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Okay well for those of you who been keeping tabs on me know that Im keeping this a secret one cause ppl know i work out like crazy and my sudden weight loss will not be a surprize to them the will think wow she found the missing link!! But how ever Im in a long distance military relitonship, and Im hiding it from him untill totally neccassary. Like we get married and he needs to know medically. One for the fact that when we met I was super skinny and two he is a soldier so i hear him talk of his soldiers badly for getting out of shape!!!! He never gives me any reason to feel badly about my weight at all! He always said more to love but he knows how it bugs me... Any ways So my girlfriend in florida said her and her hubby were lying on the couch cuddling and he felt a knot on her waitst and freaked out like what is that!!! He knew of the surgery but he port poked out like knot!!! So WHERE IS THE BEST LEAST NOTICABLE PLACE TO HAVE IT ?????

wow that was a good read, Im keeping it from every one at work except my cheif the supervisor and one co worker. For the fact we served in fort polk louisiana togeather and have that bond u know? Im also keeping it from my long distance boyfriend!! Im debating on where I can have the port placed now wher it isnt easily felt durring hanky panky!! Just say when you go back that you hired a personal train whome has really really watched your diet for a rapid start!! forget those ppl this is you and they will all forget when they see you shinning.. As for the man friend, I would feel very comfertable if we could schedule out date for this time era and we could conversate over the phone for a bit first??

this was a great read, i was having doubts today due to some bad dreams. But i went to the gym today and ran 3 miles at a 4.0-3.5 pace fluctuating and im so in so much pain right now i miss the days i could run 6 miles no problem i cant wait to have those days back. Now when you say you only worked out 4 days a month are u for real or was that a typo??? What did u do on those four days and what exactly is a sweet spot???

For the past 3 nights Ive been dreaming about this whole thing. Like this past time I dreamed that I was about to have it and I had to use the restroom then all of the sudden it took me forever to clean the toilet, there were tons of people crowding the waiting room. Like Im in line at a spa just making another order. So by the time im finally able to use the restroom an announcment comes over calling my name. So I say forget it i need this done, by the time i make it through the crowd Im in my room the doc has cancled me!!! Refuses to do it and reschedule.. Whats this all about? Ive been telling my self every time doubt comes across my mind that I do need this I need it really really bad, Ive bounced up and down up and down with my weight all my life I need a steady point now, I need my career now... Did any one have to keep convinving them selves to keep doing this? Or have weird dreams? I feel like I need to convince my self cause I slip back in to dream world of maybe just maybe Ill lose the weight on my own this time? I know i wont succeed on my own for sure even though i dropped 46 pounds on my own and maintained it a year now but i cant get passes this point grrrrrrrrrr

good way to put it cause being obese is a pain like no other, its horrible to be 26 and uncomfetable with my body and sexually im not pleased cause imnot comfey that way I cant wait to start video blogging this step for step in youtube. Im keeping the eye on the prize for sure i promise.....keep in touch you guys

im going to have proublems with walking in the OR i dont want that at all!!!!! Im horrified of the OR surgery... Im good with pain tough gal persay. But yours made it sound kinda scary..

wow i cant believe i got this many responds on this one, thankfuly we are not alone. OMG i went to IHOP yesterday and i ate 3 pancakes, smoked sausage, and hash browns. My god i was plowing it down like a soldier in basic trainning mess hall cause i was in a hurry of course and STARVING....

I cant believe the negativity, on this whole thing ppl would rather go obese, unhealthy, and dipressed then get this. I thought of both ideas, but leanning to ovarian cyst cause Ive always had issues with women stuff that would be more believable and say they took my gullbladder out at the same time lol this is horrible.. thanks every one keep in touch

I get bandded Jan 20th, and ive noticed ppl keep saying every time they get a fill they gotta start the liquid diet alll over again? I plan on being really aggressive with my weight loss untill i get below 190 pounds then from there i wanna do it slow and easie like 2 pounds a week.. But i also read that Ill never get to eat some of my comfert foods again is this true? I mean i gotta have some mac n cheese every once and a great while when come to think of it the last time i had it was like 5 months ago... what about some dessert here and there??? do i have to start the liquid diet all over again every fill? Also my friend that had this surgery done and awsome results she said it totally changed her eatting habits... like she dosent want junk food any more ect , ill take any insight peeps love to hear your thoughs

lOl to angie61, i hope its like that for more me...

wow i at first told my all my every day aquaintences, even the really huge ppl that you know have though about it also were judgmental and unapproving so I went as if I decided not to do it. Now Im keeping it a secret also... I dont want to be looked at like wow she was that fat she needed surgery how lazy and nasty is that.. People tick me off on how close minded they our, now ppl always knew me to always work out really hard so hopefully they think wow she found the button that clicks..

thanks ya guys? Makes me feel better like im not alone.

i totallly feel you girl, feeling nasty and what guys will think and so on and the career and education.. I cant wait till we both over come this... when do u get banded?

1- Do people see dramatic results in your portions like to the point its freaky? Im scared that Ill go eat with some one and they think im annorexic lol?

2- whats the average weight loss for the first month of being banded when you work out 4-5 days a week?

3- can you balance your weight loss to a certain weight like i was really comfertable at 150- still had my hips and booty, ect I dont want to be stick thin I dont think so any ways?

4- how you deal with the changing of clothes sizes? Just wear stuff till they fall off or buy an out firt or twoo to carry u through?

5- how soon can you work out?

6- how long it usually take for your incisions t totally heal?

Sorry these are stupid questions but ive never had surgery before and I am to excited to be normal soon again.....

Congrads on your first fill, I get banded Jan 20th. My reasons for getting banded is one i want to live a healthy life before i have kids, two this weight is my main obstivle for becomming a police officer. Right now Im security also for the dept of the army.. How have things changed for you?

Man im counting down the day till surgery Im not nervouse right now but im sure i will be as it creeps up.....

:mad2::wub::thumbup::eek:Well I was tryin again for the past two months to do this on my own.. But nothing I lost 8 pounds by starving my self and then I had 2 weeks on duty out of my area in new hampsier, I gained it all back!!!! I give up i need this done. I have my career and that one last step to my career dreams but the weight is the wall between us. I Have the love of my life back after two years apart and he knew me when i as at my smallest, I know we are going to marry one day and I want to look hella hot as we did when we first met!!! I need this done I need this done years ago so i don have to worry for this and that damn scale. BTW who said not weighing your self helps paleezze a day me not weighing my self lol wow ill fall back and not know it and totally depressed when i finally step back on the scales.... Ill be scheduling the surgery date tomarrow and Im taking the first day I get available, I have 3 days leave saved up So that should be good to go with work...

more than likely swelling or the idiot put in to much searching for the port, could have hit it a few times and leaked it in there u know? When will you see felix again and feel free to tell all on that one dr. if u call him that

wow thats madness!!! I hope it all turns for the better and when u say dr speigle are u talking of dr felix s in texas area? If so i went to one of his seminars in austin tx good luck