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breakfast - hard boiled eggie lunch - hummas, cucumber, honey mesquite turkey breast

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• silry
• March 16, 200719 yr

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today

breakfast - 1 hard boiled egg lunch - cucumber and dill hummas with cucumber slices, honey roasted turkey meat snack - vanilla low fat ice cream with caramel sauce dinner - beef fried rice I AM NAUGHTY MCNAUGHTYNAUGHTY! i have no trouble eating ANYTHING. that knowledge is very dangerous. i emailed TODAY and requested a fill appointment. i WILL NOT gain this weight back!!!

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• silry
• March 15, 200719 yr

Read more about day 4

day 4

*grumbles*   i am NOT doing a very good job! :mad: BUT i think i figured out how to deal with the crushing STARVATION during the day... instead of having my one meal for dinner, i have it for lunch. then i have my second shake of the day for dinner. i did it today and it worked well. my hubby comes home kind of late, so we end up eating at 7-730pm which is far too late as it is. i'm actually up 2lbs!!! :embarassed: eating that late cannot be helping. :mad: :mad: :mad:   so.   breakfast: 8

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• silry
• February 14, 200719 yr

Read more about day 3

day 3

breakfast: chocolate soy milk, vanilla protein powder   lunch: chocolate soy milk, berry protein powder   snack: beef jerky (14g protein) i don't know how to do this without a snack. i am just too hungry!! i'm hoping as i adjust to the liquids, it gets easier. and i hope that happens SOON.   348pm: i knew if i sat on my butt for one second longer, i would eat myself out of house and home. so i got up and cleaned the house. hubby is going to be SO happy when he gets home! he's the cleane

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• silry
• February 12, 200719 yr

Read more about preop diet day 2

preop diet day 2

breakfast: chocolate mint protein powder mixed with chocolate soy milk lunch: unflavored protein powder mixed with vanilla soy milk and sugar free hot chocolate mix was STARVING by 5pm so i caved and ate crackers. :cry dinner: 2oz of chicken breast, 1/2 cup of corn and 3/4 cup of mashed potatoes. drink: 2 traderades. felt a little dehydrated... typically do not drink like that.   this is going to be ROUGH. i have a massive headache. :faint: (side note: start weight 209. damnit)

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• silry
• February 12, 200719 yr

Read more about hostage

hostage

2nd entry in an hour. i am just SO FRUSTATED. i feel like i am being held hostage by my weight. i need to find a new job, but know that i will go on a million interviews, be totally qualified, be charming and have an amazing interview and not be offered anything. my job now is (or was) one of my favorite i have ever had. BUT my boss is just piling stuff on me. when i told him i needed more money, he said absolutely sure, then said 'never mind, i won't add more responsibility'. THEN 2 mo

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• silry
• January 17, 200719 yr

Read more about brain damage

brain damage

i've been trying to plan out the next few months as they will be BUSY and i keep encountering the same roadblock.   witness:   march 29th - hubby and i finally take out long awaited honeymoon. that should be (hopefully) a month after i'm banded. my thoughts " oh man. now i can't eat at their fancy restaurant! i hope that doesn't ruin the honeymoon!" (yes, that was an actual thought!!!)   april 26th - our first wedding anniversary. planned on going to a gorgeous restaurant high above the ve

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• silry
• January 16, 200719 yr

Read more about oooooooooh

oooooooooh

i have a very dear friend of mine who lost almost 100lbs the old fashion way - straight up diet and exercise. i was so excited to tell her about lap band but as i was looking at her skinny gorgeous face, i started to feel... guilty. almost like i am taking a short cut or the easy way out. even though i know i'm not and that it isn't a short cut, that i will have to work very hard, i still felt reluctant to say anything. i AM going to though. just privately... she told me the date for their w

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• silry
• January 15, 200719 yr

Read more about cannot wait

cannot wait

if i had the cash RIGHT NOW, i would have made my appointment and gone. i started off curious, then i went into information overload and panicked. now i feel strong, confident and ANXIOUS as all get out!!!   at night i lay in bed and fantasize about being skinny again. see, i've always been heavy. i remember when i was in the 5th grade they weighed us in front of all our peers. i weighed 125 and was MORTIFIED. i, at 12, out weighed my mom when she was 9 months pregnant with me! (she weighed 11

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• silry
• January 15, 200719 yr