Just venting

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So I was banded about a month and half ago. I had thought I didn't have any Fluid in my band so after a few days on the liquid diets I went rogue. Horrible horrible idea, I know. Needless to say I felt like crap emotionally and still kinda do. Here I am paying for everything out of pocket and can't seem to satisfy my urges. I finally started to eat better before my fill and when I went in I had lost 10 pounds. Now it's almost time for another fill (3 weeks) and I've only lost 5 pounds. Today I have decided that I will become more strict and do the required Protein Shakes and add in Fiber. But I can't deny that I'm still depressed. I have continued to eat improper things, some without harm. I'm extremely worried that I have slipped my band. But I don't have any of the signs. Thoughts? Comments? Btw how do you post a before picture?!

Has anyone thought of over eaters anymoums?

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The only way you can know if your band slipped is by having your doctor check it. You wouldn't necessarily have symptoms.

I would strongly suggest going to see your nutritionist so they can help you get back on track and establish food guidelines you can live with. I would also discuss your issues with your surgeon. It's imperative you get your eating habits under control with the band before you do hurt yourself. Your surgeon and nutritionist can help you do that.

Best wishes.

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After my first fill, (4cc's) I gained weight within that month before my 2nd fill........felt like a failure and the Dr. would be upset...turns out he laughed at me....asked me what did I expect??

He then took the time to fully explain the reasons for the fills, what the Green Zone is, and until the band is properly adjusted it will be nothing more than my own will power....(bandster hell)

Which we both knew I did not have...if I did I wouldn't be in his office in the first place, having failed so many times at so many diets.....I needed WLS to do what I could not do.

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