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What an AMAZING feeling!! You should be so proud of yourself! My heart is shedding tears of joy for you. Dont ever let the smile you are wearing from this moment on leave, you deserve it.

This week I am starting 2 have my follow up appointments & I went to the 1 of the doctors 2day. Now when I 1st went I couldnt be weighed on their scale because it only went up to 500lbs & as all of u know I was 526lbs. Well 2day, when he called my name I was thinking omg, Im still not going 2 be able 2 give my weight. So the nurse said just put all of ur things dwn & lets see. So I did & I got on that scale WITH MY SHOES ON & it read 497lbs smh. Yall have no idea, how that made me feel. I know EVERY scale dont go up 2 (500lbs) but I can actually get weighed like a normal person...all I could do is cry. Most ppl dont have 2 worry about that kinda stuff but I do & it made my day 2 see my weight come accross that screen EVEN THO its still alot it came accross that screen & thats ALL that matters 2 me.

Amy, perhaps you can use my remedy...
No aspartame in these babies!

My question is, what are these parents and society teaching these children? I have always taught my skinny children that people come in all shapes and sizes and they do not judge anyone. Its up to us parents not to be judgemental in front of them no matter what because children are honest and they also always repeat what they hear and are being taught. So sad :’(

My question is, what are these parents and society teaching these children? I have always taught my skinny children that people come in all shapes and sizes and they do not judge anyone. Its up to us parents not to be judgemental in front of them no matter what because children are honest and they also always repeat what they hear and are being taught. So sad :’(

When I was in college I worked at a girls summer camp for extra money. Our staff was pretty diverse. The girls who came to camp were diverse backgrounds also. One week we had a set of sisters stay with us, I think they were in the 9-11 age range, and they were constantly causing problems and being late for everything. One day a counselor had to go into the bathhouse at the pool because a whole group of girls were taking forever to get dressed, the counselor found the girls huddled together making a top 10 list of who they thought was the fattest counselor of the day. Apparently the list changed with whoever made them mad that day. Anyway. They were all talked to and asked(bc you can't tell) them to stop. The main instigators had latrine duty that week.

Ok I'm over myself a bit now. I don't know what was going on this morning. It's funny I stepped on that scale intending to see a gain after two days of celebrations only to see one of the biggest losses I've had since starting this.
I don't know I just lost it and cried it just was confusing this whole thing is confusing somedays!
Anyway I got out and faced the day wearing something I bought a couple of days ago in a smaller size.
A little sun some deep breathing and some shopping/ errand running put me back into the right frame of mind!

What ever you do please practice safe sex. You dont really need 4 baby mommas. Lol

Thanks for everyone responding. I have upped my protien to 4oz at meals and it seems to help. Im not purging anymore. Ive decided that I really dont want that life back again. I have found an eating disorder counselor that is inexpensive. Thank you all for your support.

I could be like the watch dog over there and when a woman posts kick her out!

"... and the next thing you know the topic has gone way off of what it was originally meant to be. "
Nah... That never happens, wait what was the original post about anyway?
Ok ok.. Just kidding!

What ever you do please practice safe sex. You dont really need 4 baby mommas. Lol

It's not just you.. The sleeve doesn't jump out and slap that crappy food out of our hands!
We have to choose what we want to eat.
When I eat slider foods (junk food) I am able to eat more and it more comfortable than eating dense Protein...
Choices, they are still ours to make.
On that note my daughters birthday was this week and I had a small piece of cake

My veins are so deep, sometimes nurses can't even find a pulse on me.

I have one good vein in my right arm and even if you use it it won't work for long, it's a temporary vein I guess. Lol. If you need to set up an IV you have to go into my hand.

When I suffered from depression (after my Mom's death), my doctor "made" me join a gym or exercise class, so I joined Curves & it really did help with getting me back to my old happy self. Works better than anti-depressants!
Regarding getting addicted to exercising...I have heard/read that it can really happen! We give up a food addiction for another addiction (& hopefully a good one like exercising!) You sound really motivated & that's a great thing!

You can really tell a difference. You were beautiful before and even more beautiful now! Congratulations.

Thanks guys! I'm up at 5 in the morning waiting for a recruiter to pick up my daughter for testing to join the national guard and reading the posts here perked me up

Congratulations on being the Month of May sleever. You deserve this.

Congratulations on being the Month of May sleever. You deserve this.

Congratulations on being the Month of May sleever. You deserve this.

Congratulations on being the Month of May sleever. You deserve this.