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Well me and Oprah have been doing this yo-yo dance for the past 30+ years. At its worst I have been about 90lbs but usually its 75-80. Anyway it is time to stop the madness. I just cannot keep struggling with this and everything it means. Probably don't need to go there with anyone reading this:-). So here I am. Surgery is scheduled for 8-1-12 and even though I am a nurse (or because I am) I'm pretty nervous. Got the WHAT IF's pretty bad. Am trying to focus on the BUT WHENS!.  But when this is over I hope I can lose 80 for the very last time. But when this is over I can shop for clothes off the rack!. But when this is over I can sit comfortably in an airline seat etc etc etc,,,,,