HAVING A MOMENT!!

YES I Thick chick texas am having a moment!

I dont allow myself to drown in my moments so let me get this out quickly!!

Not feeling real good about myself today I know that I'm not as far gone with my weight as others. But I what I carry is very very heavy for me, I woke up and I felt disgusted with myself, I've been sticking to my eating right plan but I dont see anything happening!

I ate mini corn dogs and boiled chicken legs all day yesterday not sured if that is bad???

I have completly sworn off pants because of the way my thighs rub together eveything from my knees down is small but the knees up I look like a goodyear blimp! *my opinion* So now I wear skirts it hides my thighs and my kness and some of my flap from being pregnant.

**** ok stop it NO MORE badmouthing me****

Ok I got that out!!!

I will be ok thank u thank u Teresita for your GOD-sent words!!! I guess I just had to get it out!

Im changing for the better

I'm gonna do something about my weight

I'm gonna wear my pants again soon

I'm gonna keep loving me and my temporary fluffyness!

i love me i love me i love me i love me

i love me i love me i love me i love me

Hugggggs but fluffy is good.

Hey girl I know exactly how you feel! I wake up every night feeling like what in the world is wrong with me!!! I am sooo HUGE!! On Fridays I can wear jeans to work and I wear dress pants, because I can't fit in any of my JEANS!!!!! So I said today I am gonna start on the Atkins diet (had great results before), but nooooo I just had to mess up before getting started! It will get better girl...we still FINE!!! Okaaay!!! I will start the Atkins diet tomorrow!

Be BLESSED!

Sheila

it's gonna be all right!

be blessed!

Okay, I'll share this with ya. I didn't put it in my journal, but I'll tell you. I went to the movies with some friends last night. Well, when I sat down in the seat, my butt is so big, I had to squeeze into the seat. And as I went down, I felt and heard my jeans rip. My favorite pair, the pair that fits loosely. Well, I had a jacket to cover up the hole, but when I got home, I noticed the tear was almost a foot long!!! There go those jeans. I do feel bad about it, and I know where you're coming from. Maybe I should wear a skirt from now on. I could say I was Scottish! *hugz*