Diamondeyed

Girlfriday, congrats on your success I know that you are elated! I am so excited and I cant wait I go in February.

I'm terribly jealous of your peace. I can't find it! Im still torn between the same 2 surgeons. Sigh.
I'm happy for you.
Can you message me with who you chose and why, please!?

Congrats! Don't be surprised if you waiver on your decision between now and then. I did it a hundred times.

I'm still pre-op, but I'm strongly considering going with Dr. Jesus Ortiz (and yes, he's young--younger than me!). I was told by someone who had surgery with Dr. Lopez (who trained Dr. Ortiz) a month ago that Dr. Ortiz assists Dr. Lopez in TJ (Dr. Osuna has not been assisting Dr. Lopez in TJ because she's taking care of her sick mother in PV, I'm told) and, when he's in TJ, Dr. Lopez assists Dr. Ortiz, so either way you wind up with the same medical team (unless Dr. Lopez is in PV). Hopefully that isn't too confusing to follow!

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This is me at 170-176 last year

I'm going in March, but not until the 22nd. Save a spot on the losers' bench for me!

You will pack a bunch of things and never need most of them. Trust me I know. I barely looked at my phone or iPad. The only thing I used that I brought was my change of clothes to go home in. And make them loose and comfy. You are going to be so bloated its disgusting feeling. I also used my Bert's bees lip balm. Picture in your left hand the pain pump and your right lip balm. That's how I rolled. Lol. I also used my toothbrush, toothpaste and mouth wash. I wish I had brought my face wash cuz I had to use their wall mounted stuff which dried my face out horribly. At the last minute, the night before...I had to get tampons and those female cleansing cloths by Always. I was oh so lucky and started my period the day before my surgery. All the stress and pre-op diet delayed my period 2 weeks. I know awesome right.
You're going to have a catheter in so you can't wear undies. You don't want the irritation. But I do recommend the cleansing cloths regardless cuz it does help you clean up and freshen up since you can't shower for a day or so.
But that's pretty much it. You're so out of it that you're really not going to be up for much else. I hope this helps.
And I totally understand you're feelings in wishing it would happen yesterday. But enjoy the time to be normal and educate yourself and prepare in as much as you can. It will go a long way towards you having a beautiful recovery. Hugs to all! Happy holidays! It will be here before you know it.

I just moved my date up to the 16th.

It's ingrained in my brain. I cannot stop focusing on it either. I'm getting ready to do my passport. I've been researching sugar free chewable Vitamins. Protein boosters. Powerade Zero. Gas-X Strips. My plan is to buy my surgery clothes: sports bra, plain roomy undies, loose fitting elastic waist pants, roomy tshirt, and slip on shoes for travel. My BFF is getting married at the end of August and I'm her MOH so I'm trying to picture myself 6 months postop at the beach in NC. Sigh...
Amanda Rae

Oh my goodness do I know how you girls feel! And it's selfish of me to say that I'm totally happy that I'm not alone, because. Well that would be lonely !!
I do talk to my husband about surgery, against his will. Lol. His eyes glaze over about how mine do when he starts talking about his man things.
I ADORE christmas and I feel do bahumbug this year because I just want it over with so we can move on to better things. This is worse than waiting for your baby to be born.
Diamondeyed, I hear you!!! To finally be happy and healthy and feel human. What does that feel like? Sigh. SO SO SO ready.

I haven't purchased any clothes and I am known for my shopping!
I was thinking about buying clothes in smaller sizes just because..lol
I am however, eating healthier, drinking Water (ugggggh!), and starting a exercise program. I am anxious, frustrated, nervous, and just ready to get this over with!
I am going to start 1 Protein shake a day in January so I can have an opportunity to test a few out.
We are almost there! Almost in a 2-3 month kinda way.. :*(

Astephenson, then you feel me....I usually set my goals up and make a check list of things to accomplish, but ALL I am focusing on is surgery, aurgery, surgery, I vowed not to buy one article of clothing, until im losing.....I dont even talk about it with my husband....im just thinking about it day amd night and noon......because I have dealt with my weight my entire life, this is a dream come true....to have something I have never known. This is a reward that I have hoped for....

Today I find myself not wanting to set any upcoming goals until I have surgery. I have already put gauze, tape, deodorant in my bag so far......Also been reading gastricsleeve.com blogs lot of great information there. Just so ready for the losers bench!

Astephenson, then you feel me....I usually set my goals up and make a check list of things to accomplish, but ALL I am focusing on is surgery, aurgery, surgery, I vowed not to buy one article of clothing, until im losing.....I dont even talk about it with my husband....im just thinking about it day amd night and noon......because I have dealt with my weight my entire life, this is a dream come true....to have something I have never known. This is a reward that I have hoped for....

I hear ya!! I've been bad and shopping for things I think I'll need for my surgery and immediately afterward instead of xmas gifts for the family. I can't focus on anything else. Seems a little dangerous to wish away so many days of my life until my surgery date but I'm so ready to be on the other side and losing

Tami!! That is sooo me!! "1- I am never going to miss my underwear that keeps "rolling/falling down" or trying to pull them up while walking....NOT CUTE"
I thought I was the only one who did that!!!

2.I am NEVER GOING TO the big hump of fat on my butt and the back of my neck
2. I cannot wait for new panties, better sex and wearing a dress that doesn't look like maternity.

Im just sooo ready.

People use him every day! For some reason people on this forum don't. Go to gastric sleeve dot com and you'll find lots who have gone to him!

I am super excited. I had a appt. with my PCP today. I was very very nervous that she would turn her nose up at me. Well she was actually great about it. Gave me her okay and guaranteed her support. And when I told her I was considering Mexico. She didn't shoot down the idea. It isn't her first choice but she will support me regardless if the choice. She understands my struggle. Woot woot woot woot......

Tami,
My surgery isnt for months but I like to plan ahead and have been keeping a running list of things people say are useful in MX and that I know I would use.
So far my list has:
Neosporin
Body wash (dial soap)
Extra bandages
broth packets
Heating pad
Extension cord
Little pillow
sleeping mask
Chap stick
Gas X (strips and pills)
Slippers and socks
Night gown
Mind sharing yours to compare?

There's so many good things listed here already, but here's some more I can think of:
I won't miss feeling so fixated on food.
I am excited to be able to wear high heels for a good length of time without being in excruciating pain (I have so many that I've never even worn!).

I won't miss wearing layers and layers of Spanx just to smooth everything out.
I won't miss being out of breathe when I go up and down our stairs.
I won't miss feeling like I'm stuck in a giant shell that isn't me.
I look forward to the day I hear, YOU are pretty instead of "you have such a pretty face!"
I look forward to being able to keep up with my children.
I look forward to not being a "new" me, but being ME.