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I got my CARD!!!!

Now Im having second thoughts about the surgery!!! I'm scared to call in and give the membership information now. I think I'm going crazy   I'll talk more about it on tmrw. Thinking about just having breast reduction surgery.   I can't seem to get it together.   :faint: :help:
thickchickTEXAS

thickchickTEXAS

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I got my membership information!!!

Well no card yet I called UHC to see what the problem was and she said that my HR dept hadnt ordered the new cards yet!!! :phanvan And that I was to call in the make the order. So after saying some kind words to her I reordered the cards which should be here with in 10 days.:phanvan   She went ahead and gave me the membership card information to give to my lap band doctor. She said I would have to pay 1500 out of pocket she said that the doctor would have to send a letter of predtermination to them via fax or mail. :nervous She said it would take 30 to 45 days for approval???   I called the doctor office left a message for the insurance guy and now I'm thinking about changing doctors.:straight :straight I found out two of the staff members left the office. And for some reason that didnt sit well with me.   Everytime I call the insurance guy he never answers :paranoid :paranoid   so now I have made a new appt with a Dr. Jaysaleen *I spelled his name wrong* but his staff seems to have alot of knowledge and are always there to anwer the phone.   Maybe I'm being to picky but I want to know that someone will be there to answer the phone when I call. :nervous
thickchickTEXAS

thickchickTEXAS

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NO INSURANCE CARD YET!!!

THE ONLY THING HOLDING ME BACK FROM GETTING APPROVAL IS ME SUBMITTED MY INSURANCE CARD INFORMATION!   WE CHANGED CARRIERS WHICH WAS AWESOME AND GOD-SENT:clap2:   UNITED HEALTHCARE!!:kiss2: :kiss2: :kiss2: :kiss2:   ITS BEEN 2 WEEKS AND STILL NO INSURANCE CARD I CALLED THE OFFICE AND THE ONLY THING THEY COULD DO WAS RESEND ANOTHER SET OF CARDS TO ME. :faint:   IM I BEING TO OVER THE TOP ABOUT THIS?   I JUST WANT TO GET THE BALLING ROLLING AGAIN!!   I NEED SOME ENCOURAGING WORDS!!!:help:
thickchickTEXAS

thickchickTEXAS

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IT FEELS GOOD TO BE FREE.......

TO THOSE WHO ARE TRULY FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT FEELS GOOD TO BE ABLE TO LOVE WHO YOU WANT TO :tea: IT FEELS GOOD TO BE FREE IT FEELS GOOD TO BE ABLE TO GIVE TO PEOPLE WHO NEED IT:plane: IT FEELS GOOD TO BE FREE   IT FEELS GOOD TO BE ABLE TO CHANGE MY IMAGE, BODY, THOUGHTS:rolleyes: IT FEELS GOOD TO BE FREE   IT FEELS GOOD TO BE HAVE PEOPLE ACCEPT ME FOR WHO IAM:drama: IT FEELS GOOD TO BE FREE   IT FEELS GOOD TO BE ABLE TO CONTROL MY EMOTIONS, :argue: IT FEELS GOOD TO BE FREE   IT FEELS GOOD TO BE ABLE TO FORGIVE THOSE THAT TREAT U LIKE DIRT:rofl: IT FEELS GOOD TO BE FREE   IT FEELS GOOD TO LOVE MYSELF WITH EXTRA WEIGHT & WITHOUT IT:clap2: IT FEELS GOOS TO BE FREE   IT FEELS GOOD TO LOVE.....GOD BECAUSE HE SENT HIS SON JESUS THAT WE ALL MIGHT BE FREE TO LOVE LIKE HIM, & FORGIVE LIKE HIM   GOD IS FREE GOD IS LOVE!!! HIS MERCY IS FREE!!! GOD'S GRACE IS FREE!!! GOD LIVES :hail: :lightning: HIS SON JESUS DIED FOR OUR SINS & NOW LIVES TO STILL FORGIVE US FOR OUR SHORT COMINGS :nono:   I HOPE SOMEONE KNOWS THAT BEING FREE IS AWESOME YOU SHOULD THAT GOD EVERYDAY FOR YOUR FREEDOM!!!!   I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! DEDICATED TO TERESITA, DOUG P, SUNSHINE2, SHELILAMJ MY SUPPORT   I MISS YOU GUYS :think BUT YOU ARE ALL FREE!!! DADDY, KARLA, GRAN GRAN, MR. SEARIGHT, LEORA GARRETT,
thickchickTEXAS

thickchickTEXAS

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I'm so READY....

To change my body I want the band   2006 As I think about the things that happend this year I cry & I laugh..   I lost my best friend I cry:phanvan :cry :cry :think   I remember all the crazy things we did I laugh:kiss   I look back at the things I will never do again I laugh :clap2:   I set myself free of people that don't care about me I jump 4 joy!!!:scared:   I got a promotion 1/06 I laugh:clap2:   Getting ready to get another promotion 12/20/06 I'm nervous:o   I accepted my calling into the ministry I laugh and Cry at that:) :D   I have gained some new friends on here and I will always remember them for their kindness:D :scared: ;)   Jesus is the reason for the Season!!!!
thickchickTEXAS

thickchickTEXAS

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DO IT NOW!!!!

THESE ARE MY THOUGHTS MY BELIEFS & I PRAY THAT NOTHING I SAID OFFENDS ANYONE! IF ANYTHING I PRAY THAT SOMEONE IS ENCOURAGED & THAT GOD QUICKENS YOUR HEART TO FIND HIM AND ACCEPT THE PLAN OF SALVATION, SO THEY MAY BE SAVED. *****IF YOU BECOME OFFENDED I DO APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE BLESSING ON YOU NEGATIVE COMMENTS ARE NOT ACCEPTED ON MY COMMENT BLOCK***   A LOT OF TIMES WE FEEL LIKE WE WAIT UNTIL THE LAST MOMENT TO DO SOMETHING!OR EITHER WE PUT IT OFF UNTIL WE HAVE NO CHOICE TO DO WHAT WE WERE SUPPOSE TO DO!   I LEARNED THAT ISAIAH TRIED TO PUT OFF WHAT GOD TOLD HIM TO DO. *BY USING EXCUSES* IN ISAIAH CHP 6 VERSE 1-8 ISAIAH FELT UNWORTHY TO DO WHAT GOD TOLD HIM. THE LORD HAD TO SHOW HE IN A VISION THAT HE WAS WORTHY OF THE WORK HE WAS ASSIGNED. AN ANGEL CAME AND TOUCHED HIS LIPS BECAUSE HE WAS A MAN OF SINFUL LIPS! THE ANGEL TOUCHED THEM AN HE CAME PURGED OF HIS SIN & CLEAN OF HIS INIQUITY. WE OFTEN DONT DO WHAT WE ARE TOLD BECAUSE WE LET SMALL THINGS TRIP US UP! *OUR WEIGHT* I HAVE DECIDED TO START DOING WHAT I PLANNED ON DOING AFTER I LOST THE WEIGHT! TOMRROW IS NOT PROMISED TO ANY OF US! WELL ACTUALLY THE NEXT HOUR ISNT PROMISED IF YOU ASKED ME!! ALL IM SAYING IS DONT WAIT UNTIL THIS OR THAT DO IT NOW!! PUT YOUR FAITH TO WORK! DONT WAIT FOR ANYBODY TO GIVE THEIR APPROVAL!!!
thickchickTEXAS

thickchickTEXAS

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A wonderful change

I ACCEPTED MY CALL INTO THE MINISTRY ON SUNDAY! I HAVE REALLY BEEN LISTENING TO THE LORD AND ABIDING IN HIM TOTALLY! I FEEL SO BRAND NEW AND I THANK GOD FOR THE CHANCE TO PREACH HIS WORD. I WANT TO THANK THIS PLACE FOR ALL THE SUPPORT I HAVE RECEIVED. AS FAR AS MY WEIGHT IS CONCERNED IM DOING GOOD ON THE "EATING BETTER DIET" NO EXCERSIE OTHER THAN WALKING AND MY SIZE 20'S ARE BECOMING LOOSE!! SO I GUESS IM DOING GOOD.   WELL THAT IS ALL FOR NOW AND I WILL TALK WITH YOU ALL LATER   BLESSING ON YOU & YOURS HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!
thickchickTEXAS

thickchickTEXAS

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HAVING A MOMENT!!

YES I Thick chick texas am having a moment! I dont allow myself to drown in my moments so let me get this out quickly!! Not feeling real good about myself today I know that I'm not as far gone with my weight as others. But I what I carry is very very heavy for me, I woke up and I felt disgusted with myself, I've been sticking to my eating right plan but I dont see anything happening! I ate mini corn dogs and boiled chicken legs all day yesterday not sured if that is bad??? I have completly sworn off pants because of the way my thighs rub together eveything from my knees down is small but the knees up I look like a goodyear blimp! *my opinion* So now I wear skirts it hides my thighs and my kness and some of my flap from being pregnant.   **** ok stop it NO MORE badmouthing me****   Ok I got that out!!! I will be ok thank u thank u Teresita for your GOD-sent words!!! I guess I just had to get it out! Im changing for the better I'm gonna do something about my weight I'm gonna wear my pants again soon I'm gonna keep loving me and my temporary fluffyness!   i love me i love me i love me i love me i love me i love me i love me i love me
thickchickTEXAS

thickchickTEXAS

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Texas weather sucks!!

My son's asthma started acting up again on Monday he has asthma attack on Tuesday! 160.00 on med's Texas Weather is trying to smother my baby.   The soldier that I adopted early this year made it home SAFE and SOUND *well I hope so*   He and his family are staying here at the hotel for the week his baby is so beautiful. He said something that struck me he said the people in Iraq dont want us there! and that he was told that they would be better off if the soliders left! WOW I didn't know what to say after that I'm happy he dosent have to go back.   He said that they lost over 100 soilders last month   I'm to scared to get on the scale to see if I have lost any weight so afraid the scale wont move down!!!! well enough for now
thickchickTEXAS

thickchickTEXAS

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i want to see checkbones!!

11-27-06 With this change of FOOD intake I now have something that looks like checkbones!! I'm so amazed!! I'm to scared to get on a scale..   confession time:kiss I ate 4 croissants with jelly at 11:30pm *bad bad bad bad girl*:huytsao   breakfast this morning oatmeal, water, banana nut bread (yuck) strawberries with slpenda!!:clap2:   lunch   half of double cheese burger cup of fries with green tea for my drink * I stopped eating when i felt like i had enough*     2 bottles of water and 1 green tea citrus by Lipton 80 cal     dinner hot & sour soup with orange chicken???? (hope its not cat)
thickchickTEXAS

thickchickTEXAS

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Lunch today

11-24-06 1:49pm   Breakfast was half a bowl of oatmeal 1 bottle of water   Lunch Ceaser salad with bread and seafood gumbo bowl!! "apple martini"/water   Dinner Salad of some kind   I can already tell a difference in my face i can see my checkbones!
thickchickTEXAS

thickchickTEXAS

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I did it!!

11-23-06   Menu for Thanksgiving breakfast! 3 ego waffels syrup/butter water   3 hours later lunch noddles in cup water     5 hours later THANKSGIVING FOOD I went a Thanksgiving without eating turkey!   I went a Thanksgiving without eating pumpkin pie or sweet potatoe pie!   I did not drink any sodas havent had any since 11-10-06!!   I ate out of paper cups I filled the cup half way up with veggie dressing   Then half a cup of turnip greens   Then my brother made my a fat free banana pudding!! I ate 2 servings of that!!!!   popcorn for dinner and 2 bottles of water that day!   Laying in the bed this is what my body said to me My mind says EAT its been 45mins! My fat tummy says you are really not that hungry DRINK water!! My thighs says you should RUN from the table!! My butts says you should be spanked for even thinking about food! My heart says a change is coming!! hang in there Tia
thickchickTEXAS

thickchickTEXAS

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WHAT ARE YOU THANKFUL FOR?

HAVE YOU THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT YOU'RE REALLY THANKFUL FOR? *BESIDES THE BAND*:clap2: :clap2: LET ME START OFF I THANK GOD FOR HIS SON JESUS MY CHILDREN MY HEALTH MY FAMILY MY JOB MY CHURCH HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL ((((((HUGS & TURKEY)))))) TO ALL TIA :kiss2: HANG IN THERE TERESITA LOVE YA LOTS!!!:biggrin1:
thickchickTEXAS

thickchickTEXAS

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SURPRISE FROM NEW YORK

HEY YA'LL **SUCH A TEXAN**   MY BROTHER SURPRISED US FOR THANKSGIVING!!! HE FLEW IN FROM NEW YORK AND IT BLEW US AWAY!! WE THOUGHT WE WOULDNT BE ABLE TO COME BECAUSE IS SING AND TRAVELS WITH ROBERTA FLAK *YES THE ONE AND ONLY**   I GOT A NEW GUCCI PURSE COCO CHANEL SCARF COACH SCARF   HE IS MY HEART HE'S MY DADDY ALL OVER AGAIN!!!   DINNER 7:00PM WAS 3 SMALL SQAURES OF VEGGIE PIZZA HALF GLASS IF PUNCH THEN 1 BOTTLE OF WATER   SNACK SMALL BOWL OF ROAST AND CARROTS   TODAY11-21-06   BREAKFAST 1st BOTTLE OF WATER **NOT HUNGRY**     SNACK @ 10:00AM 4 PEANUT BUTTER CRACKERS   2ND BOTTLED WATER     LUNCH: grilled chicken breast rice & corn side salad w/sour cream & salsa not thristy   12:52pm on 3rd bottle of water:spit: :spit: :spit:   DINNER SALAD OF SOME KIND   EXCERISE DANCING AT THE NEAREST CLUB UPDATE!!! 3:30PM I JUST TOLD MY MOM ABOUT THE SURGERY!!SHE WAS SUPPORTIVE CAN YOU BELIVE IT!!! NOW I HAVE HER HELP WHEN I COME HOME!! HIP HIP HOORAY 4 MAMA "JO"
thickchickTEXAS

thickchickTEXAS

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Monday

Breakfast 11-20-06 tuna 2 slice of bread   Lunch 4 Bottles of water down by 2:30pm   :spit: :spit: :spit: :spit: 2 ground meat patties with cheese & salad with sour cream & salsa :pop2: *case of the runs not sure why*:huggie:   Dinner tonite before 7pm   roast with carrots & diced potatoes water water water     Exercise Tae-Bo with Billy kick-ass Blanks. :boxing: :boxing:   (((((hugs))))) to u Teresita, Doug & Wootsie
thickchickTEXAS

thickchickTEXAS

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10 pound challenge!!

Since I have to wait January 2007 to have my surgery I'm challenging myself to lose 10 pounds by then   water water water water water water water I started off on Wednesday eating tuna salad & wheat thins No more fried anything and no sodas diet or regular. No bread !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! water water water water water water water Im doing well so far slipped and had diet coke **temptation** water water water water water water water   Oh yeah I'm goin to began to exercise also.   Wish me well
thickchickTEXAS

thickchickTEXAS

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Gasp!!! Faint!! Swoon!!! AETNA SUCKS!!

11-16-06   I'm still waiting for my doctor's office to fax me the medical supervised diet thing that didnt work. WHY WHY WHY is it taking so long to get this paper work!!!   I'm getting so overworked about his whole thing I want it so bad!!!   what is a Thick girl to do??? :faint: :faint: :faint: :faint: :faint: :faint: :faint:   UPDATE AS OF 4:52PM CST   4:15PM I SPOKE WITH SCOTT I DONT HAVE ENOUGH MEDICAL HISTORY FOR AETNA CAN KISS IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I TOLD SCOTT THAT I WOULD CALL HIM BACK   4:18PM AFTER I TALKED TO ANGIE AND LAURA THE CUSTOMER SERVICE FOR UHC *YES I CALLED TWICE* I FOUND OUT THAT MY COMPANY HAS WLS INCLUDED AND UHC WILL COVER IT UP TO 80% I WILL PAY ABOUT 2200 OUT OF POCKET I WILL HAVE TO GET A IN NETWORK PROVIDER.. ALREADY GOT HIM ALL THAT IS REQUIRED IS A BMI OF 40% AND A LETTER FROM DR. R.     4:25PM THAT HEADACHE THAT ATENA TRIED TO GAVE ME IS GONE   4:35PM I TOLD SCOTT THAT HIM AND I HAVE A DATE 1-3-07 AND I WILL NOT TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER. HE LAUGHED AND SAID OK, HE ALSO SAID HE WAS IMPRESSED WITH MY ABILITY TO HANG IN THERE AND GET WHAT I WANT.   I FEEL GOOD ALL OVER AT THIS MOMENT.   AETNA IS THE BULLY OF THE SCHOOL OF INSURANCE THEY DONT BELIEVE IN GIVING JUSTICE TO ALL OF US THAT NEED IT   SHOUT OUT TO DOUG & TERESITA (((((((((HUGS))))))))TO U :eek: 4:59PM:clap2:
thickchickTEXAS

thickchickTEXAS

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1st Consult went well

11-10-06:biggrin1: :biggrin1: :biggrin1: :biggrin1: :biggrin1: I was an hour late I got lost I couldnt find my way out of a one way bldg!!   Met with Dr. Rivas he was AWESOME!! His whole attitude was great! He gave me helpful information and he said I would be a perfect canidate for the surgery! I met with the diet lady she was cool she gave me a diet plan for pre-op and post-op and get this I dont have to do a strict pre-op diet. I met with the insurance lady she started off being mean but I killed her with kindness and she came to herself. I met the nurse she was so kind and soft spoken, she said she would be with me step by step. I left the office floating I cant even describe the feeling that came over me.   11-14-06:( Got a call from Scott the finance guy and he said I need to get more history from the pcp and ob-gyn.????? I left there thinking I had it all together and no one said anything about additional information. I got very upset that I didnt have it together, I didnt want to wait any longer for approval but I guess I have to.   11-15-06:nervous So far I have emailed the lady for more history at the OB. office now I have to call my doctor for my 8months trail diet crap! Not sure why that wasnt sent over from her with the referral?? I'm thinking maybe I should wait until Jan to get the surgery United Healtcare wont send me through all of this mess I hope not!!
thickchickTEXAS

thickchickTEXAS

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HEAD GASKET BUSTED!!

:help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help:     MY HEAD GASKET BUSTED I GUESS I NEED A NEW CAR!!!   HOW????? I HAVE NO EXTRA MONEY FOR THAT!   NOT FEELING TO GOOD RIGHT NOW PLEASE PRAY FOR ME AND MY SITUATION IF ANYBODY IN TEXAS WOULD LIKE TO DONATE A CAR TO ME PLEASE LET ME KNOW!!! **IM SERIOUS**   ****MY FIRST CONSULT IS TOMRROW WISH ME LUCK*****   :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think
thickchickTEXAS

thickchickTEXAS

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A Time to Laugh with Tiffy!!

:cheer2: Howdy ya'll :cheer2:   I spent most of my day laughing at emails from my sister she is so funny, I dont know what I would do without her. She has been a inspiration to me she is the baby of 7 and she is so pretty she has a body like Serrina Williams *not sure what happened to me* But I love her!!   She has been taking me and the kids back and forth to daycare and work!!! She is my HERO I love her :kiss2: :kiss2:   I wish I could tell her that I want this Lap band. I guess Im just scared she wont understand why. She's 24 no kids no boyfriend just a free spirit with a perfect body:Banane20:   Well if you have a sister show her you love her today by a simple hug or kiss or a phone conversation. :scared:   Love you all SHOUT OUT to Teresita (where are you?) & DouglasP ((hugs))to u :kiss2:
thickchickTEXAS

thickchickTEXAS

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Lost pounds come back till Friday!!

Good Morning WORLD!!!   I lost 2 1/2 pounds?????:scared: My 1st consult is Friday!! My BMI has to be 40 or above only think I remember doing is drinking loads of water and not eating to late!!!! well its still early I'll get back with you all LATA!:paranoid
thickchickTEXAS

thickchickTEXAS

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My TICK TICK is back!!!

Yesterday was my church's - Church Anniversary 114 years!!! :clap2: I've only been apart of the church for about 5 years now. In that 5 years I gained a best friend *Pastor's wife Karla M. Thomas* she passed in June of this year at 41 she left behind 4 awesome kids and 1 bad to tha bone grandson.   Her daughter Tick Tick got angry and didnt talk to me for 2 1/2 months :phanvan   But yesterday something happend she hugged me said she was sorry and she thanked me for loving her when she didnt want me to. She 17 years old her mom is gone she is the only girl. I look at her like she is my own, I can't even explain the many emotions that I felt when I held her and she said she loved me. :think     This makes me want to rush this Lap band thing even more I need to have more energy to help her and give her attention and time. :scared:     I guess I said all of this to say LOVE and SHOW LOVE to your loved ones!   If you were to leave this earth today, would you have someone to show love and care for what you have left?   TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVE THEM, DEVELOP A RELATIONSIP WITH YOUR KIDS, TELL THEM YOU LOVE THEM ALTHOUGH they can disobey us we have to embrace them daily!!!   I never thought my bestfriend would have left me with such a task!   But it is well with me KARLA take your rest I LOVE YOU & I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN. :angel: :angel: :angel:   LOVE YA TERESITA AND DOUG-P
thickchickTEXAS

thickchickTEXAS

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Not sure how to say NO to certain things!! HELP

This morning from the Area Vice President of the Company Was offered cherry danish with butter, coffee 1 bottled water   lunch ground meat with tomato sauce steamed carrots & broccoli I had a small bowl of soup clam chowder. half cup of orange soda   Was offered 1:45pm APPLE PIE w/ water from my BOSS!!!!!   HELP ME :help: :help: :help: :help: :help:
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