Jennifur

You guys are so wonderful I cried when I opened the thread, and i'm at work and not girly here so i better suck it up before a guy walks in! Terry - Tracy is right, you are a good woman and mom and just breathe. I always tell my mom to work with me and not tell me what to do and it makes it so much easier for me to deal with things. That is a child's side. As for the bi-polar part, stay strong i guess, Kev's brain injury and now bi-polar and I have delt with him and it has not been easy, hence the rest of the story of my life...LOL I'm not going there, this is a new year and i'm claiming everything i've work for and want out of life! MINE I told new guy slow and steady and he seems to be ok with it but then says we will have to address that some day... I LIKE MY girls too much, my friends, my annual trips with my violet girls, my guys (friends) I hang with at the pub. They have all been a big part of my life and i'm not walking away from who I am for any guy! wow, what has gotten into me???? LOL LOVE YOU ALL!!! going to buy some new jeans this weekend to celebrate my success

Ok i really have to get up and get moving but 100lbs... that is 2 of my ds... I had 2 of him packed on my body.... that is amazing and right on 2 year anniversary of when i got serious for surgery, Jan 1, 2007 I vowed to lose my 10% and have suregery in April don't get me wrong i'm still on a mission, but never thought i'd hit this mark

and here is a post to get to an even 2200 for me ...lol

Good morning gals Michelle - i'm sorry about your cat, that is very sad and a very hard decision to have to make I'm so excited this morning, I got up and jumped on the scale like i do every morning and BAM (heheheh) it says 197.... not the 198 i would have been happy with... and i'm happy enough and then i'm in the shower thinking and guess what... not only have i love 8lbs since i got home (and that does not include what i gained from fluid) but I am officially at -100lbs today:woot: It has been a long 2 years but I have lost 100lbs - brings tears to my eyes to even think about it I think i'm going to Celebrate with some h&ch Soup today. Hope you all have a good day, I'm going to log on at some point at work. Thanks all for your support and motivation to pick my ass up and kick it, this last 6 months was almost harder than the initial first year. love ya all

I made pot #3 of h&ch soup used boiled ham and 2% cheese and low fat s/c. and of course had to add cyanne because that sounded good. This was so much better, not as salty. Mom and DD are both addicted to it as well so i've had to share and it goes quick, i have 2 cups a day anyway, i'm really off to bed

Laura - I was cracking up when I read that and my second reaction was the same as everyone else... my first thought was it is his own fault for telling a pregnant woman he is starving - you never know what you are going to get... LOL and... you got extra saltines:wink_smile: how is everyone's night Jane... 9lbs... conrats! i'm off to take a pain pill, i'm not going tonight without, i felt horrible every time i moved last night

hi guys i miss checking in, so they are all out to lunch Terry - I hit for about 2 days 199 and bounced right back up... and up.... and up.... LOL That stupid gall bladder was the root of all evil for me so now i'm at 199.5 2 days in a row... tomorrow it is going down to 198 and that is it...LOL there is no turning back now

Morning gals up, just going to get a cup of coffee. no pain meds last night... big mistake i ached enough to keep me up most of the night and i want to throw up this am was kind of sad, scale didn't move still at 199.5 but still in onderland! Kat - glad you got to see the baby Laura - sounds like the stomach bug that lingered in my house for a week between all of us - i hope you don't get it Terry - ahhhhhhhhhhhh I'm ready Hi everyone have a great day

Terry you are freaking hystercal tonight I'm having a good stiff black cherry vodka and rasp ice crystal light only took 2 tylenol today and i'm not taking anything tonight i'm tired and cranky and tired of the house being a complete mess from the kitchen! mom is going to be gone for 2 weeks, i'm cleaning 1 more time and will prove a point when she gets back, she blames the mess on me and hello, i'm the only one picking up after myself, breathe. I have 2 weeks to get it together and the kitchen back together and the downstairs cleaned up all the way well, i told nice guy i like him but i have always kept 2 seperate lives, and not that i don't want to incorporate them, but i jus need alone time too and he was very good with taking it slow and being my friend. it went well so.... i'm heading to bed on that happy note, oh.. when my cup is empty have a great night

Kat (((HUGS)))) i'm glad you guys got a call... I know i've seen it here but what a dick SIL is! So when are you going to see grandbaby????? I was going to snowblow and my mom yelled at me it is so hard to do nothing but i feel better took my first tylenol at 1today. I guess that is great No major pain pills tonight and i might get my lazy butt up and take a shower - i might feel better my stomach was a mess this am i can't wait to function again - i have so much to do around here Mom is going to AZ next week and then FL the week after, then will be home for a week and then meeting my aunt in Vegas 1st week in Feb will be good, i need space, she yells at me for messes and she makes the biggest ones!

Thanks gals i'm so glad to be back on track, stupid gall bladder was really messing with me I'm going to have some soup - i'm hungry Haydee, i have not even had a chance to Celebrate anything, I've been so sick since Thanksgiving, glad someone got to party for me :thumbup:

Hi guys I am staying home today, once i mentioned driving, company car, surgery - they understood...LOL Mom just ran to the drugstore for me and she said it was horrible out there. OK NOW MY SO EXCITING NEWS..... AFTER coffee AND Water AND MOVING I DECIDED TO WEIGH IN (WHICH IS USUALLY THE WRONG CHOICE) 199.5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM OFFICIALLY IN ONDERLAND AND I'M NOT GOING BACK!!!! and I've been eating and satisfied.... I think my plateau had to do with that stupid gall bladder! for the first time in months, i don't feel like i need to take a pkg of gas x every time i eat this is going to be my year!

Are we there yet? I'm thinking that i'm not the only one who wishes we were leaving tomorrow!

Morning gals wow Terry - first accident, how scary -but glad he is ok Jane - (((HUGS)))) you remind me so much of my best friend, it will be ok ... just take it one day at a time... Kat - Congrats! and lots of purple prayers to Kinsey! Tracyk- i hope you are feeling better today - We are getting hit with another huge ice/snow storm. I am suppose to go to work and then the train station to get the guys, i don't think i'm supposed to be driving so i'm afraid to go get them, i have emails flying to everyone to see if someone else can go to the train station and i'm staying home. I was exhausted after 5 hrs of work and over an hr of driving yesterday and I have a full day tomorrow and have to be at work Friday when the guys leave

night everyone i'm done

I don't know if i'm quite ready for pumpkin soup but i'm interested I'm making another pot of ham and cheese because i know i can deal with that Terry - yes I'm very serious, i'm getting house happy. They are letting me pick them up in an ice storm tomorrow, how nice but i wanted to leave from home, so i'm hanging out waiting for Chris to come back to see what his plan is for the car, i'd rather take it home and go right to train station but at this point, i'm getting paid so who cares!

Is it june yet?????

Hi guys quick check in... i don't know what to do.... i'm not allwoed out of the trailer and now i'm being asked how i am going to the train station if i can't drive... I asked if they called my DR????? I have my post op visit on the 13th so hopefully will get a clear to be free except for lifting. They are killing me! I feel like just staying home tomorrow because they won't let me breathe.... although they did let me walk across the parking lot to use my port o pot, which i am shocked they didn't bring closer! how frustrating, and if i didn't work, i wouldn't get any pay, I can't do that either and as of right now i'm only going to have 16-20 hrs this week right back to the beginning

Morning gals Thanks for your advice, i just couldn't breathe - and the i got up and read my horoscope and it agreed with everything( how funny is that) I am going to tell him I enjoy his company but moving way too fast and i need to step back. nicely of course! I got to change my ticker this am! YIPEE!!! and i'm still really swollen and I got my monthly visit this am! I'm so happy, that means when my swelling is gone i should be in onderland! I'm so happy about that Off to get ready for work - going to go in at 8 and who knows what time im staying, maybe until 2:30 or so, short day for the first one back

oh and did i mention asking everyone in the area about me and driving by my house to check on me? I am not ready for this, no matter who it is i'm having a panic attack and don't know how to nicely say i like you but i need lots of space. i told him that i'm still semi invlved with kev and that he has been a big part of my life for 17 years so i'm looking to take things one day at a time, just didn't expect it to be every day breathe.... he has told his dd about me, his mother, his entire family and is talking to my best friend about us.... 2 hr ride and a diner..

I'm trying tracy We were talking again and he was telling me sometimes the guys go out after work to come down - and i said that is important, i do the same thing and my girl time is very important to me... and he told me that would be great if i called on the way to the bar and meet him there to unwind. I know crazy but i can't give up my me time, i can't be smothered i smell something burning got to get up

OMG so nice guy is so nice that i'm already going crazy HELP

Laura - that is funny Judy - - EWWWWWWW is right! oh potty training boys.. that was not as much fun or as easy as my daughter whho just did it at 11 months! i just had total 1/2 cup ricotta cheese and sauce mix i had after surgery - i'm su over full i can't stand myself and so bloated it was crazy here today - can't wait to go back to work tomorrow! on a happy note, i'll have counter tops and ovens by the weekend!

Morning gals i'm awake, took a pain pill at 4:41 so i went 10 hours, i'm going to try just regular tylenol today and see how that goes I'm home hanging with mom, she might drive me crazy - she is already working away and i'm home 1 last day to take it easy - so i can't get hooked into it - not suppose to pick anything up over 5lbs and i'm sticking to it Kat - I got a great box of hot chocolate things but the best part was my coffee mug with the picture TracyKS has as her signature - TRACYK has given me the gift of coffee with my violets every morning well i'm going to have a cup of coffee. I hope i can go to the bathroom, its been a week...

Night everyone i'm about to pass out - almost wish i could sleep in my recliner - waited way too long for meds going to stay home tomorrow I'm trying to watch dick and jane... i don't want to fall asleep, it is funny