Boo Boo Kitty

Sweet--That is amazing that you know someone that can help you with your PS!! WOOO HOOOO!!! He sounds like a truly great man! AND I wasn't gonna say anything about the tatas....lol....sorry your knees are bothering you, do you wear knee braces? They help me alot! AND I can keep you on it from here as well...just ask me....lol..... Maud--good job on the workout! Keep it up! It pays off! Brandi--Where does your hurt? It scares me that we are feeling the same damn thing. Mine is boucing from side to side now in the gut area. Nothing from the Dr as to wtf it is. I for one liked the other thread....lol...my thoughts felt protected...lol....but DerrickM proved that wasn't so more than once. SO I will get over it and stay here! :Banane42: Hugs to all, it is snowing here and I am sick. Not only the tummy but a terrible cold....ugh....this Michigan weather bites.. :smile:

:bananalama:Faith--I am so sorry things are rough for you, but you can get back to where you want to be! Have you tried the Power Bars I told you about? When I want chocolate or sweets I cut them up and eat them. I love the Triple Threat Carmel Peanut. 1 step up from a candy bar really. 20 Mg of protien though! :wink: They taste devine, trust me. I am here whenever you need me. My gym now has one in Ypsi, so if you ever want to go I am there. You would get in with me for free! :biggrin: I think you are dealing with head more than real hunger, and that is a bitch. One thing definately more Water. But also, eat slow and STOP at 1 cup or less even if you THINK you are still hungry. I have found if I do that the hunger does pass in 5 or so. Then I know I didn't overeat. Maybe you are one that needs smaller meals closer together rather than 3. Have you tried that? Whatever you need, I am here sister! Helll I will drive down to see you and get you back on it, whatever you need! Want me to call and get you in for fill? Carolyn loves me! I will do it! :welldoneclap:

Ok girls I have to share with you my Mommy moment. I had to buy Brooke my 9 (ALMOST) year old a bra! No joke. David pointed it out she needed one. I want to cry. Ugh...and the worst thing is what she said, so sweet and true... "Mommy I just have to get used to it, it is a part of growing up and being a lady." Wahhhhhh........ :smile:

Hey Maud! How are you doing? Sweet--congrats on the 3 miles!! YOU ROCK sister! Keep it up! WOO HOOO!! Jill--keep up the good work! You will make it babe! Faith--silly silly girl! They accepted me, that means they take anybody! lol... Hey Steph--how are you doing?

So glad to hear you are doing ok! We were all very worried. Please rest and take care of yourself. Rest, rest, rest!! You need to get better! Hugs and thank the angel on your shoulder! :smile:

lol....but don't you feel important?? lol... I am here ladies!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Brandi! HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you! We all love you and I know we are all tremendously proud of you and all that you have accomplished! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I for one don't think you are settling by Eric calling, I know it is hard because you are apart but from what all you have told us he is a doll! Sweet--congrats on getting the car back! BEEN THERE! That sucks! So sorry about the dumb Dr scales. You know better, forget about that crap!! Kay--Sorry about the fluctations, that sucks. Probly just water! Steph--I agree that is me. I miss my best friend. She calls me a bitch now.... No wonder I am so depressed all the time. But I don't think I meant to push her away. I try to be positive and supportive. BUT oh well. Ugh! Back to class ladies, keep me in line! lol... Hugs

Jessiebear I am so happy to hear that for you! Congratulations! I bet you are very very relieved! Keep us posted on how you are doing! :clap2::clap2::clap2::clap2:

lol...wouldn"t that melt me then? I mean heat and a fruitcake?? Thanks lousing! Love ya!

Yes I am! I was supposed to go in December but the schedualer screwed me over. SO now it will be May when my classes end!

NOT rid of entirely, I am still going to be a small D, large C or so. Maybe a full D. They are going to take out 500 ccs. It sucks because I am so freaking tiny now I coud wear a small without them in the way, plus my back kills me 24/7!

Mine told me that was only necessary if you throw up alot. I don't think I will, but then again who knows with me. I am as nutty as a fruitcake...lol..

Yeah, I have thought about this more and more. I am not going to do it. I am getting a TT and a breast reduction. Last thing I want is to sit in class with drains. I just don't want to take a semester off and I take summer classes, but I am going to do it so I can get it done. It was supposed to be over xmas break but thanks to incompitence it didn't happen. I shouldn't push myself to get it done and be sorry later I think! Thanks Julie! You are a rock star, I don't think I am at your level! :eek:

Well guys just since this morning I have recieved 4 calls TODAY from the Dr's office. The manager apoligized profusely and said she will do whatever it takes to get me schedualed. She has no excuse or reason why. After all I saw the PS guy in September of LAST YEAR! She has no reason why I didn't get surgery in December. But what really upsets me is now as of Jan 1st my deductable is back up to $3k. If I had surgery in December I would have been responsible for about $500...BIG BIG difference! I will keep you all posted, looks like they are going to work hard to get me schedualed. I really want this guy. He specializes in WLS paitents and he is one of the top in the nation for transgendered ops. Sounds strange but if he can make a guy look good I should be smokin'...lol.. Green, you mean to tell me *I* have a face?? I was clueless. I thought my eyes were on my nipples....lol.... I don't know what I will do when I have eye contact. Man that scares me! lol... Transformer--in the end I know it will be worth it, keep that in mind. I just want to kick some butt right now....ugh....

Hey I want the opioin of all those who have goneunder the knife already. After fighting on the phone I just got a call back from the U of M to schedual surgery. HOW LONG is recovery time REALLY?? They are telling me I would be off school for 4 weeks. I do drive there but there is no lifting, ect. Can I go back if I did on spring break? So we are talking having it and going back in a 1 1/2 weeks or so?? Can it be done? How soon were you back to work? Can I stadn sitting for 3-4 hours a day that soon? Thanks guys, I need responses! She is going to call me back today!! WOO HOOO!! THANKS Luv to you all!

I just let a message at the U of M where I am getting surgery. They refused to let me speak to the office manager. Then they offered to get me a new Dr. WTF?? I want my Dr. I told her that I don't believe Danielle is doing her job so why do I want a new Dr. After arguing she agreed to have the office manager call me when she "gets in". UGH... Wheestin I can't even find a sports bra in my size now. I am 34FFF. It sucks. I am going to get this PS done! UGH.. I am looking around today for new PS....

Nikki--our band baby will be a wee smaller---he will be 7 lbs 13 oz. :rofl: What does the Dr say about you not gaining? Could it be your just using up stored fat? Jill--congrats on yhe 7"!!! That is great! WOOO HOOO!!! I think this ia really NOT about the scales! I think bigger battles are won in the dressing room! Keep it up! I am very doped up today. I missed one class today already. I just don't know if I can go later. I took more pain meds and it is not like I can drive on those! Oh well, first week is easy anyways!

Ugh. I just need to vent, and any guys that read this do not post any comments that you think may help. NO OFFENSE! I am just pissed off as hell right now. I just spent a TON of $$ on Ebay on new clothes, hot new clothes. AND guess what, my boobs are too freaking big. It sucks I have all these new dresses and I look like a freaking circus freak. THIS SUCKS... I want my PS. Someone please tell me how to get the B*tch that scheduales to call me back, this is bullshit. I have had enough. She has been not returning my calls since December. B*TCH.... I am so sick of people not doing their job, and I am the one that suffers.

I am one that gets stuck just on about everything, but popcorn. I only eat a few handfuls, but I love it!

Hello my lovely ladies! I am feeling like shit right now. I just took a vicadin so excuse me if I get stupid....I do that on drugs. Anyhooo.....I was waiting to see if ya'll were gonna notice WHO is at goal?? lol...I am there girls! I feel so freaking awsome. I never in my lfe thought I would be here. I thought my goal weight was a joke! Makes me want my PS even more, someone help me kick the schedualing chick in the ass. I am tired of waiting. Back to school today, Kay I am so jealous of you! OH well, someday I will make big $$ and this will all be worth it. Mommy dearest had an "intervention" with me on the phone today as she called it. She said that I am too skinny and now becoming anorexic. She said she was going to talk to my Dr about taking my fill out. I am not f*ing kidding. MY MOMMY SUCKS! Ugh, but I can't let her get to me, I have too much going on that is good! Claud--Have a great time sweetie! Miss you! CALL ME sometime chica. Your snowflake misses you! ROTFL.....yeah, Claud called me snowflake at the bar....lol.... Kay--congrats to you sweetie on being done with school! YOU ROCK sister! Sweet--rock on baby girl! Love you all, I am starting to feel very good..... BTW I have an ultrasound and a Cat Scan on Wednesday! I will keep you all updated. Hugs!! Your adopted sister!

Well I wanted to update all of you on this! I took alot of what everyone said to heart and did some work. Jack made me realize that it can be a problem and mine was. BUT my clothes habit wasn't just mine, it also had become my children's and my husbands. SO I spent the weekend clearing the monkey off my back. First I did organize my closet with categories as someone suggested here. While doing that I realized alot of my clothes no longer fit, but for some reason I was attached to them. So those clothes are now on Ebay. I had to let them go as I am never going to be a 2x or even an xl again! Then I did the same with my kids and DH. I also went through the mountain of dirty clothes. I got rid of anything that didn't fit the girls or that was just plain ugly...(thanks to my MIL who buys those) You will all be proud to hear, I am taking 10 bags to Goodwill, 4 into the trash plus the Ebay clothes. I do feel actually ALOT better! From now on instead of just buying clothes I am going to think about how they will fit into my wardrobe! I am sick of too much that isn't matching. I am going to learn to shop with a purpose! THANKS to all of you!

I agree that you should not let your family dictate YOUR life. However the doubts you are having may be more about how you feel. Do you think YOU are ready or is your family giving you an easy out not to have surgery? Surgery was the best thing I ever did for myself, ever. I can tell you it is NOT THE EASY WAY OUT. If it is, than I took the wrong road. It is not easy, worth it but NOT EASY! If you want this, no matter what anyone else says you should do it!

Yes I will share them, at least MOST of them!

Awwww I am sorry! Welcome to LBT and best wishes to you!

Yes, I will be having PS on my tummy and a breast reduction. I am still a FFF after loosing a ton! I am waiting on a date! I have treated myself to LOTS and LOTS and LOTS of new clothes...lol.. I do have a bad habit now. Thanks again to all!