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Blog 21693

A blog by want_so_bad in General

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A weight loss surgery blog by want_so_bad on BariatricPal. 7 entries on surgery, recovery and progress.

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coming here instead of snacking

ugh! i hate money. more like i hate the lack of money at present. money money money!   i know the pull to munch on something is just because i am upset and stressed. so i am here instead, keeping my fingers busy.   i have lost a few pounds the last week or so. that feels good. i have worked out a few times, need to get better about it, but at least it was something.   i am really starting to worry about this cruise we are going on in october. will i be at goal in time to have

welcome back little friend, welcome back

i am so excited! my band is back! after being MIA (empty) since august, its back!   i got some mashed potatos to try and i only ate just a tad over half the single serving from kfc. and i am full! i dont want anymore. i really probably should not have taken that last bite, but i am not stuck or anything either.   ahh, the burp of passing food. lol, how lame am i? to be excited that i have to burp!   its a good day.

its a new day

the fill went good. i am now at 1.8cc. this is what i was at when i was losing consistently. slowly, but consistent.   i really dont know if the fill has given me restriction or not. i really dont want to eat anything, mushie or not, just because of my last fill. i dont want to irritate my stomach and/or the band. the thought of being that swollen and tight frightens me. that sucked so bad.   i have a horrible bladder/kidney infection. omg, the nurse even had me come back and look

fill today!

today is the day! that fill i so ever desperately need is coming this afternoon. i am scared/excited/nervous.   i am ready for this. ready for restriction again and to lose this damn weight. right? why am so worried about it?   my head is just going in a bunch of different directions. its like, omg, i wont be able to eat bla bla this or bla bla that. and i KNOW that is a good thing, but its also upsetting me right now. how freakin stupid is that? i know its stupid, and yet, i fe

gross and disgusting

feel like crap today. guilty crap. basically no exercise this weekend. ate crap. and paying for it.   what the hell is wrong with me? why cant i get a grip on myself? please please this fill i have on wed work and get me back to a good place.   i feel so gross today. i swear i can feel the fat roll growing under my chin and around my waste. its terrible and disgusting. its so gross to look at myself, its so gross to feel this right now.   i have not felt this gross and nasty

feelin good today! yipeeeeeee

i did it! i actually exercised last night. and i feel great this morning! i felt great last night too! despite that my back was killing me. i felt good!   i did 20 minutes with the wii fit. i have to say i am sore from it! its great. the hula is fun. my almost 2 year old was doing it with me, oh she is so CUTE! i did the basic run, where you just run in place. i did some yoga and some of the balance ones (those just for fun). and then after i got the little one to bed, i walked on

giving this blog thing a shot

not really sure what i am suppose to do with this?? just track my thoughts? tell my story? here goes anyway:   today hasnt been great. i am making poor choices? why? because i am stressed about money. freakin money. money for this, money for that. where can i cut costs? start packing my own lunch again next week will be a great help. cant wait for the fill on wed. kinda feelin guilty about spending the money for it, but i am going to do it anyways.   my back is killin me again.

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