PostSecret.com is Reading My Mind

SO yeah, this is an anonymous Postcard sent to postsecret.blogspot.com (Google it).

I would just like to know when it will stop. Not the mind reading, silly. When will I stop Being afraid nobody will love me?

Easy answer: when I start loving myself. Good thing I'm working on that.

Hard answer: when I stop hating myself for ever being 344lbs. Good luck with that one.

If you cant read it, it says:

I will never miss

the person I lost when I lost 100lbs+.

But I will always live in constant fear

that no one

will love the body that

she left

behind.