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My path to being comfy with my self in and out.

A blog by fitflab25 in General

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I've litterally lived the yo yo's life of going up and down in weight between 155-264! 264 was my ultimate max! I love working out but portions is my enemy!! Im pretty steady and up to date on these

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Heres a question for you guys and gals

Okay so I talked to my friend in FL who had this done this time last year. She just told me that she is stuck at about 150 something at 5'3 -5'2 or so. She has to reach 115 or something like that. Well she told me that if she dosent hit the 100 pounds lost mark her insurence will get on to her about it? That sounds crazy to me, because 20 pounds over weight is way better than 100 pounds. So is this possible or true? Also I am going to re weigh in this week about Wensday, and going to wear a

Two pounds short this time

So I went in and weighed at 224, I know this isnt fat cause i havent went to the potty in a few days. I gotta be 226 to qualify. So Im and going to buy some ankle weights. and go that route. Also the great news is that they no longer to the nutritionalist fee of 725. You only have to pay 300 dollars for the two week liquid diet shakes if you even have to be on the liquid diet at all. I dont think I have to be on that thankfully. So Ill be back this Thursday with ankle weights and a smile on my f

Wendys down the hatch

I just ate a wendys number two value meal. Im going to re weigh in tomarrow morning and have no doubt what so ever ill make the weigh in the time!!! woo hoo. Im currently watching VH1 Tough Love and see that these hot women can't get a man. Then I know I dont have a chance in u know where. Yet another reason that I want this surgery. I want a sexy me again. I want confidence to wear sleevless shirts and spaghetti straps ect... Any who Im really aimming to have this surgery done this month. I kno

wow deffinatly going to get this done!

okay so I went on this lunch cruise in Wash DC today. on the Spirit of Washington. Its a buffet thingy. I went with this guy Ive been talk to for afew months and it was great. Soo the foood wasssssssssss out standing, buttttttt I stopped eatting way before I was ready! I was to embarrassed to finish you guys know what Im talking about and the whole time I was thinking ugh if i had this surgery I would stop at a normal persons rate ugh ugh im so tired of this embarrament.. The dessert well i ate

39.9 percent and .1 short

so I went in this morning to weight in to start the process over, I knew i was short. So i wore my baggy pants cause more material, ate a number two meal from wendys, and manged my cell phone in my pocket. I have to be 40% bmi and I came in at 39.9%! lol so i have to come back in monday morning to do this damn thing. I almost said for get about it that simple and then i benged on chinese food and was like omg omg omg i need this damn thing cause there is no way i would have managed that with the

call from the office this morning

I got a call from the dr's office this morning saying that I dont have to restart over, i just need to re weigh in. Then go from there. NOW the biggie is my mom had a turn of fate temporarily. She said kellie I know you can do this on your own. You went from 264 to 215 with just eatting out of a coffee cup! Well so that got my hopes up again and Ive been doing just that this past week. I was weighin in at 211 but i think thats just cause im considered empty. lol So now that this ball is rolling

Ugh the 9th is to far away..

I just called my office, to see if i can get the consultation date closer.. No good so i have to wait till thursday.. Im not working out till i weight in i have to be 220 and right now after a trip to the potty i am 215. Dressed lightly.. Ive been looking at POlice Jobs in florida ect cause i just miss the heat. Once i get this surgery and hit 170 Ill deffinatly have the confidence to apply for them. I hope to get this surgery this month any one willing to donate money let me know lol for the nu

I know this is a tool but....

I read blogs and they confuse me sometimes. About dieting and so forth? So whats the band tool really ment to do, if we gotta fight mental food cravings and what types of food we eat. Isnt this what we need to do to lose weight with out the band. So where dose the band being a tool come in to play? I am a heathly eatter, but I eat alottttt like a few days ago i was at this guys house i am talking too and he cooked some rice and beef kinda like chinese. He put only enough to fit on a saucer plate

Conseltation date

Okay so i finally called back and they said i had to start over again. My first consletation is April 9th, I can get my surgery that month if I wish N im going to do it. I just need help with my fear of surgery ppl!!! Ivenever been under the knife or even a tooth pulled. I admit the fear of surgery and being judged is my worst fears, im not affraid of dieing or nothing just the pain. THe pain of ppl making fun of you having this surgery only my mom, one friend here and this guy im talking to wi

where is this lday at the office?

Okay so ive called 3 times last week and left voice mails. Her voice mail says ill try my best to get back to to you in 24 hrs!!!! is that 24 work hours? Well Ive already been approved and set a surgery date but had to hold off cause i couldnt get the 725 fee up in time.. So now that im on the right path with the money i can reschedule. So i left her a message and nothing yet? WTF im about to go and find another doctor already this office is driving me nuts....

Why i canceled my surgery and whats going on now..

Ookay well IMMMMMM BACKKK, I was supposed to have surgery on Jan 21st this year! But first i couldnt come up with the money of 725 in time, and then i was getting judged sooooooo badly!!!! From ppl at work, see im in law enforcement and every one knows how i love to work out and my knowledge of working out. But they dont know my addiction to food!!! So I thought i could do it on my own again, and of corse i was dissapointed in 3 months i got down to 216, but thats because of a colon cleanse!!!!

A potion for lose skin really works

HEY ALL, WELL THIS IS TESTED AND APPROVED BY ME! DURRING THE WEIGHT LOSS I DID ON MY OWN I WOULD ALWAYS NOTICE MY SKIN IN MY UPPER ARMS THEY WOULD CREAS A LITTLE DUE TO BEING SAGGY SO I WENT ON A MISSON TO FIND SOME LOTIONS THAT REALLY WORK AND HERES WHAY I FOUND. WHEN I USED THIS COMBINATION I AND MY MAN WOULD NOTICE A HUGE DAY AND NIGHT DIFFRENCE IN ONE APPLICATION SO I WOULD REAPPLY WHEN EVER I WOULD LOSE MORE AND THE SAGGY WOULD COME BACK.. DAILY USE PALEMERS CO CO BUTTER FOR PREGNACY

went to the mall today

So i went to the mall today with my friend from work of course she is skinnier than I. Well our mission was to get a pedi done and find a nice coat for her husbands birthday tomarrow. We managed the goat at Macy's but heres the deal. She is looking for a size XL coat for her husband and gets me to wear it and modle it cause I "have broader shoulders" that kinda hurt in a embarassing way, put i played it off cooly by acting like Im on a run way doing turns and what not.. But still that stayed in

Port Locations, least noticed area????

Okay well for those of you who been keeping tabs on me know that Im keeping this a secret one cause ppl know i work out like crazy and my sudden weight loss will not be a surprize to them the will think wow she found the missing link!! But how ever Im in a long distance military relitonship, and Im hiding it from him untill totally neccassary. Like we get married and he needs to know medically. One for the fact that when we met I was super skinny and two he is a soldier so i hear him talk of his

Dreamming of the up comming surgery.

For the past 3 nights Ive been dreaming about this whole thing. Like this past time I dreamed that I was about to have it and I had to use the restroom then all of the sudden it took me forever to clean the toilet, there were tons of people crowding the waiting room. Like Im in line at a spa just making another order. So by the time im finally able to use the restroom an announcment comes over calling my name. So I say forget it i need this done, by the time i make it through the crowd Im in my

will i ever eat normal again?

I get bandded Jan 20th, and ive noticed ppl keep saying every time they get a fill they gotta start the liquid diet alll over again? I plan on being really aggressive with my weight loss untill i get below 190 pounds then from there i wanna do it slow and easie like 2 pounds a week.. But i also read that Ill never get to eat some of my comfert foods again is this true? I mean i gotta have some mac n cheese every once and a great while when come to think of it the last time i had it was like 5 mo

God im a PIG!!!!

:w00t: :wub:I just ate a whole pack of bertolli 10 minuet pasta meal in the bag. One bag serves 2 people and i ate the whole thing by my self with out any second guesses or thoughts. My stomach dont even feel full really slightly maybe but thats it.. I am totally embarrased to eat in front of ppl for this fact, any one agree? I cant wait to get bandded and actually eat like girl dose not a freaking foot ball player. You know the last time i met up with my man five months ago, we went to the mac

Questions for the banded

1- Do people see dramatic results in your portions like to the point its freaky? Im scared that Ill go eat with some one and they think im annorexic lol?   2- whats the average weight loss for the first month of being banded when you work out 4-5 days a week?   3- can you balance your weight loss to a certain weight like i was really comfertable at 150- still had my hips and booty, ect I dont want to be stick thin I dont think so any ways?   4- how you deal with the changing of clothes siz

So much to live for and do.

2008 has been a major turning pointe in my life, it all started in 2005. I left my husband at the age of wow I think 23! While he was in a range shooting practice. I couldnt take him no more he just tore me down and him flirting and gods only knows what else. I didnt have a proublem with im being a soldier, but i had proublems with him not comming home untill 11pm and not calling me once all day long. So I dont have kids and Im deffinatly miss indipendent. I get my own place and live as seperat

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