Boo Boo Kitty

I agree discrimination is everywhere, but with ours we can change it. Some one black can not be "not black" nor can someone Asian be "not Asian". We do have some advantage to having a discrimination that we can shed.

Thanks guys. I can not wait until Friday, I have never wanted a week to be over more.

Thanks. I am hoping that the first fill will work right away. I know here's to dreaming. I feel like such a failure though, it sucks. I feel like I have the whole world looking at me and do this. I am sure this is remnants of my f*ed up mother beating me up....ugh...

You know what I wish that was the case, then I would feel better. I haven't been eating crap, at least then I would know why I gained. :teeth_smile: But thanks everyone. I will pull on my big girl pannies and get over it. I can not wait to get my fill. I swear to god I am gonna die before then....ugh...

I hate me. Gained 11 pounds.... :teeth_smile:

I am more than depressed right now. I am still in complete denial and shock. BUT I know, I have no one to blame but myself. I had the un-fill 6 weeks ago now. It was due to a slip that the surgeon caused when my port was replaced. Well I thought I was doing well, but the last few weeks I knew I had gained a few pounds. Things weren't fitting the same. I went to the Dr today for strep. The same place that saw me last month for the broken nose. Well guys I have gained 11 pounds. 11 freaking pounds. I want to cry and give up completely. I have NOT been eating shit. I have been eating the same things, but a bit more. I have been so stressed out lately I am surprised I haven't gained more. Makes me pissed off I haven't had a freaking King Dong. I haven't had any of the shit I used to eat, so what the hell happened? I need to get this weight off before I throw myself off a cliff but being bogged down taking care of a sick Grandmother I don't see it happening. I will be getting a fill Friday and starting over. I am ashamed but I think I have to tell all of you, and that makes me ever more ashamed and disgusted with myself. I suck. I am so upset right now I can't even deal with this.... :teeth_smile:

LOL...YAY Mac is back! BUT don't push yourself Mac! :thumbup:

She hasn't said, but I agree on the photo! lol...

They hacked into the system which enabled them to vote continuously. That person is a loser! lol..:bolt:

SWEET! Thanks! I am going to get it! Thank you!

You need to add Lilth as a friend here... MySpace.com - sickgirl Creations *SGC* - 30 - Female - San Diego, California - www.myspace.com/sickgirlcreations And then vote on the Miss October blog, you must say vote for Ginger Rayne or it will not count! :tt1: Thanks! :bolt:

Yup, just once. And you have to say "Vote for Ginger" or it won't count. I feel so damn cheated now. You all worked so hard....:bolt:

No she isn't going to count any of the votes, and as of now I am loosing on the blog.... SO SAD that everyone did all this hard work for nothing....wahhh... Pity party of 1 right here! :bolt:

Anyone can do it! Just follow the rules with hard work. You can do it too!

Link is MySpace.com - sickgirl Creations *SGC* - 30 - Female - San Diego, California - www.myspace.com/sickgirlcreations You must friend her and then comment on the October blog. Under my pic post "vote for Ginger" Thanks guys! Friend me as well! :crying:

Hello all As alot of you know I am involved in a Myspace contest for a pin up of the month. Well some jerk cheated and now I can no longer receive votes on the vote caster. I WAS winning as well! SO I am begging, pleading doing whatever it takes to get help! PLEASE go to this myspace account, friend her and vote for me on the October blog, for me, GINGER RAYNE. I can not let someone who cheated win. It is total BS. If she goes by myspace blog votes I will loose. Please help me out! Also add me, Ginger as well and let me know you voted for me! I appreciate it soooo much! xoxoxoxo I thank​ you all in advan​ce!​ HUGS and LOVE!​ Ginge​r www.myspace.com/sickgirlcreations

Hello​ frien​ds I need your help.​ Those​ of you who were votin​g for me on the votec​aster​ know that it is down.​ Some jerk cheat​ed,​ so now all those​ votes​ no longe​r count​.​ I first​ want to thank​ all of you for votin​g for me, thank​ you! If you have not vote on the blog,​ pleas​e do so here!​ You will have to add her as a frien​d,​ but her stuff​ is cool so it is worth​ it!​:​)​ It is the only way to get me back in the lead as all you know was winni​ng!​ Toget​her we can do this again​!​ I thank​ you all in advan​ce!​ HUGS and LOVE!​ Ginge​r http:​/​/​profi​le.​ myspa​ce.​ com/​index​.​ cfm?​fusea​ction​=​user.​ viewp​rofil​e&​frien​dID=​39252​9145

I need your help.​ Those​ of you who were votin​g for me on the votec​aster​ know that it is down.​ Some jerk cheat​ed,​ so now all those​ votes​ no longe​r count​.​ I first​ want to thank​ all of you for votin​g for me, thank​ you! If you have not vote on the blog,​ pleas​e do so here!​ You will have to add her as a frien​d,​ but her stuff​ is cool so it is worth​ it!​:​)​ It is the only way to get me back in the lead as all you know was winni​ng!​ Toget​her we can do this again​!​ I thank​ you all in advan​ce!​ HUGS and LOVE!​ Ginge​r Rayne http:​/​/​profi​le.​ myspa​ce.​ com/​index​.​ cfm?​fusea​ction​=​user.​ viewp​rofil​e&​frien​dID=​39252​9145

It has been taken down. Someone hacked the site to increase votes. SO I am screwed now. I know it was no one I know and love! She is investing it...so if you have myspace please go to her blog and vote.... It is the ONLY way now I can win......... :girl_hug:

Beautiful photos! Love them! If I am ever close I will call! I am in Michigan so not too far! :girl_hug:

I think we are there and no one wants to admit it. Kinda like me when I was fat, but ignoring it doesn't make it go away..:thumbup:

Manatee YOU look GREAT! There really is minimal bruising (or looks to be) As for as nerve damage, it does start to come back and believe me you will know when it starts to happen. I hurt like hell somedays for no reason. Just my body putting itself back together again! :girl_hug: Keep on getting healthy!

VA--I am glad things are doing better for you! I agree with Doc, better to be safe than sorry. Sweet--that is so freaking cool! Let us know how your test goes! :thumbup: AND yes Paris marathon at any age is a great story! YAY Ginger--sorry to hear that you've got sickies. I am sick as well. Got it from my kids. Glad to hear your house is ok. I am getting refilled on the 3rd, really sucks to have to start over with restriction when I was SOOOO happy! :girl_hug: Oh well.

Sick--ride your soap box, how else are you gonna get anywhere??? :)lol...

Wow green, I think you hit the nail on the head. I appreciate your honesty and openess. Sad to think death is the answer...