents and have my friends coming over for pizza and cake, anyway, hope you all have a good day, i tried to post from work yesterday but it got crazy

Just to clarify I was not making light of the election, but they were talking about it on my way in, and well said.... I don't think of race and I understand this was a huge thing, but the girl on the radio hit the nail on the head, they showed 99% of black people on national interviews... what about the fact that young generation 18-24 voter registration and voting was up 68% for this election. That is a huge thing too... anyway, sorry even if i don't care for him or i do, this election was a milestone... and I hope he can go down in the history books for more than just being black.

oh yeah... Mr. Cuddles.... he turned into mr all i want is sex.... just like everyone else!

good morning i'll figure this out later but wanted to check in. I feel like someone is jumping on my chest and my stomach hurts, sharp pain... i can't be sick Jane - i wanted to send you big hugs yesterday but i couldn't sign on at work. (((hugs)))) Tracyks - i'm right there with ya, balled my eyes out yesterday for no real reason, Chris (my boss) laughted at me - which sadly made me feel better. the nice thing about my job i don't have to be perfect every day, so a little eye make up and toss my hair up and i'm leaving. hope you all have a good day who said they wish people would vote on issues and not color???? WELL AIN"T THAT THE TRUTH! Now all i'm hearing is the first black family.... to me... big deal.. just do a good job and get the country fixed... ok did make history, but still...

Morning girls i am so late - going o dry my hair and vote on my way to work Tracyks - I'm sure it was weight loss... changes... you will be ok, MUAH anyway, i'm all screwed up and i think this is really it with kev, although i think I knew that in July and that is why I've been so out of control. Keep me in your thoughts, it is going to be a rough week - that is all i can say without writing a book love ya all

Good morning guys crazy weekend.... thanks for the kind words - i think i'm still in doubt and waiting for her to call to take her shopping. yesterday spent the entire day on the kitchen. I have a wireless doorbell - or should i say had, i wired a new one yesterday, got more tiles up, put down the rest of the subfloor under the cabinets and part of the ceiling is up. Today, running to home depot to get a pc of plywood for under the bar/countertop so i can do tht floor too. This week i'll have the floor down, electrician will be here to wire my oven, ceiling will be done today and new window will be in today. I hope to get the walls on in 2 weeks then cabinets, I can't beleive i'm so close to getting things together, it seems like it has been forever! hope you are all doing well.. check in soon

Morning just a quick check in I hope you are all doing good, i didn't have time to read personals just can't get out of where i am....... and my aunt passed away this week... anyway- hope you all have a good halloween love ya all

morning another night of self distruction.. I am done... I get into a funk and just hurt myself. actually was all good and then the bartender made me a drink with the rest of the bottle, even too strong for me, couldn't even drink it but what couple of sips pushed me over the edge. i hate me anyway - got dd's bed put together last night went to th hospital to sit with my mom and aunt for a bit, she is just taking her time but is getting really cold and no responsive going to work on the floor in the kitchen today - I really need to get the floor and ceiling up - it is getting cold and i need to get the kitchen back together hope everyone is doing good, kev is going to trial and might even settle, he has to meet with a mediator next week - getting some money he owes me would just be so nice and take so much pressure off me

Morning gal I tried to post last night and i had a lot, but my computer freaked out I'm running late of course but.... I am glad everyone is feeling better Judy, nice to have you back, can't wait to look at picutres Tracyks- you are the woman... I would have freaked with blood and stitches Kat - i missed the beginning of the puppy, but poop on the patio and peeing inside... got to love puppies.... they are cute until that happens Terry - your dog is so cute and are so lucky, i love my kittens more than anything and they were born the day my gram passed and we picked them out when they were a week old, so they hold an extra special place in my heart. Mr.Snuggler.... I saw him out Tuesday night, we are suppose to get together tonight... we will see Work, again, offered a job in Buffalo... big sigh..... but they are putting me up in a really nice inn and invited me to the holiday party in december... how nice...I love these people I'm off, have a web cam meeting today and am having curly hair... which is an effort, ok not much but i always hav some to touch up so i showered last night love ya all Oh, my aunt is still with us, it is like she is afraid to let go, but last night she had a calmness around her so i hope she is on her way, because either way she is not good

Morning Happy belated birthday haydee i'm running late, gram's sister had a heart attack last week, don't remember if i told you, she was doing good, recovering, had a stroke friday... long hard weekend,.... and they moved her to hospice last nigh, sooooooo... i'm exhausted and still working - so i'm off, if i have a minute at work i'll catch up, have 4 pages here. have a great day

happy saturday dd is at homecoming dance, ds is in bed and I worked at the job most of the day and something went wrong so i actually was out in the field with ds today fixing stuff. He loved it. The roofers came and helped... i'm bringing them coffee and donut monday, they didn't have to do that.... anyway i'm so tired i'm going to bed

Hi guys, quiet at work so I had a minute to check in. I had a fun social date with the older guy on Wed night. We went out for a drink and then back to his house, a few friends were over, watched Baseball, had a good time, and then everyone left and we just laid on the couch snuggling and talking. Of course he had a busy Thurs and Friday planned and i have not heard from him... the story of my life. I left a message today to say hey, hope you recovered and got sleep ... He goes out with the guys on friday nights and he knows i had a busy couple of days... Anyhoo... back to work. I'll be working tomorrow... might bring dylan with me, should be interesting.

Thanks Terry for that link i'm going to get on that... I was very doubtful until I've seen it first hand.... great results and my friend did it friday and was back to work Monday, she had to wear a binder and pads for drainage for 2 weeks and still at times puts the binder on but that is it. No missed time and in comparison to a TT, shoot 1/2 the price, good results... i'll take not being perfect... just need some help anyway Pamela hit the nail on the head Tracyks I'm tired... was out until 3am last night watched baseball and fell alseep snuggling on the couch... how nice anyway... night all

Haydee it is not very cold yet, was 70 today, but 2 weeks ago it was 25 at night and 50 during the day, and another front is coming in and it is going to be cold again... not quite that bad but still cold. Well, i was just trying to find a pic to send my Army friend (who by the way is going to get shipped out soon) very day - anyway, I found a pic of me last October.. I need to take a full body shot... because HOLY CRAP - i was feeling pretty good about me then and now 25lbs less, i'm thinking how disgusting I was even then! I can't beleive i looked that fat... I do know i'm still fat but yuck, I was gross - that sure put things in perspective! Oh and I want to share this story with you gals too A friend of mine (the one who vanished when i had surgery, remember her?) had lazer lipo (i don't remember the real name) she was fully awake and the ultrasonic waves used to do the proceedure do something to your skin to snap it back into place... My thoughts... UNREAL... well her belly was bigger than her boobs and she does not have a drop of skin. Her dr has done it on RNY patients and 95% of the skin went back. I am thinking about making a consult after the holidays and using my tax money. for upper and lower stomach it was approximatelyy $5k. They give discounts for multiple spots and referrals and other silly things. I will see if i can get a web site or more detailed infor Oh in 6 weeks she went from a size 12/14 to an 8 and her legs were always tiny. My first thought was how does it go back when you have had saggins skin or even drop all that weight quicky but it did.. oh and you continue to shrink for 6 months...

Oh and Tracyks - i pray this consult goes better, you deserve it! MUAH

hi guys aunt is the younger 84 year old sister of my gram - she is the last one left. I feel better today and then all of the sudden it feels like someone is jumping on my chest... i hope everyone hasa good night Laura - i have to agree with michelle... can you find me one of those guys too????? LOL

morning gals i went to post last night and got a call my aunt was having a heart attack.. what a week Tracy - i could see why you would like dark with red low lights.... (that is my favrite too) glad you can change your ticker... I'm back down to 206 today too, so only 2 more lbs to get to my low Hey Kat - I agree - i'm tired of it too... you are in my thoughts for monday...glad your veins worked being hydrated Jane - Tomorrow is another day... hang in there! (oh wait.. it is now tomorrow) HeyTracyks & Pamela Terry - I'm so glad you have Hero, i miss my dog in so many ways, but i do love these little kitties i'm sure i'm forgetting, sorry, running late, still coughing up a lung an have to go to work suppose to be going out tonight with my new friend.... i'll let you know how it goes

morning girls i tried to get on a couple times yesterday with no luck... Party, didn't go, got stood up... kind of.... he knew dylan was sick saturday night and thought i was going to call sunday morning, which i thought of but didn't want to be a bug.. so didn't... he called me last night to make sure we were ok and apologized if we got mixed up.... going out Wed night. I'm sick as a dog, work even kicked me out yesterday - going to drink coffee and try to focus. Hope you all have a good day, i'm trying hard Tracyk - i like the dark, it will tone down a bit and will be perfect

Hi girls just stopping in to say hello to everyone. Just crazy, I actually went 2 days without my computer on. Friday night i went out for 1 drink... you all know i don't just have 1... but i didn't want to go to the bar at the bottom of the hill, so we went to this place downtown.. of course i know people there... well we ended up having drinks with these biker guys I knew before but didn't remember me until they saw me 80lbs less... funny isn't it? Anyway, last time this guy was hitting on me, he was there... talked all night... ended finding out he is a good kisser.... Well then we went to the bar at the bottom of the hill for 1 birthday drink for another guy, well, my other friends who have always been my friends were there, having a big party today, invited me to come.... So... anyway - blah blah blah... Dicky is going to pick me up and bring me to the party with him. I told my friend who came over i was not looking for a relationship... she asked why not... well... lets see... that just leads to disappoiontment... and i don't want to settle with the first guy i meed... I want to date a little... this is a new thing for me. I built my kitchen floor up yesterday, took me a good part of the day to take the stairs out and frame and floor it but I did it.... I'm very impressed with myself, butnot just that, it was a big part of the project - I'm going to get my neighbors dremmel and start working on the grout and replacing tiles this week. My electric is run in the ceiling for my new lights and the nails are all pulled. I just need to insulate and the ceiling is ready to go back, and if the floor is done then I can get the water and power in for the island and be able to function again. Mom bought a new window and that will be here in 2 weeks, so it worksout great, so 3-4 weeks i'll have walls and a week later cabinets and done.. and that is doing very little after work. anyway, that is where i've been,.... have to go find a sitter for dylan so i can go to the party.

Hi guys I read post earlier at work as a guest and had so many things to say to everyone. but i'm home after a 12 hr day and i'm tired and can't think. I posted spiral stairs on Craigslist and I'm getting tons of responses, I don't even know where to start. But i'm going to take them off tomorrow. I have 7 people who want to come get them. I'm going to bed, i'll try to post from work tomorrow, it has been crazy week

I don't know if I would have quit if i was not puking my brains out! I'm watching the debate.... i don't care for either one of them but forgive me if i'm wrong.... but if McCain says "my friend" one more time.... he won't have my vote..... who is he talking to.... his imaginary friend? sorry, that irritates me... had to say it

Laura- I use to smoke... long long time ago, actually almost 15 years ago, quit when got prego with my daughter, boy did it make me sick. I smoked the weekend kev was in a coma but made me sick so i'm done.... Haydee - i missed that post but got the idea from Tracy's... at least you didn't pull a me drunk last weekend... i'm such a slut! well i'm heading to bed.... oh shoot, going to change the laundry then going to bed.

Hey guys, My kitchen is not going to be huge when I'm done because I'm putting an island in the middle (which has a sink, garbage disposal and pasta cooker built in). My back room which i built 7 years ago which has been a waste of space - i'm going to build a bar type seating. hard to explain so i'll take pictures of that room so when it is done you will see I worked 12 hrs today, got home to my dad and electrical nightmare ate while dealing with him, got sheet rock for my ceiling, and just sat down, i'm tired. still have 2 pages of post to read... i'm sure i'll post another I just have to say thank goodness for my kitchen. it is keeping me going, which is not easy right now

oh yeah I guess a friend who has been trying to hook up with me for years called me last weekend.... don't remember what i said but he has black mail on me and we are going to discuss next weekend.... OMG... I don't remember talking o him but i'm sure it had something to do with I'm going to do the 24 year old! After I talked to him I do remember... he called right after Kev's text, which was put me over the edge of self distruction... oh... i miss you wish you were here.... yep... and i'm going to do everyone! what a mess i am

oh Laura it is much worse now, I'm going to take more pics tomorrow, a lot of the wires are gone, no ceiling and no walls, it is empty, but compared to the 5 other rooms i've done, this one is the best. I didn't do a before of the b ath with the dryer in it and the bedroom that is now my laundy room, I should take some inbetween, I'm going to finish them last, i'm just so happy to have the washer and dryer right next to each other. I am going to get sheet rock Wed night, enough to do the ceiling, I'm to the point where I'm ready to put it all back together again. Yeah, it was a funny story until one night when we were drinking right before my lapand surgery... and she spilled it all to my mother! We are going to our 20 year class reunion in November... I miss her... (one of my married friends who doesn't do much anymore) anyway, turned my heat on - it was only 58 i n here, turned it on to 60, way too cold for this time of year talk to you all tomorrow