Jennifur

I don't have a clue... I just for once would like to find someone normal. DBF has been super and now all of the sudden is strange again, after lunch. I'll never figure it out On a happy note. I was just cleaning out my closet. OMG I'm in all my 16's. I have a skirt that looks yucky because of my tummy but fits. it still has the tags on it! Another one, I bought in hopes that I could lose after ds, needless to say gained 60lbs... well it fits. I am keeping 3 skirts and that is it the rest is gone! I am wearing a pr of capri's that a friend gave me that were way tight in Sept when she gave them to me. They are borderline big at this point. I think cleaning my closet was a good thing, and going back to work wearing nice clothes is going to be a great thing for me, although, I've never ever loved wearing jeans like i do now. I LOVE MY BAND

Can someone please tell me why MEN are so immature and all a bunch of Ass holes (sorry)???? Can you stand it i"m not talking about dbf... I have stalkers... 1 is married and the other is the other guy I've mentioned here and there... WTF... Leave me alone. I have my ringer on my phone turned off and I swear he was just outside my house calling me! (the married one) I don't want drama and bs in my life... I just got an alert that I have a vm but I'm ignoring it. I don't need this shit, he called and put me on the spot this am when I was just walking downstairs. I'm going to go up and clean out my closet. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and people wonder why i'm mental? LOL

Michelle download ding again, I did it after you mentioned it and there are short term deals (to March) right now but you to tx is only $64 each way!

Funny, now that you all mention it, My dishwasher use to be full of dinner plates, now we only use them when we are out of smaller ones. I have a salad bowl, but is not deep that we use for everything, or the salad plates that go under them, i used to use them for ds becaue it was enough to keep him from making a huge mess when eating but perfect size. That is what I use. LOL Kat, My cousin who was banded, I just heard from her the other day. Remember she had her port moved, well after that I guess it didn't work and she had to have it removed, I don't have exact details, but then she ended up with MRSA and has been very sick. She was just banded in October and has had nothing but problems. I feel so horrible for her. I know some dr's are good, but she was approved and done in a month. No major prep work, nothing, standard pre op testing and done. I did so much research with my Dr and was annoyed at times at what I had to do but think it helped me loose the weight and prepared to change my life. She is just so very sick with MRSA, she now has a cath for her meds and her band, no port nothing. I am so sad for her and that it has been so bad. So ladies, I guess when we get hard on ourselves, shoot, I started loosing pre surgery in Mid Jan, I have lost almost 80lbs in a year. I could not have done that without my band and I am thankful that my dr. is a hard ass but is concerned about safety and me. I'm not just a number (which is why i was so upset at my PA visit last month, i felt like a number for the first time). I guess that goes along with the tip of the day! plus, I would not have met all you without my band

That is why it is so quiet!!! LOL Kat... where are you??????????/

Tracy - For me, it will be so much easier when spring is here, I can go for a walk at night, but way too cold now. So last night after I survived the movies with a couple pcs of s/f hard candy, I get home and mom is tearing the cabinets apart looking for something to snack on... I won't even let her make popcorn! Are you kidding me? I've had nothing but pudding and chili for a week now and you want to make popcorn at 10pm? And nothing I could do to get out. I'm going to torture them all LOL DD is having a superbowl party - got her 2 bags of chips, mini hotdogs, and making garbage bread. I told her everything had to be cleaned up and in the trash by time I got home, which shouldn't be a problem since the game will be over by then. I feel like the first month of banding when we couldnt eat but wanted to, except it is much easier now - I do tend to throw more away If I make something that is not really part of the lifestyle, if i have it, have it once and get rid of it so not to get on a downward sprial! anyway. blah blah bah off to shower and do some running, now that I just had the strongest coffee in the world... should look for chest hair after that pot! LOL only kidding

I had the guys at the bar hit on me when I went out with my friends in November, and it felt GREAT! and I got a little cocky and then didn't loose an ounce. LOL but I'm back on track now. I wouldn't know what I would do if I am actually asked out... nervous breakdown time, but it is coming, i can feel it

Congrats TracyK!!! so close I would love to catch up, that is only 4lbs away from my goal. I'll be happy to hit onderland and then i'll set my next mini goal. Very excited, tomorrow is my big interview. Nervous???? Who me? LOL

I'm giong to bed... just have to tell you all my NSV today, it is kind of funny. I was meeting my mom at the grocery store... I still don't know why but I did, so she is shopping away and i was walking up to her, made serious eye contact and she turned around and walked away WTF??? so I yelled JAN... she turns around - looked right at me and started to turn around again.. she said OMG you are so tiny, I didn't even know it was you... then she waked right by me at the register... are you kidding me... my own mom didn't know me!

Nice Laura I'm jealous... but considering my sucky year last year, I'm glad to get back $3600, paying for my plane! TRACYK----- HEY THERE GIRLFRIEND!!! You need to send us all an email with your new address. I was sending Michelle and Laura a package and realized that you moved... and the address I have for you is from October. I took dd to the movies to see Untraceable.... good movie I didn't really know what to expect but it was good. I feel so bloated tonight, don't know why - i'm going to drink some special tea. Tomorrow i'm going to start drinking a glass of lemon water tomorrow and see if that helps

Laura - my friend smoked for 10 days on that stuff... don't give up

Laura - Let me call my cousin in the city tonight and talk to her. Pelligrino's sounds so familiar but i'll check it out. she lives 20 mins away but loves going out in the city... I think my system is empty.. lol, i just had some pudding and water, not at the same time, and my stomach is making the craziest noises ever

that is good to know, I almost bought one yesterday too, more for the bag but thought it would come in handy. glad I passed. LOL

Laura - my best friend has been taking it for a couple weeks, she had strange dreams, totally space case and can't get out of her own way, has only not been smoking for 3-4 days, well yest she had a bad day and a pack in her car, so she had one. It did nothing for her and she had a horrible headach and doesn't want another.... Hang in there... the fun is just beginning but you will be so much healthier. Yes, I'm reformed too!!! 14 years

Tracy - nice I would get the consult. I talked to one the other day and going to schedule an appt to get an idea of price, time off, so on. I am not going to do me all, I want my boobs done, just because I always did and a TT. I could live with me if I didn't have this stupid stomach. I know I can't do it until next year when I get vacation time, but I am going to put away all my extra money to pay. You schedule a consult and I'll do mine??? I say do what ever bothers you most first, for me it would be tummy

how does cube steak come out cooked all day. is it nice and tender? I would have never thought of that

I was down to 202 this am but I am not changing my ticker until Onederland. off to drop off the boy Michelle, I'm sending you a pkg today

Hi all Kat - it is obvious I am too critical on myself too. So I feel your pain Tracyk - glad you are well enough to get back to reality today Pam - good luck - glad you are better too - I guess you will never do that again

I don't want to fly out of JFK but.. jet blue $149 each way and direct and the times work. I am probably going to fly in on Thursday and will arrive at 4:30pm... so if Terry still has that offer out there, I might take you up on it, if not... I'll stay in a hotel, I don't care... But ret flight leaves at 5:00 and I'll be back at 9:30 and home and in bed by midnight so I can work the next day. I think i have it... LOL

Tracyks - that is how i was but today for being bad... here is what i had 1/2 c protein drink breakfast 3 20oz waters 1/4 c broc soup, picked out the broc 1 scoop no sugar icecream 1/2 c chicken enchalda soup 1 c "special tea" I asked dd to make some pudding real quick and she said sure... and flopped on the couch and watched southpark... so... i'm cranky I just got in from a little running. maybe i'll have a s/f pudding with protein in it. I know that is impt and i have not had enough today to e healthy. anyhoooooooo....i'm going to get this job on Thursday! lol... I am saying it over and over and over... because I am calling in what is mine... that job .lol Judy, i know that this is the job, but if not it is not... and something better or for me is out there

Denise - so sorry, if i made more money this year, where i was last year i would have been able to pay off all my bills... so i got screwed for loosing my job and not being able to find a new one. At least you will get that rebate/refund check in June right? well off on a little adventure

Happy Birthday Panda .... Hey there girlfriend... check in let us know how you are doing!!! Hope you are having a great birthday

Watch - i'll get patted down... hmmmmmmmmmmmm

wow, how overwhelming. LOL, last time I flew you could do whatever, not even major security gates.

Jane I have not had any issues with reflux. Infact I make everything with hot peps, hot sauce or cyanne pepper... sorry, No advice from here