Jennifur

ROFL... yup... that's me.. the movie star... well at least i'll be able to afford our trip to SA. LOL I'll keep you all posted!!!! good thing i'm not holding my breath... I'd be dead!

Employment agent guy just called.... he got an email that they were trying to nail down the details of my offer i'm going to have a nervous breakdown. LOL.... please, just tell me i got the job and i'll deal with details later!!!! I'm freaking out here!!!!!!!!!!

Hi gals Nothing, I'm going crazy, no phone calls at all... I guess it did take them 3 weeks to get it together to call me in and now 1 1/2 weeks with nothing and it took a full week before they even called my references. how stressful!

check check check... already on my way... thanks Judy. boy, even 10lbs of bloat I feel like complete crap and can feel it... how did I walk around with all that extra weight? It was like my son + 20lbs added to me. ttfn... off to my aunts

Well I made a huge mistake - got on the scale. I know I should not have but I really needed to see how bad it is... and yup... gained 10lbs this week. Is that even possible? My feet and hands are so swollen, so I hope most of it is just water, but either way, running to take my water pill and made a shake. I will do that 5 day plan, no choice I'm going to hit the gym on my way to support group tonight I am glad everyone is doing much better than me.

LMAO Kat - I was thinking the exact same thing. We are going to be smokin' hot then I'm still slightly nervous about flying and since I'm buying my ticket this week... but so excited it outweighs the anxiety right now.

Morning gals Pam - I was asked too, but have not responded. Kat- that is just so horrible about Rick's little accident, I hope he feels better soon - he needs to suck it up and just pay someone to clean the snow just 1 time. HUGS Well, I have a crazy day too... going to drink some coffee

LOL well Judy, when they call me tomorrow and give me a job offer.... I would love to share some spending money.. otherwise... it will take me 95days to save.

Hi all great link, I'm going to try that tomorrow. I have eaten shit the last 2 days and I'm so bloated. I have family court on Thursday and need to feel great tomorrow starts the gym again, no exception... so we will see just getting in from work and going to bed, have to get up to babysit in the morning night all

lol I would share with you guys I just want/need it all paid for so I can start saving my spending money. But when I get this job offer on Monday - all will be good and I'll have tons of spending money

That is so great Terry... way t go Tracy - you look absolutely fantastic sister!

I am so stinking excited about this trip. I wish it was here but i am going to purchase my ticket this week and get terry out the money for the room so i'm all set.

Way to go Judy I pb'd on a pc of roast beef yesterday so I am back on track today, I'm not going to weigh myself until Wed and I don't even want to know what I've gained this weekend. Oh well, move forward drinking coffee, just getting up. kids were all back in their beds last night, i got the best night sleep ever, or at least it seemed.

Hi guys just checking in, i'm mentally exhausted, got to leave work early and going to bed. i feel like i've gained 100lbs and so swollen Kat - thank you - I got your card. you are so sweet Terry - hows mom? I know how hard it is

Morning gals what a day. didn't hear anything about the job, but... there was a huge attorney event Thursday night - 400 people attended, attorneys and Judges so I'm sure he was busy or hung over. LOL My mom's friend who is one of my top references was here last night and she was playing phone tag with him but was so excited for me. I'll let you all know... man waiting is nuts. We had a great day yesterday - wake, services went well - mom and I are in such a good place, and gram has so been here with us all week, she is like the old gram, I think she is letting us know she is all better now. We did get completely wasted and had 35 people in my little house. Ok not normally so little but everyone was in the kitchen getting food for a bit and omg... crazy. Remember my neighbor who i was really good friends with who won't talk to me anymore... and I still don't know why... well I guess she was going to come to the wake and was trying to figure it out... then Thursday night out of no where her mom (who was sick on and off) passed away. I made her a tray of baked ziti and meatballs and sent it over with a note on the inside just telling her i was sorry. See, and one of the issues with her was that I am selfish. I didn't do it to prove a point, i did it because I care, I tried to bring it over myself but they were dealing with stuff and not home so I had annother neighbor run it over - since I had to deal with my own funeral and death this week. Anyway, I'm going to eat some left over lunch meat and stuff this weekend and Monday is back to reality... I need to lose this 5lbs I gained. How depressing Hope Michelle is having fun Tracyk - sorry that poor little thing is sick again, i hope she gets better soon denise - congrats on the house terry, tracyks, kat, judy, haydee.... HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Morning gals just quick checking in. it has been so crazy and this morning I have my appointment with my dermatolgist that I made a month ago to get my burn on my hand looked at, I need to get my nails filled, clean the house a bit more, and get groceries for tonights thing at my house after the services and then be to the funeral home at 3:30, then at 7 come home and get completely wasted! shit... i need to get rock salt about the job, john from the employment agency called me yesterday afternoon to let me know hr and the attorney were getting together and he was pretty sure to make me an offer and make sure I was still interested... excited and anxious is what i told him. So he thinks I should have my offer today... You all will probably be the first to know. I'll check in, i have to put my laptop away later so I might be mia for a bit

Well - i'm hovering between 200 - 203 depending on the day, i'm just going to not worry about it until Sat. We have $300 worth of food being delivered Friday night so i'm not going to eprive myself, plus going to get some grape vodka. I can tolerate that so much better than rasp for some reason. I'm off, mom got a coupon for jc penney for 75% off, so shopping we go.

morning gals going to spend the morning with mom which will be very nice. I'm just getting up drinking coffee and so tired, just emotionally drained. Terry - please vent away, I did and it sure did make me feel a little better Michelle - you do deserve a drink... that is a huge scret

Laura I'm so glad you are ok, I was just watching the news and saw what was happening and was thinking about you.

are we there yet?

I will have pic on friday if not sooner, I just can't get a pic of myself and since we will all be here friday i'll get it I hit Sunday but bounced up a lb so didn't change my ticker just yet

holy crap guys I was talking to my gram this morning about helping me get this job today and then the calls started, the attorney himself is checking my references holding my breath Pam, sorry your knee is bad Terry - I'm so sorry about your mom, it is not an easy thing. Make sure you rest and eat. LOL like I'm one to talk Tracyks- congrats on the loss you rock everyone else, hi!!!!! i'm still catching up

here is the new one. obviously i'm enjoying my quiet this morning. you can see the original one because of the color difference. When the scab falls off the new will blend right in. The butterfly is old too. doesn't it look so cute with my skull flip flops? I am going to add a snap dragon to the outside at one point. They were the flower that is my fondest memory of my gram.

morning gals sorry for my blah blah blah, I feel better. Food for Friday is taken care of and all is well. The gals are going up to my sisters and taking ds with them which is great. I'm going to clean my room and do some laundry. i'll be in and out and going to catch up on all the post i've missed

hi gals just checking in. Long ass day, but I have not killed my aunt and have kept my mouth shut. Some are very proud of me, and others just don't now how much she is pushing my buttons, but she did just loose her mom but the thing that boggles my mind the most is that she was in the convent working on becoming a num and she does not believ in god. How does that happen?????? But god or no god, it has been a very spiritual experience for me and I don't have a single bad memory even with my gram being completely unknowing for 3 years. now that is a special gift I know she made sure I had before she left us Anyway, i'm completely wasted on 1 drink ... completely, i'm silly at this point. But I am going to send ya'll pics of my tattoo and i'll get pics of me in my dress that i have never fit in on friday when I go to the wake. new hair and all >LOL i'm going to bed, before I fall over since i've had maybe 6 hrs sleep in 3 nights and just had a drink and 1/2. I love ya'll and consider you all part of my family and can't wait until May! night i'll check in tomorrow