Jennifur

oh terry - I'm honored that i have inspired you. I have to convince myself to eat like this for another week. I am honestly not starving or even hungry so i'm going to take it slow and steady. I have slowed down in the loss but still holding 203... -75 so I'm happy I just ran and ran today, got my nails done and going out for a few tonight. Going to get my laundry all done and ready for Thursday morning's interview. I'm so stinking excited. tracyk - lmao... I could just imagine how horrible that was but glad it feels better.

Keep an eye on flights... good deals sarting to pop up but not quite to May's dates yet. I'm probably going to have to fly from albany because of my great new job!

I have such a complex about my hands and nails because of work that I'm going to have them done today, a boost for the perfect job on Thursday...

Tracyk - hope you feel better. Take care of yourself. Pam - wow. I'm glad you are feeling better today too. OMG AGAIN... I have a job interview on Thursday with the Attorney, the job I've been holding out for a couple of weeks, that was on hold, off hold, holy shit, i want this job, hours, pay, location, benefits... it is all perfect!

Jane - that is so nice. I might take you up on that offer, I'll let you know. I am using Redkin color again. I wish I didn't let my license go. Sometimes I think about going back and getting the extra hours and taking the license test again. But I would do it for personal reasons, not to actually work

OMG seriously need to vent. I just walked out into my back room, it is like a little Breakfast area but that is where the garage door comes into the house so all the dirt and mud gets tracked in there. well, one of dd's jobs is to sweep the kitchen and back room. I just walked on the area rug and stepped on something... well it was a pile of freaking dirt that was swept under the rug... WTF is she that completely brain dead where she thought i wouldn't ever find it? WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLl... ds... my mr tell all.. said her friend was helping her and did it... she is dead meat when she gets home! Not to mention the mess I had to clean up when I get in from work last night.

working on my taxes and just about done, going to submit later today,, but looks like i'm only going to get back $3600. which is going to help... but if I had a job that paid me enough money to actually take taxes out... I would have had $8k... what a bummer... I needed that...but hey on a happy note, I'll get that next year because I'm getting a job asap! and that will pay for my TT... I'm not ready for that right now so It will be enough to pay what I need to pay and put a little aside. (OH that does include my plane ticket)

Morning gals. well today the scale didn't move. LOL but shoot, -10 in less than a week, I'll take it. Kat - that is really scary - I hope they find the people and they were still out. hope you got some sleep

Judy gets the rebates!!! LOL you gals are doing enough -

Denise- Ditto what Kat said... just give her the options and let her know you love her. I will keep her in my prayers. Tracyk-hope you feel better in the am, but I'm glad macy is better.. I'm off to bed... I'm really tired, tonight was our big cleaning night at work and I got to come home to the mess in my house. I made chili and chicken noodle Soup today and everything was all over... dishes were all over... I love coming home to a mess after I work, and made sure they had a nice dinner today.

Thanks pam and feeling like you've been hit by a truck too...

Good Morning gals. Kat, yup, that is what I'm going to start doing, I'm on such a tight budget but everytime I have a dollar or 2, since I'm not going out to eat anymore (I always go out with my friend michelle and go to the diner and get breakfast) I'm stashing the dollars - that was how I went out every week and to the movies a few times this month. Terry - Isn't it almost insane that insurance doesn't cover any of those expenses for people who are not in need of nursing homes but need some assistance. There is a really nice assisted living community here by me that I think my friend said her grandmother pays $1500 a month but on the other hand, they are loaded and she loves it and is so happy. Well... ya'll know it... I'm so excited... -75 for me today and I'm claiming it... and I will be in ONEderland by Wed!!! Someone told me last night at work they see me every week and my butt is shrinking... I'll take that... usually people you see everyday don't notice... Imagine what good things will happen when I get back to the gym (which needs to happen next week) I'm with Terry - feeling jelly-like... or like a bowl of Jello...I was laughing but it really hit the nail on the head. 3lbs to onderland ... Pam - I want the famous Pam Dancing Banannas

Hi gals. I'm just getting in form work, I got to deliver 1/2 the night, shit made $60 on top of my pay, I put gas in my car and had $20 and a little change back, so i'm dumping my left overs in the change bucket for our trip. I just cleaned out my stash the last month, over $150 in change, and I never ever touch it unless it is being used for "fun" stuff, so I should have lots of fun money for our trip, cell money for the hotel, and tax money for the airfare! TracyKS???? bathroom well I'm going to bed, and pray for the best... when I was getting in the shower at 2 the scale was down to 204... holy crapola!!! so close

checking my email before work, I got this from a friend, and with all the accent talk the other day... I thought it was even funnier and I should share... Two hillbillies walk into a bar. While having a shot of whisky, they talk about their moonshine operation. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. And, after a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says, 'Kin ya swallar?' The woman shakes her head no. Then he asks, 'Kin ya breathe?' The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no. The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up her dress, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the Hillbilly walks slowly back to the bar. His partner says, 'Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver' but I ain't niver seed nobody do it!'

Pam I know you will have a great time.. Terry - At least ds realized it before it was absolutely too late...he should be proud of himself and know he can accomplish great things. Well, as for me, I am a very cranky bitch. I've eaten nothing but protein shakes and a high protein soup for oh.... 5 days now plus I'm major pms'ing! I have just about had it with everything and everyone. I just brought my kids home subway and all i get from ds when i walk in is "where's my toy" and dd glued to her cartoons! Well, by time I stopped freaking out... they were both thanking me for lunch. I mean seriously... WTF ... at least dd is old enough to know I'm not made of money right now...and I'm not eating right now and how hard that was.. Then dbf was trying hard to be sympathetic... yes... he really was... and then makes a simple comment that he might have thought was funny, so I just blasted him too ... So tonight is going to be fun at work, it is my oven night, which means I get to deal with everyone's mistakes and try... really hard... not to make them quit when I freak out... because I just feel the volcano about ready to erupt!!!! then... I get to deliver for the rest of the night so I get to go from sweating my ass off to freezing out in the cold... whew.......... thanks for letting me vent gals... I needed to... maybe I will only yell a little later.

Laura - you look great, I just did streaks with my hair too. I'll post a pic when I get ready for work, I am running to my aunts with my left over makeup from yest and a pont. Pam and Tracyks - I see we had a busy day at work. LOL you guys are so cute. I promise i'll take a pic before I go to work. Well, I'm still loosing... I'm so happy, finally... -5 to onderland... and -2 to the big 75.. Monday starts the gym again. I need to get back!

you guys are so cute. My back is now killing me up a little higher, and ds is complaining about the same type of thing... I wish i could take something that wouldn't knock me out completely. Maybe sunday night if I'm still hurting anyway, i'm off to bed. really tired

Hi gals, just checking in, i'm so tired. tonight sucked ... anyway, got an email from southwest. I AM NOT BOOKING!!!! the special they have out that has to book by Monday,and fly by March 5 - has albany to Houston for $119 and Baltimore to SA for $84 (each way that is) who knows what i'll end up with but... i'll wait night

Actually - I was born in Burbank CA and lived there until I was 4 then we moved here, and from that time until I was 14, I use to spend vacations and holidays with my family from Columbia SC and that way. My fav cousin is the one who moved up here and lives by the city. My roots are southern and that is where I am the happiest... my 5 year plan. When dd is out of high school we will be moving. Or, I'll hit the lottery and have a house in both places. LOL

go michelle!!!!!!!!!!:redface: YOU ROCK!!!

I don't think i have an accent but I hear that I do... but from where... ya'll can figure it out... I'm told does not sound like NY but i'm upstate so that is different. I have lots of southern roots so very quickly that comes back. I'm just me... unique in my own way. LOL

I'm going to not look at flights other than when southwest releases the new specials. I don't know what I'm going to do but I know what my options are and they all work one way or another.

So, I'm back from my appt. I love lisa, my hair girl, but she told me a story and I just started crying. My dad was in the other day to get his hair cut. Aparently, he was telling me how proud of me he was and how I had a totally screwed up childhood and he did the best he could but he is just so proud. she felt bad, and her eyes filled up telling me...so here we are both balling our eyes out... I told her it would be really nice if he told me that and stopped talking to me like I was 2. We both laughed when she said oh... he is like that with everyone, I thought it was just me... nope... that's my dad. I'm going to make a protein shake and have breakfast, I think I might beable to get it down now. Mom finished my chili last night so I'm not sure what i'm going to do for lunch... something hight protein... so nice being full again and loosing. when tom is gone i hope to be in onderland... so close and moving in the right direction again

Laura - boy are you in for a culture shock. No snow right now but last year V-day we got 2 feet of snow... and cold... yup... starts to warm up a bit ... may hit 40... I usually wear an unlined quilted jacket, but scarf and gloves are the key for me staying warm. Hope that helps.

Tracy - I am going to start tanning next week for my mental health... so I'm sure by may i'll be very tan. Have you tanned before? you might be surprised and not hate your arms when tan. well it is like 10degrees out there this am, didn't realize that until i had to bring the trash out... yuck...