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Oh sorry...I forgot to add that the PA was mostly concerned about the choking on the acid while I'm sleeping because she said that she doesn't want me to aspirate (sp?) on it and get it in my lungs and turn into pneumonia. Can't argue that it's for the best, but I still don't wanna!!!!

I spoke to my PA today and she wants me to come in tomorrow and get a very small amount of fluid taken out (she said like 0.1 or 0.2 cc's). This kinda freaks me out. I don't want to hurt myself in the long run, but I really have worked so hard and don't want to see any of the weight I've lost again. And of course right back into bad habits I fell because I was feeling sorry for myself. I went to Panera and actually ate 1/2 of a Sierra Turkey sandwich, most of a cup of soup, and a french baguette...and I am going for an UNFILL!! I really hope that the dilation is causing the heartburn/reflux and once that is cleared up I can go get what was taken out put back in and then some! It's so weird...there are times I am lucky to eat like 4 oz's and then I have moments like tonight that was full of bread and no problems! Jeez though I can't believe how much my mind is flipping just thinking of that teeny tiny 0.2cc's being gone. It's like I went from obsessing over food to obsessing over my weight. I need to throw out the scale now. I already step on it every time I'm in the bathroom (and trust me I wish this was an exaggeration). GRRRRRRRR Thanks for letting me vent...hopefully didn't scare you all with my craziness lol:tongue_smilie:

IDK whether to believe him or not...but the specialist told me that the nutcracker esophagus was a not progressive thing and that what it was like now would be what it's always like and for the most part I am asymptomatic (is that the right word or spelling??lol). I have always gotten slight reflux, but it was actually kinda rare, and occasionally it would feel like something got stuck (pre band), kinda like a lump in my throat, but thankfully no crushing pain or really bad relux or dysphagia (sp??) like some people have. Since my case was so minor, I was assured that I shouldn't have any problems. My surgeon did say I would be his first patient with that condition, but then again I know that it's a majority 60-70yo problem...not a 20 almost 30yo

I have a question. I was told when I had my UGI that I had a very small dilation. I asked if it was because I ate too much or did anything else I shouldn't of. I was told no. I asked if they were going to remove fluid and was told no, everything was going down fine and that it was very slight. I wasn't even told to go on liquids...just that I was progressing nicely and my weight loss is good and that in fact the fluid was moving through so well that I probably could actual use a slight fill (but they wouldn't do it because of the heartburn and reflux). To this day, I still struggle with heartburn and occasional nightly reflux and lots of burping (most of this is the week before my period...sorry if TMI, but I get alot tighter then). Do you all think I should press this issue?? Is the dilation getting better/worse/the same? Am I hurting myself? I don't want to have any fluid taken out, but I don't want to hurt myself and potentually lose my band! have you ever heard of doing nothing for a slight dilation? Just any input would be appreciated. Thanks!

Thanks Denise. My surgeon makes everyone get a motility study before surgery. I actually do have what is called a "nutcracker" esophagus, but was told that the condition should not affect the band.

ME TOO Christie...I worry about everything, and now that the reflux is coming back I am worrying again. They didn't say anything about monitoring it. The dr didn't really seem concerned. Just hey you're losing weight at an above average pace...keep doing what you're doing...good job

I think I am going to post this on the main board too...I'm just curious if doing nothing is ok.

I have a question. I noticed Denise's post about not having dilation. I was told when I had my UGI that I had a very small dilation. I asked if it was because I ate too much or did anything else I shouldn't of. I was told no. I asked if they were going to remove fluid and was told no, everything was going down fine and that it was very slight. I wasn't even told to go on liquids...just that I was progressing nicely and my weight loss is good and that in fact the fluid was moving through so well that I probably could actual use a slight fill (but they wouldn't do it because of the heartburn and reflux). To this day, I still struggle with heartburn and occasional nightly reflux and lots of burping (most of this is the week before my period...sorry if TMI, but I get alot tighter then). Do you all think I should press this issue?? Is the dilation getting better/worse/the same? Am I hurting myself? I don't want to have any fluid taken out, but I don't want to hurt myself and potentually lose my band! have you ever heard of doing nothing for a slight dilation? Just any input would be appreciated. Thanks!

Denise-how did the dentist go? Shad-YAY...your port flip is not too far away! IMHO no weight loss in 3 weeks when you need a fill and can't get one is still awesome! And I NEVER weigh, count, or journal. It's too much like a diet that I am sure I would sabotage myself. I would do it if I was not losing and not needing a fill, but until that day comes for me....no paper needs involved lol.

((((Betsy))))-So sorry to hear that things have been so rough for you. I am so proud of you for taking care of yourself this whole time. I am sure that not everyone would have (me included) and would have fallen back into old habits. With as smart and wonderful and resourcful as you are, I am sure you are bound to figure out how to make yourself un-stuck in your current situation. I am thinking about you as I often think about all of you!

MISERY LOVES COMPANY! Definitly feeling it! And it doesn't help that I will retain so much Water that I will gain like 3lbs (even though they will fall off) even though I will barely eat :biggrin::cursing::thumbup::cursing:

LOVE IT!!! Christie-good to hear that you are giving yourself a break. I wish I wasn't so dang hard on myself and could let myself just be without obsessing over things. Karen-I'm doing pretty good...not sure if I will make my Labor Day Challenge goal, but I will be close to it. Hope your little one is feeling better!!! Denise-hope that it is just an infection and no bad side effects!! Me-today I ate lunch and then threw it up over an hour later. I felt fine right after eating, but then like an hour later I was salivating and not even a PB...full on barf! I hate that cause then I worry that I hurt my band. I really hate the week before Mother Nature visits...my damn band is so tight for like 1 1/2 weeks a month! And then the heartburn and acid reflux at night...then right after Mother Nature leaves I am fine and can eat too much:sneaky::thumbup::frown::laugh:!!! How is everyone doing?

now just where the heck is that Anne????? Hopefully doing wonderfully :confused:

((((((BOBBIE)))))!!!!!! So happy to hear that while you have been gone things have been going great for you!!! (cept the sick puter!) Onederland and a new job :confused::wink2::scared2::crying:!

http://spreadsheets.google.com/ccc?key=0Ap1qXRkd4RRydEFfa2pPb19reVlTa25Qb1hlYUktcFE&hl=en&authkey=CLuLqfUE Bumping up!

Can't say I blame you there! I am a BIG baby when it comes to the thought of pain, although I think I actually handle it ok...it's just all the anxiety leading up to it! Are you scheduled yet? Denise-hope that your toothache eases up for your trip! HB-CONGRATS!!! Bob-Yay...double digits and you are still alive! Leigha-I stil sooooo want to run, my body just still won't let me. My calves are way too tight and no matter how much I stretch they don't wanna last! I'm hoping that if I keep trying, I will be able to go for longer! I just saw on Yahoo these funky running shoes that are like running barefoot...almost looked like those toe socks. Me-went for a 3mi hike today and a 5mi walk the other day...feeling groovy! lol

Here's a link to a blog I religiously follow. Tons of recipes for all the different stages. "http://theworldaccordingtoeggface.blogspot.com/"

I posted this all over my FB groups, but I figured I would share with you all too. This is a link to my fave blog. She is a bypass patient, but she has sooooo many recipes, different shake ideas, and even protein ice cream and other desserts! Right now she is having a contest/giveaway (she does this about once a month with different things) for Torani SF syrups. Hope some of you enjoy it as much as I do! :thumbup: "http://theworldaccordingtoeggface.blogspot.com/"

That happened to me before a different surgery (not my band...cervical dysplasia) and they still did the surgery. In fact didn't find out I had the infection until the morning of surgery and they just gave me an IV of antibiotics and prescribed some oral ones for after.

Thanks...but I'm not irritated at all. I was just choking on the water "going down the wrong pipe" (I don't know why they call it that...is it really going down the wrong pipe?) and in the process of coughing I guess the band decided to push everything into reverse :smile2: I can laugh about it now Man that really must have been a sight. Good thing I didn't eat any split pea soup...then they could call me Regan!

Has anyone heard from Bobbie? I miss her :smile2: She has disappeared from FB too

I know all Dr's are different, but my dr allowed baked white fish (cod, roughy, tilapia) during the pureed stage. In fact hubby and I went out to eat on the puree stage & I ordered baked tilapia with mashed potatoes and applesauce as my sides. I felt so "normal" :smile2:

Ok...I couldn't wait to get home from work to tell you all about my day. The most embarassing band moment yet happened today :smile2: I was at work and the VP of the company came up to my desk and was talking to me. Now wait let me set this up for you...my band has been extremely fickle lately and today was a tight day so I did not eat breakfast, just a protein shake. Anyways he was talking (and talking and talking and talking because he doesn't have an off button). Well, I was sipping water all morning because of just having the shake I was hungry. I took a small sip with him standing there and it "went down the wrong pipe" and I started coughing (bad enough right?). Well next thing you know, my band (definitly convinced it's a man now...sorry Bob) decides that everything must go in reverse. :scared2::eek::scared2: :eek::eek::eek: Water comes POURING out of my nose, my mouth...any open hole in my face all over me and my desk and keyboard along with some slime. Thank God I didn't get any on him. I swear it was more than a cup. MOST embarrassing band moment yet for sure! Also thankfully his aunt had the surgery so he didn't seem totally shocked. I could've just died right then and there. On a brighter note, I found this awesome shirt that hides my rolls and got lots of "you look so skinny today"'s from people and the FedEx guy said I was lookin good. Unfortunatly he is kinda old and creepy, but hey I'll still take it...although I wish it was one of the hot UPS guys instead :thumbup:.

Fill #3 was the magic one for me! Banded 12/16/09. With Fill #1...I was still just as hungry and could still eat just as much...Fill #2 was a little better...then Fill #3 I've had for 4 months now and am seriously struggling with if I should get just a teeny weenie fill next week at my appt or not because it is still working pretty good. My band is very fickle though (I'm convinced my band is a male lol). Somedays I can eat way more than I should, and then others it's a struggle to get down what I should. Once the restriction happens the weight loss will pick up again. It's frustrating yes, but it will pass.

I think alot of it for me also was the fact that I wasn't "eating" my emotions and had to deal with them instead of stuffing my face. That one is kind of hard for me and sometimes even 8 months later I still struggle with it.