Another step closer to the dream

yayyy I got my first letter from the hospital with a 3 month time frame to see a surgon. Baby steps I know, but...every step is in the right direction. I sat staring at the paper work for hours yesterday and couldnt even imagin the impact this kind of surgury would have on my life. It really is only a dream of sustainable outcomes. Outcomes that should last longer than the yo yo rollercoster that I am only wayyyy to happy to disembark!!!!

I have no idea how I would look in a smaller persons body... but totally want it this time. I have cut my food intake to a sensible level and it feels great. I'm also looking to start excercising again after the stiches in my knee are removed. (over due knee surgery after 11 months of pain)

Such a life changing step and excited about it and the chance to be a success story like so many of the people on this site. a chance to get it rite. not stuff it up, a reason to really make it happen, and a reminder to myself of the deep commitment I am actively seeking.

Im on the way kids!!! Im DOIN' IT IT'S TIMEEEEEE