magpie26

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HW 302

SW 283

SD 4/17/2018

CW 198

GOAL: 160-170

I'm nutty, I try to love and live life like today is my last. I suffer from terrible depression (and have since 12/13) and didn't get help until I was 27, I am 38 now! Growing up my immediate family was far "obese" but we were functional far people and not like unhealthy. We swam, hiked, walked, rode bikes, camped and I rode horses. I wasn't that fat of a kid, but my doctor's always had something to say about my weight. Fast forward....had my first child, we were engaged, I can't remember if I was 260 or 240 , I got down to 207 in my wedding day and looked beautiful. Kid #2 got to 260, up and down to 255ish then up up up. I didn't step one the scale, my husband eats whatever, he is (was 150 lbs) I ate what he ate. I now live 5 hours from my family. My m-i-l makes little comments to me about eating and exercise. FINALLY step o n the scale 302!!!!! I needed a change. So in August 2016 I started my (slow) bariatric journey towards the sleeve. After the ok from my doctor, my insurance took 5 months to finally send the approval that's why it has taken so long! My surgery is April 17th, 2018.  Pictures are 4 hours before