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My research began back when a Co worker/ good friend had his surgery. I watched as he lost 157lbs in one year. I began reading and viewing youtube videos and asking questions. I have gone from a size 10 to 12 to 14 then 16 then back down to a 6 and all the way back up to 16. That seems to be my stopping point. I left onederland once again and hate my photos once again. I knew what I was doing to myself but it's so hard to not eat the things I know I shouldn't be eating. It's hard to cook for my husband and my son when all they want is fried chicken and cheeseburgers tacos and pizza. I fell back into eating bad again. I'm not blaming them at all it's just a fact that they do not eat veggies or salads.
I finally have gotten to the point where I decided to do something for me. I made an appointment to attend the oband seminar in Las Vegas in January. They went over all of the options available and because of all the research I've done I had a general idea of what I wanted. I decided on the sleeve surgery and set up my first appointment with the Dr. And started my series of many tests that my insurance requires prior to approval for surgery. For the next 7 months I attended the seminar, had a psychologist evaluation, a psychiatric evaluation, a stress test, an upper GI, ultrasound, 6 Dr. Visits, weigh in each month, sleep study, blood work, chest xray, had my gallbladder removed, nutritionist visit, and attended a 4 hour pre op class last week. This brings us to this point. I am the night before my surgery. Nothing but liquids since I woke up. And if this wasn't enough stress I got a call from my assistant store director informing me that I will be reporting to another store when I get back from fmla. Apparently they need me to help fix this store! ? I worked today and all my employees were crying and sad that they are taking me away. My period was supposed to stop a day ago. The couches with my built in recliner will not be delivered in time (they'll be here on Wednesday) I just can't take all this stress. All I want to do is to get through this night and begin my journey and hopefully it all falls into place one day at a time. I've wanted this so badly for over a year now and have taken the steps to make it a reality. I am having this moment for me! I am making a life change for myself.
I want to just go to bed and wake up and it'll be tomorrow, my day. But I'm waiting for a call from the hospital. Apparently they are supposed to call and confirm the time to report to the hospital and surgery time, as it could change. They could call as late as tomorrow morning! OK. This will all pass and seem unimportant I know. Be happy. It's finally here. Get through this surgery and heal and begin losing and becoming healthy and strong and confident again. It's all going to be OK and I'm going to be successful at this ! I will report back tomorrow when I'm awake from surgery and let you all know how it went.