Thanks everyone for your advice and concern. I am eating such little calories because thats all I can manage to get down. Broth and Jello and such things only add up to so much. I knew vomitting could lead to band slips but my doctor lead me to believe this was very unlikely and only really happened from overeating and and vomitting as a result. And overeating is definately not my concern. Its almost 6 pm and I'v only managed to sip some juice today. So todays caloric intake willbe under 300 I'm sure (its a bad day) I also dont vomit just thinking of food, what I meant was when I need to vomit I just do, I dont even need to push or force food to come up if its stuck anymore. Trust me lol I am desperate for a nice solid piece of food. Thanks Kinley 7390. Thats what I meant by my question... I was worried my brain would start some weird unhealthy connection to food. It's just crazy. This is why I opted for the band because I wanted to lose the weight in a slow and healthy manor. I was always comfortable with my body. Even being overweight I am big boned and was tall and proportioned well so when I got into the 290s I was borderline diabetic, BP was up and I suffer from major back problems so being unhealthy pushed me to get the surgery, it wasn't about getting skinny for me just being healthy. I feel like my relationship with food is more unhealthy now then it ever was before the band. I feel like it was the worst decision I ever made. I either went thru all of this for nothing or I can starve and cant get any food down and lose weight. It just doesnt feel like it was worth it to me. But thank you everyone again for your encouragement. I will continue to come here for support and will becalling my surgeon ASAP. Maybe a half cc less will do the trick :-)