I know how you feel. I started the process in Dec. of 2009, and decided oh I don't know if I want to go that far. Then a friend at work had the bypass and I got to watch as she lost weight and began to feel better. Then I began to have second thoughts just then another friend at work also had the bypass and she also did well by then I was sold, but the idea of vitamins for the rest of my life and no aleve (Lots of Headaches) didn't appeal to me, and then I found the sleeve. I started the whole process again in Jan. 2011 and I have been approved by my insurance and now I am just waiting the surgery scheduler to call and I find myself becoming really impatient. Of course I've known for a long time that this is what I want but now I also find myself having doubts..will it work?, will I loose weight?... So I know how you feel about being blue but both of the friends says they would do it again no questions asked... I noticed you went to georgetown for your consult is that in Ky?