So many never agains...
- i work in a school, so never again will i squeeze my fat ass into one of those freaking desk, with my "extra boobs" piling over the top
- never again will i be embarrassed about what's in my grocery cart and paranoid that everyone is judging my choices....
- never again will i have to go to the "left" (or right) of the door at the clothing store to get to the plus size half
- never again will i be "such a pretty face"... knowing they are thinking .... but so fat
- never again will i wear capris all summer in 100 degree weather because i wouldnt dare put on shorts
- never again will my son suffer at MY weight. just yesterday I called to set up swim lessons and had to make sure it wasn't a "mommy and me" class first, because if it was, i wasn't doing it. how sad for my son :scared2:
- never again will i be ashamed to do ANYTHING because someone might say something rude in front of a new boyfriend, etc and just make me want to DIE (there are some RUDE freaking people in this world)!
- never again will i have to stalk the tables and booths in a restaurant to 1. make sure ill fit at the booth and 2. make sure i can find a semi-direct path that doesnt require my belly and butt rubbing someone else's chair - or worse, having to ask them to "scoot"
- never again will i stand all day at a BBQ because I am scared of chairs - listen to that SCARED OF CHAIRS! how pathetic! because i wont fit, they might break, the arms will dig in and my fat will squeeze out, etc
- never again will i have to skip the cute shoes because they dont come in "WIDE"
- never again will i be ashamed to go to the food table at a party or cookout or whatever because im too ashamed of what people think when they see me up there eating
- never again will i be the "fat mom" at my son's activities
gosh, i could go on.... and on.... and on.....