TracyK

Yes Jane you thanked me. You are very welcome and thanks to you too! By the way, when I was in high school, we put on Guys and Dolls...what fun!

Check in.... I have not done too well on my food choices this weekend BUT I have not done too BAD either...so, we'll see what happens!

Good morning ladies! Ugh, so much I wanna say but I can't cause you never know whos watching. Laura-hope the reeses survived overnight! I am a fat girl at heart too. Always have been. I think all of us are otherwise we would not be here. BTW....when you posted the pic of the hair and your back was showing I forgot to tell you something...did you notice your skinny back? I did...WOOT! You have done great. I am so proud of you! Judy-glad that your party was a success. I am petrified of bees and wasps. I would have stayed in the pool until I was pickled! lol Jenn-I have never been through a friend or family death by suicide. I can not begin to imagine the grief. (((hugs))) At least it brought you to US! Gina-I know all about the gaining scene. Lets hang tough together and we can beat this! Lunasa-sorry you can not eat. It is really simple, you need to give some of your fill taken out. Mine did the same thing and after I had .3 taken out, I was good to go! Call your dr. Take care!! :thumbup: HiYa everyone else....have a great day!!

Terry-I love what you wrote this morning about your mom too. Pamela-(((hugs))) Michelle-funny girl....:shades_smile: Mine are present and accounted for as well!!

Good Saturday morning! I was down another pound yesterday but am not going to weigh this morning. Just feel kind of fat today so I will skip it. Don't wanna bring myself down. I sure wish I still fell under the 'free fills for a year' catagory! I really do need probably .3 or so. Funny how such a small amount can make such a huge difference. Oh well, I have to suck it up for another month or so. The good news is that yesterday for the first time in a long time, my stomach actually growled. That is actually a good thing cause that means I am doing something right. We have the kids (my 2 step- children) over this weekend. Macy loes when her bubba and sissy are here. They are all growing up so fast. DSD is in high school this year! DSS is 9. Wow, amazing how fast time flies. Yesterday dd had to bring a dozen eggs to school to make green eggs & ham. When she got off the school bus I asked her how she liked the green eggs & ham and she said they were yucky and tasted like grass. LOL She had fun making them though. Not too much on the agenda this weekend. Just gonna try to hang out and relax. These are the times it is hard to make good food choices. I can do it though:huh2: (she says with uncertainty)

Good Saturday morning! I was down another pound yesterday but am not going to weigh this morning. Just feel kind of fat today so I will skip it. Don't wanna bring myself down. I sure wish I still fell under the 'free fills for a year' catagory! I really do need probably .3 or so. Funny how such a small amount can make such a huge difference. Oh well, I have to suck it up for another month or so. The good news is that yesterday for the first time in a long time, my stomach actually growled. That is actually a good thing cause that means I am doing something right. We have the kids (my 2 step- children) over this weekend. Macy loes when her bubba and sissy are here. They are all growing up so fast. DSD is in high school this year! DSS is 9. Wow, amazing how fast time flies. Yesterday dd had to bring a dozen eggs to school to make green eggs & ham. When she got off the school bus I asked her how she liked the green eggs & ham and she said they were yucky and tasted like grass. LOL She had fun making them though. Not too much on the agenda this weekend. Just gonna try to hang out and relax. These are the times it is hard to make good food choices. I can do it though:huh2: (she says with uncertainty)

Terry-beautiful necklace (as usual). You are truly gifted. I am so glad things are going smoothly with your sister. Laura-I would distance myself from that situation too. You have so many happy things to think about and plan for Judy-I am so glad you pointed out that I am right here. Ugh, I hate it when that happens. You know me....:lovechoc: Kat-are you all better? Pamela-so cute about Juan. Kids are so precious! We have had 3 seasons of BB huh? I am with Jane-at least survivor is starting soon! I miss Haydee. Hope she is having fun! I really am wondering where Tracy (inKS) is. Jenn is MIA too (at least for a day or 2). Roll call ladies......

Where is Tracy?? I wonder how Terry is...

HAHAHAH!!!! I thought the same thing! I thought maybe she was just posting to you judy since you have officially slept with the resident lesbian! :tongue2::tt2:

Unless the old decrepit fart wins POV...ugh! I wont even let myself think that way! I cried a river when Renny and Keesha were saying bye to one another....you would think they were my family!:tongue2:

you bring cheating to a new level! LMAO!!!! :tt2::smile2:

Jenn-starving yourself? :tt2: not healthy! BUT, who am I to preach, right?! lol

I hear ya! That happened to me today but it was my husband that heard it. When he asked it it was my hip that popped I said nope it was my fat slapping together. He laughed cause he thought I was joking but I said that I would never make up something so utterly gross about myself!

You KNOW you LOVE it mom...so stop whining!:tt2::tt2:

LMAO Laura!!!

:crying: Hi Pamela! Ready for the eviction tonight? Lets keep our fingers crossed that dan wins hoh!!

I started my blog today....needed somewhere to talk to myself! LOL I did not wanna bore ALL of you.

First blog ever...how cool is that?! Hmmmm, this is not meant to scare anyone off of WLS but I am going to write what I am going through and it is mainly meant for my own theraputic purposes. If someone reads it and it helps them along the way, then wonderful. If it seriously disturbs someone, at least I can not get sued for it! HA! :thumbup: By the way, it i my blog so if there is a typo, deal with it. So it has been coming on 6 months now that I have not had a cigarette. The scales show it too. On Sunday I was up to 212.5 (after being down to 175 in February). I decided (again) that was IT. Then i eally set my min to it again yesterday. I cried all day yesterday and then I really realized I needed to forgive myself. I feel SO fat. I feel fatter now than when I weighed 300 pounds. Weird but true. I was feeling like I had gained it all back. Then I realized that I needed to remind myself that I have FAR from gained it all back....soooooo I decided to put on my hoochie mama shorts I bought for our violet trip in May and a sports bra. I stood there and looked at myself in the mirror and then BAM...it hit me (bam not Pam, lol). I still look good. I mean, not great, but not horrible. I would have never worn that around the house before but here I am now, 30 or so pounds up from where I was and I still look OK. So, now I am thinking to myself..."omg, I can still win this thing!". VOILA...here I am with my "new attitude 101" class going on! WOOT This morning I was down o 209! There IS light at the end of the tunnel...I CAN still finish this thing, AND stay a non smoker. I can do this. My new phrase is, "failure is no accident, neither is success". I control me. I control what I stick in my mouth. When I fall down, I pick myself up (with the help of some special violet friends). I kow I have probably said all of this before but better to say it too much than to never say it at all, right? I am glad that I put on some skinny clothes and reminded myself that I am not back where I was at the very beginning. So now, I have forgiven myself. I am just going to try to convince myself (for the time being) that this is a new journey I am beginning. That this is the first time I have tried to get to onederland. This time it will make it that much more sweet for me. This time it will have new meaning to me because I know how easily it can be lost again! Can I get an AMEN?!

First blog ever...how cool is that?! Hmmmm, this is not meant to scare anyone off of WLS but I am going to write what I am going through and it is mainly meant for my own theraputic purposes. If someone reads it and it helps them along the way, then wonderful. If it seriously disturbs someone, at least I can not get sued for it! HA! :smile: By the way, it i my blog so if there is a typo, deal with it. So it has been coming on 6 months now that I have not had a cigarette. The scales show it too. On Sunday I was up to 212.5 (after being down to 175 in February). I decided (again) that was IT. Then i eally set my min to it again yesterday. I cried all day yesterday and then I really realized I needed to forgive myself. I feel SO fat. I feel fatter now than when I weighed 300 pounds. Weird but true. I was feeling like I had gained it all back. Then I realized that I needed to remind myself that I have FAR from gained it all back....soooooo I decided to put on my hoochie mama shorts I bought for our violet trip in May and a sports bra. I stood there and looked at myself in the mirror and then BAM...it hit me (bam not Pam, lol). I still look good. I mean, not great, but not horrible. I would have never worn that around the house before but here I am now, 30 or so pounds up from where I was and I still look OK. So, now I am thinking to myself..."omg, I can still win this thing!". VOILA...here I am with my "new attitude 101" class going on! WOOT This morning I was down o 209! There IS light at the end of the tunnel...I CAN still finish this thing, AND stay a non smoker. I can do this. My new phrase is, "failure is no accident, neither is success". I control me. I control what I stick in my mouth. When I fall down, I pick myself up (with the help of some special violet friends). I kow I have probably said all of this before but better to say it too much than to never say it at all, right? I am glad that I put on some skinny clothes and reminded myself that I am not back where I was at the very beginning. So now, I have forgiven myself. I am just going to try to convince myself (for the time being) that this is a new journey I am beginning. That this is the first time I have tried to get to onederland. This time it will make it that much more sweet for me. This time it will have new meaning to me because I know how easily it can be lost again! Can I get an AMEN?!

OK, I am back. Laura-I lol'd at your dream! Pamela would definitely be the one with the mansion and lady with a white ball gown on! LMAO!! Kat-under 165 I see....good for you (even though you have been sick as a dog) Jenn-only 6...repeat that...ONLY 6. I wish I had only 6 to go to get back to where I was! Try 30. (did that put it in perspective for ya? :crying:) Lord...now I forgot what all I was gonna post earlier. DH has this thing about talking nonstop when he sees me on my laptop. So, I try to be considerate. If I remember what I was gonna say I will log back on! lol

Terry-what a beautiful job you did on the rosary! It is gorgeous! Kat-macy did good yesterday at school. She got a WOW sticker :thumbup: I will post more later....sorry!

ROFL..that is fantastic!! :thumbup:

Yummmmm Jenn that sounds so good....fattening, but good! Pamela-I am crossing my fingers for Dan too. Sadly I think Rennys goin home tomorrow. But Dan deserves to win cause he is playin that game, right?! Have a great night ladies...

:thumbup: HiYa Lunasa!!

OK, let me try this post again..If I lose it I will not do it a 3rd time! Jane-I sent your book back yesterday. Thanks again! TracyinKS-speak up chick! Kat-I will PM you. Do not feel left out Michelle-the skeleton cat pic cracked me up. Thanks! Jenn-what is sliders? Judy-tell the brunette flute player she needs to go blonde. She does not look like she fits in! HA! Terry-thinking of you! Laura-love the extension thingys. I need something to make my hair look fuller! Suzanne-I thought you had a heater in your pool? Did I miss something? Pamela-I am so glad you ar enjoying your class this year! I would do better with younger ones too. If I forgot anyone...sorry :thumbup: