Just starting... again

[*Samantha* 15]

So here is my story. I have started the process to get the sleeve twice now. Both attempts left me scared and backing off, feeling like I would be resorting to fail by having surgery.

My last effort left me in March of 15. My psych, pt visit, support group and first dietician appts already done. I started a new job, which is fantastic but I lost my previous insurance. My new plan did not start until this year so I am back at it.

I will not be failing. I will be taking charge of a tool that is being offered to help me with my goals. Yes, I'm terrified but I'm also excited.

I struggle with exercise from my weight from major phlebitis in one leg from a pregnancy induced dvt years ago. The heavier I get, the worse it feels. I try to walk long distances and it physically hurts now.

I want to be active again. I want to run with my father. I want to be healthy. I want to go the amusement park with my kids and not be afraid to not fit in the seats. I want to go play outside with them and stop missing so many opportunities to enjoy the beautiful scenery outside. I'm tired of being the big girl and ready to be the healthy girl.

My insurance, United Healthcare, has me started with their program again. Monday I get my first call to walk me thru what I do next and it's on! I am currently at 297, my highest weight.

Hello everyone!!!

[Miss Mac 6,261]

Here are 1,255 other reasons to take the plunge:

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"Whatever you can do, or dream you can - begin it! For boldness has genius, power, and magic in it." Wolfgang von Goethe

[*Samantha* 15]

Thank you!!

[Inner Surfer Girl 12,015]

Welcome! I wish you the best of luck. I truly believe that things happen when they are meant to. Sounds like it is your time now.

[*Samantha* 15]

I sure hope so!! Thank you!