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luvlif's Journal

A blog by luvlif in General

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my journey to gorgeous 160lbs again!

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My Darling Love is the gift you give yourself

12/6/07Went to Pru affair... Bart came up to where I was sitting & hugged & kissed me.... he still can't get over how Chris & I split up after all these years. I miss him....Yesterday I woke up from a dream where he was holding my head in his arms with his cheek on top of my head...there is not a day that goes by that I do not sense him wanting to kiss me. 11/27 I still miss him... there isn't a day that goes by that I do not think of him. Last night I dreamt of him & I called
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control freak mother, secretive behavior,& obesity

Mom's controling beh has cost me a lot in life, including my weight issues, secretive behavior, not moving forward w my only sweetheart, the love of my life, Alissa said I behave the way I do w food to stuff my emotions and not feel them...since last nite I 've been teary eyed, I told him to-day that I owed him an apology, that I know I had been difficult for the last month & it had nothing to do w him, it had to do w my mother and how controlling she was & she wanted me to pack up &
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dresses

Fri I went to drop off pap work & he saw me in brown tank top w plunging neckline ...I said I had to get back to new recruit (Cute)one)..he called screaming....but 1st tried to controll himself. When I called Sat he was gentle when I said"still mad @ me?":whoo: Mon he was v subdued @ mtg til I started gazing @ his mouth, ear lobe, eyes,& finally...nipple....then moved from behind the chair so I could gaze @ his fav spot!...called back & fourth sev times bec he was turned on!

WALK

he called yesterday & to-day from cell I did not ask where he is ...at all...... but to-day I told him I was going to be away Fra & Sat..."alright" he responded ...not happy...almost wondering where I was going...but did not have the guts to ask! Now he knows how I felt!:heh:    

The 4 Secrets4 secrets to Weight Loss Success the Diet Books Don?t Tell you

The 4 Secrets to Weight Loss Success the Diet Books Don’t Tell you:faint: by: Meri Raffetto RD Weight loss plans come in all shapes and sizes. Some are fad diets that are too restrictive to follow more than a couple of weeks, while others are provided by professionals that make customized plans for us. All of them give us some guidelines on what we should and shouldn’t eat to ultimatel

7/24/07

TUESDAY 7/24 I LOOK THINNER:clap2::kiss2: 150LBS BY LABOR DAY :)BRUNCH:3 TURK MEATBALLS & SAUCE 200 LUNCH:TERIYAKI CHICK 160 = 360 2 PLUMS 90 = 450 SNACK: GRAHAMS 100 = 550 5.30 NOT VERY HUNGRY :clap2: DINNER: TERIYAKI CHICK 160 =710 WEDNESDAY 7/25 BRUNCH 3 TURK MEATBALLS& SAUCE 200 LUNCH CHICK CORN SOUP 200 = 400 DINNER TERIYAKI CHICK 160 = 560

YOUR LIFE

Instead of focusing on what others think about us, we can focus on what we think of ourselves. An entire arena of potential unhappiness is dissolved when we simply stop worrying so much about what others think of us. With this one shift, you'll have the freedom to try something and then change your mind if you don't like it. You won't be worried that people will judge you for quitting, even when your goal in quitting one path is to pursue what you hope will be a better road. You can try and fai

INSECURITY

Insecurity It sounds like he is very insecure.. I have been with my husband for 13 years and Married for 12 of those years.. it got ugly between him and I when I was fatter. I felt that he lost respect for me, Since my surgery I am down a lil over 60 lbs .. (girl you have done awesome with your band!) but my husband has been so clingy lately. This surgery has made my relationship with my husband way better. Hang in there and maybe seek some counseling? I don't know but I wish you the best..
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2/16

He was abrupt & rude to-day when I called.... then I remembered that's how he behaves when I'm upset Later I stopped into p/u checks....him & her were argueing.... he had his arms folded across his chest...(defensive) she didn't look too happy to see me ...what no sweetie pie smile? I BET SHE'S PISSED ABOUT 5% & HE PROBABLY GAVE IT TO HER ABOUT CANCELLING MY APT & SHIT STIRRING....I HAD TOLD HIM SHE ONLY TOLD HIM A 1/2 TRUTH ON SAT... YESTERDAY I MENTIONED IT AGAIN" My darling
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2/16 excuses

Maureen came in @ 9.40 in jeans. said she fell in the ice. RW in @ 10.5 shovelling ice on h/o's driveway for oh. yesterday he came in @ 10.30 had to drive kids to school...school opened 2 hrs late.....wife wouldnt drive them ...she sleeps....came in late for mtg...CA told him no sexual innuendos please.
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2/15 what a fight!

I smiled & silently asked him"Will you be my Valentine?" As I sat there in my red jacket. He smiled shyly I was very insulted when you flung that check @ me on Sat. That's because I tried to tell you the problem for a yr & you wouldn't listen...it was the only way I could get your attention. You have all watched me change over the past year...what you guys did not know was how the band tightens when you get stressed & I would be in the bathroom puking my brains out. His face showed
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my love

we've hit a rocky spot... to day @ mtg I silently said"this is your love for me?" I know he felt it. I guess he hates when I do that.he was subdued @ mtg...not himself til I silently said "I love you my darling"...then he spoke about Mugsy in Brooklyn w all the small dogs "How did Mugsy react to the small dogs" I said That hit home ...his whole face lit up...he knew & I knew why I was asking that. then he smiled @ me when he said "I redid my bathroom...I went all out" & smiled adorably
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OH POST 2/11

I haven't looked into the mirror for years until recently. I'm down to 132 lbs. and have started looking -- wow, what a difference! I have had blinders on for the past 30 years with myself and everone else. I do notice that I am shyer than I thought I was and am getting a lot of attention that I feel ambivalent about. I sort of still think, "Why didn't these people talk to me before?" I see how other people look, as well as myself. It is still difficult for me to look in the mirror but it's gett
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Jessie Ahroni

I am at the stage in life where I divide everything into two categories: my problem - not my problem. If it's my problem I fix it. If it's not my problem I don't worry about it. When you do this life becomes very simple. I avoid toxic people. I avoid negative people. I don't tolerate whining well. I have a list of coping skills on my bulletin board. When I feel I need food to cope I read through the list first.   Be realistic Get perspective on the prob
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1/25 MOM SAID

TO NIGHT WHEN I TOLD MOM THAT IMTIAZ & ZULFI WERE SAYING HOW GOOD I LOOKED SHE SAID "THAT MEANS THEY THINK YOU'LL BE LOOKING FOR ANOTHER MAN"... YA MA, THEM, YOU, & EVERYONE ELSE THINK THAT...HIM TOO?
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